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Adora 🌈👊🏻-😺😺 (legendaryhero) wrote in valloic,
@ 2021-03-21 11:03:00

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!: text message, she-ra: adora, ₴ inactive: richie tozier (2)

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>> Hey!
>> So guess what?
>> I WON FIGHT CLUB!!!!
>> SO I have over $1,400 and I want to finally get Catra some video game systems.
>> Are you okay switching our run tomorrow morning to shopping??

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	trashing 2021-03-21 03:30 pm UTC (link)
	>> Heeeeey, congrats! >> You gonna do it every week? I better start coming to watch >> But yeah, asking if I'd rather shop for video games or run is like >> Asking if I'd rather a cheeseburger or the plant-based dog food smelling one >> Not that I hate running, you make it fun, but vidja games >> Let's do it (Reply to this) (Thread)

legendaryhero
2021-03-21 03:39 pm UTC (link)

>> Big competition's only once a month, I think?
>> But I'm planning to start going to The Underground a little more often to train.
>> LOL yeah, that's pretty much how I thought you were going to feel! 😆
>> And I'm with you on the plant-burgers, they're AWFUL.

>> Yes! Thank you!!
>> Can we just go to Wal-Mart or do we have to go to someplace more video games specific?

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trashing
2021-03-21 03:45 pm UTC (link)

>> Monthly, right
>> I'll go to the monthly things then
>> I knew there was the club where people beat each other up but never been to a competition yet
>> Sounds like a blast

>> We can go to Wal-Mart
>> They should have the Switch
>> That's the one you were going for, or do you wanna get her something else?
>> Old school arcade games are found at more specialty shops

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legendaryhero
2021-03-21 03:59 pm UTC (link)

>> I had a good time!
>> Everyone I went up against put up a good fight.
>> So at least I didn't feel like I was killing anyone, you know?
>> Didn't expect to win my first official time, though.

>> Switch sounds good.
>> Anything we can interface with Darla, basically. I think it would be really cool to play it on the windows of the observation deck.
>> I heard stuff about Xbox too - is that a good one?

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	trashing 2021-03-21 04:04 pm UTC (link)
	>> That's awesome >> And if it helps you work off some energy, even better? >> Must be the thrill of adrenaline >> Oh yeah, Xbox is amazing >> It's pretty much the most powerful console aside from just getting a straight up PC for the vidja games >> So maybe that one too >> Plus I already have some good multiplayer game suggestions for the Switch also (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	legendaryhero 2021-03-21 04:22 pm UTC (link)
	>> Then let's do both! >> And a couple of games? >> Whatever you recommend, I know she's liked what she's played with you. >> It's been kind of a weird few weeks for us, so I want to do something nice for her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trashing 2021-03-21 04:29 pm UTC (link)
	>> We could get Mario Kart, Super Smash Brothers, Animal Crossing for the Switch >> Red Dead Redemption is good for the Xbox >> And Fortnite >> Tons of options >> Yeah? You need to talk about anything? >> I got a trashmouth but I can listen too (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	legendaryhero 2021-03-21 08:38 pm UTC (link)
	>> I'll follow your lead, wise one. >> All of those things are out of my realm. >> So I'm trusting you with the decisions. >> Maybe. >> I've kind of been just - repressing. >> I'm better at that than talking about stuff. >> Punching people last night helped, too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

trashing
2021-03-21 08:45 pm UTC (link)

>> You can trust me with this task
>> I may suck at running marathons but I know me some video games
>> And cat sis will be really happy to receive this gift from you

>> Listen, I'm the King of Repression so I get it
>> It really starts to be painful after awhile though
>> I'm not saying talking about it brings solutions 'cause sometimes there isn't really a solution to be found
>> But it might help you feel better?

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legendaryhero
2021-03-21 09:02 pm UTC (link)

>> That's the goal!
>> I think she's pretty happy anyway, but I don't know.
>> I just wanted to do something special for her, especially after the chip fiasco.

>> Which - that's part of the weird, obviously.
>> I know it's gone, but it was scary when it happened.
>> And then, Catra told me something I didn't know about our childhood.
>> She probably hasn't told you about Shadow Weaver, and she shouldn't because she's no one we should have any fond feeling for.
>> But - she was our mentor - basically a witch. She raised us, though.
>> And I guess she would erase my memory when Catra and I got too close.

