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Tweak says, "Not in a life-affirming way"

Defender of the Rainbow (starlightlady) wrote in valarnet,
@ 2018-10-04 02:07:00

Entry tags:

feyre archeron, jaune arc, kira yukimura, michael glass

I can confirm if you fucking die in your dreams you don't die in real life.

The final task was to kill three people in cold blood. If I did that, the Fae would be free.

And I did it. But I never specified when they'd be free. Never make a deal with the Fae.

But I won, and that pissed her off. So she tried to kill me. I'm really lucky I didn't wake up with every bone in my body broken.

But I get the last laugh. Before all this started, she told me if I could solve a riddle, I'd win instantly.

I gave her the right answer with my dying breath.

It was stupid easy, but when you're illiterate it takes more time I guess.

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	starlightlady 2018-10-04 07:18 am UTC (link)
	Took me forever to figure it out. I didn't realize until I was staring death in the face, watching Rhysand fling himself at the bitch and Tamlin fight for his life. Too late for me. But the answer was love. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jaune_d_arc 2018-10-04 08:00 am UTC (link)
	I guess Rhysand and Tamlin are people? Or Fae? Or something. ... huh. Well. Thaaaaat... That makes sense, actually. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	starlightlady 2018-10-04 08:19 am UTC (link)
	High Lords of the Night and Spring Courts, respectfully. Rhys is kind of an ass but he did help me out. For a price. I should have figured it out sooner. It would have helped a lot of people. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

jaune_d_arc
2018-10-04 08:47 am UTC (link)

There seems like a lot of that 'for a price' or 'for a deal' stuff going on in your dreams.

... but I like... really get this. There's a lot of stuff I wished I'd figured out in my own dreams sooner. Like the fact that Pyrrha was in love with me, or what she was freaking out about, or why there was a woman in a tank in the basement, or what was going on with- any of that, really.

Instead she just ran off to die and I still have no clue about anything.

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	starlightlady 2018-10-04 08:49 am UTC (link)
	A woman in a tank in the basement would fit mine pretty well. I'm sorry. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jaune_d_arc 2018-10-04 08:53 am UTC (link)
	It was connected to another tank, and Pyrrha got in. There was a lot of screaming after that, and I STILL don't know why. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	starlightlady 2018-10-04 08:56 am UTC (link)
	Consider asking her? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

jaune_d_arc
2018-10-04 08:59 am UTC (link)

You know, I really did try. But it was all kinds of- bad, not very good ness, since she woke up with a hole in her throat and then there was recovering and-

She mainly just keeps telling me it was her choice.

Choices are good, she chose to go up there, she was muttering something about destiny before that, and all I know is me, bumbling idiot Jaune, couldn't be trusted with information or - really, helping her at all, which isn't wrong, that' fair, I'm awful at helping. But you know, she sent me away. Like, really far away. I am kinda getting a case of claustrophobia from the many many times I've been shoved in a weapons locker and teleported to random coordinates.

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	starlightlady 2018-10-04 09:07 am UTC (link)
	I think you need to talk to her about all of this. I'm told that's the healthy coping mechanism. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jaune_d_arc 2018-10-07 03:14 am UTC (link)
	I'm like... really young. I'm not supposed to have healthy coping mechanisms yet. ... but you're probably right. Sorry for kinda... you know. Blowing up on you here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	starlightlady 2018-10-07 03:17 am UTC (link)
	You've got a lot of internalized shit. Time to deal with it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jaune_d_arc 2018-10-07 08:49 am UTC (link)
	... Yeah, thanks. You're super easy to talk to about this stuff. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	starlightlady 2018-10-07 09:01 am UTC (link)
	People who know me would have their minds blown. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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