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got2haveasmith ([info]got2haveasmith) wrote in [info]vas_captio_rpg,
@ 2009-12-21 09:07:00

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Day 30, Early Evening
Who: Sarah Jane Smith and OPEN!
What: Lost in thought and could use a friendly face to shake her out of her circling thoughts
When: Day 30, early evening (6-ish?)
Where: Sort-of wandering between the Gym and the Museum
Rating: PG (?)
Status: Active.



The snow didn't bother Sarah Jane, not too much, at least. She was full for the first time since she'd been trapped in that bunker, and she was physically all right. Emotionally.... Well, that was a different story. She hadn't really been in the mood for company, despite having gone down to the gym to check on Ianto. He'd been sleeping when she'd popped her head in and, not wanting to disturb him, she'd left him be. She had remembered to set a little plate of grapes down for him, as he'd asked, before she crept away from his bedside. Knowing he was in one piece helped cheer her considerably, but she still couldn't make the images of the previous days go away.

Talking with the Doctor over the journals had helped, but even that was just talk, at this point. There really wasn't much they could do. And Sarah Jane hated feeling helpless. That the Management could do such things at any time...that was what scared Sarah Jane the most. Despite her affirmation to the Doctor that she would continue to fight - and she couldn't not fight, she knew deep down - how could they hope to win if their captors could simply take over their minds like that and force them to do such horrible things to each other?

She'd had her share of being imprisoned over the years - hypnotised, possessed by aliens, forced to work for aliens and humans alike on things that could have killed her and others - but nothing was quite like this. Nothing felt quite so...final. And that was what worried her, despite the repeated assurances she left for others in the journals that they could and would fight and get out. On paper, she could do it; she was just glad she hadn't had to say it out loud today, else her bravado might be caught out as false.

She'd chatted amicably enough with people when she'd taken her food from the gym - eaten her fill and then stuffed the pockets of her leather jacket full of things she could take back to her little closet at the museum - but she'd been glad not to have to do more than just chat and ask after others. A tight smile, a nod, and a very English "I'm fine," were the limit of her responses when her own health and well-being was asked after. Perhaps she could just take a nice rest under her tapestry, and awaken to find that this had been one long, horrible nightmare. Although, she wasn't sure if that would make it any better.

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[info]got2haveasmith
2009-12-23 12:43 am UTC (link)
The hesitant voice pulled Sarah Jane from her thoughts and she turned, catching sight of the younger man, finger raised. She slowed, giving him a chance to catch up to her. "I'm terribly sorry," she said, offering him a smile that didn't quite reach her eyes. "I was a bit lost in thought."

She recognized the man from the cage they'd been trapped in the other day, but she couldn't remember the man's name. That was an odd thing for Sarah Jane. Usually, she didn't have a problem with things like that. But, given the nature of the images they'd been subjected to, it didn't surprise her. Instead of admitting the fault, however, she decided to jump the gun and offered her hand to the young man. "Sarah Jane Smith," she said, and now the smile reached her eyes. It wasn't fair to the young man for her to pass her mood off onto him.

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[info]tear_it_up
2009-12-23 11:30 pm UTC (link)
Willard returned the smile uncomfortably; perhaps a bit more sincerely, but it still looked like the corners of his mouth were oddly strained. It seemed like meeting a new person was more stressful than the circumstances surrounding the meeting. "Lost... lost in thought? OK... sorry, I understand...I'm not interrupting anything, or... am I?" he asked, messing up the sentence. Why did nothing ever come out the way he wanted it to sound? Because he was a huge, stupid loser, that was why.

"Oh... you're Sarah Jane Smith?" he asked, rubbing his elbow. "Right... right, I recognize your name from the journals. You're nice... it's nice to meet you. I'm Willard Stiles." He returned the second smile, the one that made Sarah Jane's eyes crinkle at the corners, more warmly. It felt better, somehow.

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[info]got2haveasmith
2009-12-24 01:23 am UTC (link)
He seemed a bit awkward to Sarah Jane, but nerves or awkwardness could be attributed to many, many things in a place like this. He seemed rather sweet. "No, not at all," she said, her smile widening as she shook her head. "Nothing that shouldn't be interrupted, at least. It doesn't do to dwell on certain things for too long."

"It's a pleasure to meet you properly, Willard," she said. "It's just a shame we have to meet in such a horrid place." She glanced around and shuddered. It might have been a chill from the snow, or it might have been concern for their circumstances. The smile faltered as she shuddered, but came back again as she returned her attention to the younger man. "You're relatively new here, aren't you?" she asked. "In the cage the other day, you said you didn't know many people here yet."

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[info]tear_it_up
2009-12-24 02:40 am UTC (link)
Willard was, and always had been, horribly awkward. There were truly some awkward people in Vas Captio; Merope, L, Reid, Edward... but Willard, of all of them, seemed to be the only one who seemed ashamed just to be alive. However, Sarah Jane wouldn't be wrong to assume that he was, indeed, sweet. Willard was a gentle soul, ineffective and harmless most of the time, glad just to get through day without humiliating himself or getting yelled at. If someone so much as smiled at him, he usually felt like he didn't deserve it, which was why he felt so lucky to have Sarah Jane here now. Even if she'd seemed a bit distant at first.

"Yes... a pleasure... and I am new," he confirmed, shuffling slightly from foot to foot. "It's been... one or two days now... compared to what I left this is actually... this isn't so bad. Not to sound... I don't know... disrespectful to the people who are having a rough time... but no one's yelled at me yet," he said, smiling faintly. Willard was pathetic at his most dignified. "I actually don't mind things so much. This type of place..." was what? So similar to his sub-conscious that he actually felt more at-home than he had in years?

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[info]got2haveasmith
2009-12-24 02:33 pm UTC (link)
Not so bad? Sarah Jane felt a rush of sympathy for the awkward young man. If Vas Captio could be considered "not so bad" compared to where he'd been, well, it must have been very bad indeed. And, she could understand. Compared to certain days back home, even this place could seem "not so bad". The only difference was, on those days, there was something she could do to fix the situation. Even on the worst day - the day the Daleks had moved the entire planet - when she was the most terrified she'd been in her life - there had been something she could do. She'd helped the Doctor to defeat the Daleks once and for all, to do what he'd nearly done when she'd been sent with him to Skaro all those years ago. But here...there was nothing. Just moving along and making the best of things and hoping you weren't one of the "lucky ones" chosen for any sort of experimentation.

"You seem to have arrived at a relatively quiet period," she said, offering another little smile to him. "Aside from that ghastly business in the cage," another shudder, "it's been calm. Which I'm sure means that the Management's up to something, but that's not the point today." She shook her head, determined not to bring down the new friendly face.

"Have you been over to the gym?" she asked suddenly. "There's quite a lovely array of food laid out. Most of us haven't eaten much here, so we're rather glad of it." She pulled an orange from her bulging pockets to show Willard. "There's enough that people are taking some away for later, just in case we're left without again."

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