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	trashing 2021-03-21 09:32 pm UTC (link)
	>> She seems happy >> She always has heart eyes when she talks about you >> In her subtle Catra way >> So you got your mind fucked with by - not your mom, but someone who was supposed to care for you? >> That's some shit >> And scary too >> That's scary and what happened with the chip was scary >> It's okay to feel rattled because of it (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

legendaryhero
2021-03-21 09:45 pm UTC (link)

>> Okay, good.
>> I guess I know that, but with all our baggage, I still worry.
>> I'm glad she seems happy to you, too.

>> I know, that's what Catra keeps saying.
>> That I'm allowed to be upset.
>> But I've never really - had time to be upset?
>> Like, don't get me wrong, I'm really bad at dwelling on things.
>> I've just never been able to let myself spin out and be upset.
>> Maybe I don't know how?

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trashing
2021-03-21 09:52 pm UTC (link)

>> Yeah, I mean, sometimes I'm like - one day I'll wake up and Max will be like why did I ever do this
>> Might be a baggage and self-esteem thing for me too, so I also get that
>> It's hard to tell your mind to STFU

>> I don't think there's any right or wrong way to be upset
>> Unless it's like, purposely hurting people
>> But some just get really quiet and some prefer to skywrite how upset they are
>> Thinking about Shadow Weaver and the war you guys had to fight and all that, those are dark places
>> Sometimes you're gonna go there and sometimes you can be pulled out of there and other times nothing will really pull you out of it but you just kind of - accept that they're there
>> All the while you know shit's gonna be better tomorrow

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legendaryhero
2021-03-21 10:15 pm UTC (link)

>> I seriously understand that.
>> My mind almost never shuts the fuck up.
>> Even haunts my sleep sometimes.

>> I think I'm just still processing things.
>> And I prefer punching when I'm conflicting but not like - going out of my way to hurt people. So no worries there.
>> I guess I'll just let it hit me however it hits me and deal with it.
>> Hoping the rest of the month will be peaceful, but that's probably asking too much.

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trashing
2021-03-21 10:34 pm UTC (link)

>> That all gets better with time, the bad sleep, all of that
>> Or I'm pretty sure it does
>> Nothing can be magically erased but I know I got your back while you process shit
>> I'm still processing a lot of shit too

>> The important part is definitely to let it hit you
>> And talk through it when you can
>> As for peaceful, lol
>> I'm surprised things are taking a break now, shit

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legendaryhero
2021-03-21 10:46 pm UTC (link)

>> Thanks, Richie. You're a really amazing friend. 💙
>> I went to see Dan and got some lucid dreaming instructions just haven't really been in a good mental space to use it lately.
>> I know there's no rush, though, for once.

>> It might take a while, but I'm gonna try.
>> I'm trying to be better here. It's nice to have a chance.
>> Right????
>> I mean, I know we had the Deepstalkers, but that wasn't that bad.
>> I keep looking over my shoulder for more Murder Turkeys.
>> That was its own kind of traumatizing.

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trashing
2021-03-21 10:51 pm UTC (link)

>> Definitely no rush, you gotta do it at your pace
>> Lucid dreaming sounds like it'll help though
>> I used to be able to lucid dream but that was after smoking weed and inhaling a Taco Bell burrito party pack

>> Trying fucking counts for a lot, so you're doing great
>> I'm trying to get better at my visions and stuff so I can anticipate what's coming more
>> Fun surprises like murder turkeys aren't actually fun

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	legendaryhero 2021-03-21 11:23 pm UTC (link)
	>> Obviously I don't have visions, but maybe lucid dreaming would help with that? >> It sounds like a pretty similar thing to me. >> Is it something you can train to do better? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trashing 2021-03-21 11:26 pm UTC (link)
	>> It maybe would? >> Gimmie some tips as you master it, I can try >> I'm mostly trying to make them less vague >> I probably need to have more confidence in it too for that to happen, idk >> It's so new for me that I still can't believe I survived killing a demon space clown and now get visions (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	legendaryhero 2021-03-21 11:49 pm UTC (link)
	>> I'll take a picture of the paper Dan gave me and send it to you. They're really helpful. >> And I'll definitely share as I go. >> Did the demon space clown GIVE you visions? >> Or was it something that happened before the demon space clown? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

trashing
2021-03-21 11:54 pm UTC (link)

