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I'm no Jedi ([info]ahsoka_tano) wrote in [info]valarnet,
@ 2020-03-05 03:14:00

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Entry tags:ahsoka tano, alice liddell, anakin skywalker, clara oswald, elio perlman

It's that time of night when you're sitting up alone, missing the people that are no longer with you because Spotify threw their favorite artist at you.

But it doesn't hurt this time. That's good right? Or bad?


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[info]lyricalelio
2020-03-05 04:13 pm UTC (link)
I think it can be a good thing. It kind of seems like you have come to terms with it and now you aren't hurting, which is always a good thing.

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[info]ahsoka_tano
2020-03-05 08:30 pm UTC (link)
She was a violinist. It's nice to be able to listen to violins without the hurting.

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[info]lyricalelio
2020-03-06 02:13 pm UTC (link)
Ahhh, gotcha. Yeah, it's nice to listen to things and not hurt - violins are so beautiful too.

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[info]ahsoka_tano
2020-03-06 08:43 pm UTC (link)
I wish I could ask her if she ever wanted what she recorded made available to the public.

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[info]lyricalelio
2020-03-06 09:57 pm UTC (link)
Oh that is tough. I think that since you can't get approval that just listening to it in private will probably be the best way to do it, sadly.

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[info]ahsoka_tano
2020-03-06 10:53 pm UTC (link)
Which I can do, but its a shame others can't hear it

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[info]lyricalelio
2020-03-06 11:03 pm UTC (link)
Yeah, maybe you could try to reach out to others who talk to them and see if they can ask? Or you could just make anonymous accounts and throw it up on soundcloud with no explanation lol

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[info]ahsoka_tano
2020-03-06 11:40 pm UTC (link)
I think you misunderstand, I meant the original recordings made by the woman who's no longer with us.

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[info]lyricalelio
2020-03-06 11:41 pm UTC (link)
Well, you could still reach out to family and ask what they think about it. However, I do have to say that if they are no longer here with us it isn't a bad thing to want to share this piece of them with the world.

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[info]ahsoka_tano
2020-03-07 12:18 am UTC (link)
Definitely not on good terms with her family.

I'll have to think about it.

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[info]lyricalelio
2020-03-07 12:21 am UTC (link)
Ahhh, gotcha. :(

Definitely do that. Sometimes it's nice to keep something like that close to you heart, but also nice to share it. It's a tough decision.

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[info]alwaysbeenthere
2020-03-05 04:49 pm UTC (link)
It's a good thing. You will always miss them, but you're also moving on and living your life. And that's always important.

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[info]ahsoka_tano
2020-03-05 09:44 pm UTC (link)
Thank you. It's nice.

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[info]alwaysbeenthere
2020-03-05 09:47 pm UTC (link)
Just speaking the truth from experience. But yes, it is nice once you realise that you can listen to something or see something and be okay.

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[info]ahsoka_tano
2020-03-05 10:16 pm UTC (link)
It's sad it has to be from experience

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[info]alwaysbeenthere
2020-03-05 10:18 pm UTC (link)
It is, but you know, that's also life.

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[info]ahsoka_tano
2020-03-05 11:28 pm UTC (link)
Wish it didn't have to be

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[info]alwaysbeenthere
2020-03-05 11:33 pm UTC (link)
Sure, but how do you grow otherwise?

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[info]ahsoka_tano
2020-03-05 11:33 pm UTC (link)
Probably much more slowly, I'd say.

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[info]alwaysbeenthere
2020-03-05 11:35 pm UTC (link)
If at all. There's so much that attributes to growing as a person, and hardship is part of that. How you cope and come out of it.

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[info]ahsoka_tano
2020-03-06 01:59 am UTC (link)
Even if it changes you for the worse?

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[info]alwaysbeenthere
2020-03-06 02:01 am UTC (link)
Yes, not all growth is positive not matter what we might like to wish for. Again, it comes down to how you cope and come out of it.

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[info]_alicedear
2020-03-06 01:06 am UTC (link)
I think it's a good thing that it doesn't hurt anymore to think about them.

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[info]ahsoka_tano
2020-03-06 01:59 am UTC (link)
Just don't want to forget her.

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[info]_alicedear
2020-03-06 10:43 pm UTC (link)
Not hurting anymore isn't the same as forgetting someone you cared about. It's just...remembering the good times you had with them more.

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[info]ahsoka_tano
2020-03-06 10:55 pm UTC (link)
You'd think I'd be better at this.

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[info]_alicedear
2020-03-07 06:58 pm UTC (link)
I think if anyone ever got to a point where there were better at dealing with loss we should all be very worried.

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[info]ahsoka_tano
2020-03-07 09:15 pm UTC (link)
True, I'm not a Jedi any more, so I don't have to let go of attachments quite as much

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[info]_alicedear
2020-03-11 03:08 am UTC (link)
I think that's one reason I could never be a Jedi - I couldn't let go of my attachments.

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[info]ahsoka_tano
2020-03-11 03:58 am UTC (link)
To be honest, it isn't even about that. You can have friends, you can love people, you can love whole planets.

It's about knowing when to let something go. Someone dying, your life changing, etc, you have to know when it's time to let it go.

When you're basically a space wizard, not learning that lesson is bad.

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[info]darkforcerising
2020-03-06 04:07 am UTC (link)
Should just switch over to goats screaming.

Also, I'm sorry. That really sucks.

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[info]ahsoka_tano
2020-03-06 08:43 pm UTC (link)
Did you know that as soon as goats are born they're capable of tax evasion?

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[info]darkforcerising
2020-03-06 11:03 pm UTC (link)
Because they’re kids?

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[info]ahsoka_tano
2020-03-06 11:40 pm UTC (link)
Because goats are bastards, apparently

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[info]darkforcerising
2020-03-11 01:35 am UTC (link)
... I think I don't get the joke.

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[info]ahsoka_tano
2020-03-11 02:30 am UTC (link)
Something I saw online, about how ungolates are born ready to file taxes, except goats, being bastards, did the tax evasion.

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[info]darkforcerising
2020-03-11 03:04 am UTC (link)
I still don't get it.

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[info]ahsoka_tano
2020-03-11 03:19 am UTC (link)
We should go meet goats and find out if it's true

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[info]darkforcerising
2020-03-11 03:30 am UTC (link)
You want to go to a petting zoo?

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[info]ahsoka_tano
2020-03-11 03:58 am UTC (link)
Hell yes

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