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Tweak says, "You don't like pie do you?"

inmyownworld (inmyownworld) wrote in vas_captio_rpg,
@ 2009-09-21 02:01:00

Current music:	Scars on Broadway- "Funny"
Entry tags:	!active, day 24, l lawliet, location: pharmacy, merope gaunt

Funny, How You Turned Red, When I First Said, "Let's Join the Dead"
Who: L Lawliet and Merope
What: Merope agrees to help L. She doesn't deliver in quite the way he expected, though.
Where: The liquor store (ie, the place that he haunts and refuses to leave.)
When: Day 24, 8:00 PM
Rating: PG-13 for now for necrophilic implications.
Status: Active

L's hands shook as he set down his journal. He felt sick, in so many ways. Sick in the head, as Rose had implied, sick physically, sick in his soul. He was anything but quick to trust, and the moment he seemed to find someone he could confide in, trust his well-being and attempt a shy sliver of humanity with, they were taken away before he could attain any sort of closure. He clenched and unclenched his pale, thin hands, testing their strength. It was failing, his grip was becoming looser as his mental health declined. He was far from mad, but he saw the world in a skewed way that worsened with every day that passed in Vas Captio.

Merope was still his friend, at least. She had offered to give him what he wanted and needed, obtaining a body for him and bringing it to him. How the weak-limbed young woman would manage to haul the dead weight of a female corpse to him, he couldn't guess. Perhaps she planned to enlist the help of her stoic partner, Rorschach, even though he disapproved of L's preferences. He sighed, staring at the wax he'd found in the post office that was softening in the heat. He planned to use it to repair any spots where decomposition was too obvious. While L had had sex with Laura, he wasn't sure yet if he could go through with it with an inanimate corpse, whether it looked like her or not.

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	heartache 2009-09-24 03:08 am UTC (link)
	Merope didn't think of an erection, she was focused on other things. Instead of doing exactly what he asked, she got up and looked down at L with an insecure face plastered there. "Are you scared of me, L?" She tilted her head as she waited for an answer, not fully understanding the concept of why there was a problem. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	inmyownworld 2009-09-26 06:10 am UTC (link)
	L scratched the back of his head distractedly. He stayed turned away from her; if she'd already seen it, there wasn't much he could do to save face, but at least she wouldn't be staring at it. "Of course I'm not... scared of you... I just... don't take it the wrong way, but you're almost doing this too well." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

heartache
2009-09-26 08:35 am UTC (link)

Merope breathed and move towards him, she was sitting directly behind him. She was more of a person to show how she felt physically instead of with words, she was no good with them. Her lithe arms slipped behind him, and pressed a light kiss against the back of his neck. "It's okay...I'm here to be with you. I can take care of whatever you need me to." She lifted her arms a little so she could lightly rub the fabric on his stomach.

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inmyownworld
2009-09-26 08:39 am UTC (link)

L shuddered at her touch. He knew that Merope often acted contact starved and needed to touch others to feel close to them and feel comforted herself, but at the same time, didn't she understand what it was he actually wanted right now? She touched his stomach, and his shoulders went slightly limp. This was exactly how Laura would behave in this circumstance. Firm without being overwhelming to the sexually timid young man.

"I am ashamed to ask."

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heartache
2009-09-26 08:42 am UTC (link)

Leaning her head to the side, she pressed a light kiss to the side of his head. "I don't want you to hurt yourself anymore. Please...tell me.." Merope cuddled as close as she possibly could, her cold hands having never warmed due to lack of heat coming off of L all together. Merope knew she would certainly be hoarding over her lover when she got back to the Clock Tower.

"..Have I made any reason to be ashamed? I came here....right?" Merope mumbled into his shirt.

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inmyownworld
2009-09-26 08:47 am UTC (link)

Her lips were still chilled enough that when they brushed his skin, they raised goosebumps along the back of L's pale neck. He was, indeed, cold despite his arousal. He hadn't eaten much, he hadn't slept... it was a wonder he could get and hold an erection at all, actually.

"You've given me no reason to be ashamed... that's only me," L admitted. "You've had a child, so you understand this, somewhat... but I slept with Laura. I asked for a corpse, in part, so I could sleep with it. I thought that it would remind me of Laura, and..." he stopped. Just stopped, abruptly, biting his tongue. There were things that Merope didn't need to hear, from him or anyone.

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heartache
2009-09-26 08:54 am UTC (link)

"...Then pretend I am her. Call me Laura." Merope now moved in front of him, she was looking at his face and not his erection as she was kind of ignorant to this fact. All she wanted to do was make L feel better, if she was called Laura and thought to be another woman, she was okay. "Did you want to sleep with me?" Merope tilted her head kind of stupidly, her eyes were slightly wide.

The term wasn't something she was super familiar with, but it had to do with sex.

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	inmyownworld 2009-09-26 08:59 am UTC (link)
	L closed his eyes. It was so tempting. It was a struggle and turmoil to even think of passing up an opportunity for sex when he, in truth, needed it very badly. "Perhaps that's what I want. You shouldn't feel like you have to say yes," L said softly, still not looking at her. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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