postal_dragon (postal_dragon) wrote in valarnet, @ 2013-01-13 22:50:00 |
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Entry tags: | alyssa hamilton, derpy hooves, enjolras, spike |
So I uh...
I overheard the nurse and doctor talking (is doctor supposed to be capitalized?) outside, and I uhm... (or nurse for that matter? I never know. Probably not the best point to ask I guess...)
Anyway I uh... so I guess they're saying it's getting a lot worse. I mean, I feel like an ox... you know, whatever that feels like. I mean, a cough never hurt anyone--right? But yea, I guess they're saying I'm reaching that 'tipping' point or something. I don't... I don't know. Basically it means I'm going to uh... I'm going to die.
Heh... saying that outloud, or typing it even, is really hard to do. It feels pretty weird. I uh, I don't know why I'm telling you all of this. I don't... I don't really know any of you.
I guess I just, well no one's allowed to see me because of the virus obviously, so I guess I'm just kind of ... well I'm just trying to stave away the boredom. Waiting to die... that's a rather boring thing.
I ... I shouldn't be talking about this, should I? I mean, everything's going to be cool. I mean, we all die at some point. My only regret was never making it famous I guess. Anyway... uhm... I'm sure you all have more important things to do, and to read. I'll go ahead and shut up now.
To... anyone who read this (if anyone. Likely not...) I uh, thanks for reading.
Later...