Ilia Amitola is color coded for your convenience (amitola) wrote in valarnet,
As someone blinded by anger in vengeance in my own Dreams, I can say that you may just find a way out of it as more time passes even if it seems unlikely now. But yeah, all you can really do is focus on your life here and not make those same choices and take it as more than a warning.
But that's cool about finishing your class and getting to stick around to finish your education. Where are you at school?