InsaneJournal

Okay, I've reached a point I can't not yell about this anymore.

*I get it now why my Dream-self turns on everyone and becomes Space Satan.

I'm born into slavery, abused daily until some religious fanatic comes along and takes me away from the only stable thing I have, my mother, and brings me to a fucking rich ivory tower to be judged by his fellow religious fanatics to get me into their semi-cult. I'll admit the first guy isn't terrible, but the guys in the ivory tower are self-righteous assholes.

And guess what: the self-righteous assholes don't want me! They practically recoil in disgust at me- I'm sorry, the slave kid from a waterless planet is too grimy for you? It's not just that though, the reason they give is because I care about my mother who is still trapped in slavery.

They literally call me dangerous, imply I'm evil, because I care about a person who is being abused.

They don't give a shit about what I've been through, or what my mother's been through, and they sure as hell weren't shocked to learn slavery still exists in their nation they've sworn to protect from cruelty and injustice. I guess it's peace and justice only for the well-paying?

So great, I have no home, neither as a slave or a free child because those religious fanatics don't even care enough to figure out where I can go.

But a few days later, when I accidentally help 'the good people' by blowing up a space station of 'bad guys' that has about a hundred people on it, those religious fuckers are all 'We want that.' This is fucked up! I get warfare and I'm not morally opposed to fighting against someone who's oppressing you. But I'm 9 years old! Kids shouldn't be fighting in wars! Who sees that and thinks 'Yes we should be teaching a nine year old to kill people'?

You can't raise an abused child to psychopathically detach from their emotions for the purpose of being your fucking weapon. Mystery solved.

Fuck the Jedi. And fuck this place, too.

*[OOC: cut for swearing and length]