>> Cool, lucid dreaming here I come
>> Without the weed

>> And tbh I think I may have had the capability for awhile?
>> I mean, my friends and I were stronger together to win mind games against the clown
>> There was something different about each of us
>> I mean I don't think we would have been like MIND POWERS automatically but thinking back on it - yeah
>> Then our memories were erased so it's not like I ever knew
>> Maybe the clown just unlocked what was always there and I'm trying to catch up

>> That was long, holy shit

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	legendaryhero 2021-03-22 12:08 am UTC (link)
	>> My friends back home had different powers, too. >> Not mind powers, necessarily, but like - teleporation, controlling plants, water, ice, electricity. >> It was an ancestral thing for them. >> Your memories were erased??? >> Did you get those memories back? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

trashing
2021-03-22 12:14 am UTC (link)

>> That's really cool
>> How did you get yours?
>> You have super nifty powers, right?

>> Yeah, like - the ~magic~ of Derry and the clown's influence meant that the further you got from it, the longer time spent away, the more you'd forget
>> So after we all left home we forgot about each other
>> But the memories came back once we returned to the town to kill IT
>> It was just really trippy for awhile not remembering a damn thing about my own childhood

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legendaryhero
2021-03-22 12:22 am UTC (link)

>> Mine originally came from the Sword of Protection.
>> But it ended up kind of being a controlling thing, so I shattered that sword.
>> And I guess it re-established itself because of love? Which sounds really fake but I swear it's not.
>> I'll show you She-Ra when I see you.
>> She's definitely a sight.

>> So you noticed your memories were missing?
>> Did you not remember your friends at all?
>> Sorry if I'm prying - tell me to back off if it's too much.

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trashing
2021-03-22 12:28 am UTC (link)

>> She-Ra??
>> That's so badass, I definitely wanna see
>> And I totally believe love brought back superpowers
>> Love can do a lot of bomb things

>> I mean, I sort of noticed?
>> I didn't think much of it
>> Mostly it was like, I'm fucking miserable and I don't know why
>> We were all a lot better together, when we remembered the love we shared and all that shit
>> You're not prying though, promise

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legendaryhero
2021-03-22 12:42 am UTC (link)

>> I can't believe I haven't shown you!!
>> I was totally showing off at defense training, can't lie.
>> You'll see soon!
>> Love is the reason I have She-Ra back.
>> I was struggling with her, but then Catra told me she loved me and it was like a magical light switch got flipped.
>> Love really is kind of awesome.

>> I'm sorry none of your friends are here.
>> I know you said they were before, so maybe they'll show up again.
>> It's probably a better fate for a lot of people than what's going on at home.

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	trashing 2021-03-22 12:48 am UTC (link)
	>> It's the best >> Love, I mean >> I'm glad I finally said it awhile ago and stopped giving Max finger guns to try to express it >> Maybe, that'd be cool if they did >> If not, I know they're okay >> We're Losers and always fucking will be >> Which is a good thing (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	legendaryhero 2021-03-22 12:58 am UTC (link)
	>> Well, Catra and I are more than happy to be temporary Losers. >> Which I never knew was a good thing, but I'll take your word on that. >> I don't know what we'd do without you around. >> Catra, especially. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trashing 2021-03-22 01:02 am UTC (link)
	>> Hell yeah, you two are honorary Losers >> Just means we play all the vidja games together and have each other's backs >> I'm not going anywhere either, as long as I can help jt (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	legendaryhero 2021-03-22 01:14 am UTC (link)
	>> Good! >> Because we like you a lot. >> Also, one of the suites here is yours, so next time you come over, pick one. 😉 >> See you tomorrow? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	trashing 2021-03-22 01:17 am UTC (link)
	>> dsaghtfsa spaceship suite is best suite >> See you tomorrow, blondie (Reply to this) (Parent)