What's been going on with me...
I wasn't very open about it while it was happening--and I'm not going to start now--but I had a bit of a health scare recently. And, without going into it, it turns out I'm okay. At least as far as my physical health goes. What happened remains a mystery, but as it appears to be a one-time kind of thing, it's a mystery I guess I can live with. I'll just add it too that list of mine...
So, put that in the positive column. (I guess.) Decidedly in the negative column is that yesterday I went to pick up the motorcycle I purchased, only to discover that a friend (who owned the shop) had left town. At least, I considered her a friend. I even purchased something for her from Disneyland. I guess I'll keep it for her, if she ever returns.
I've felt listless ever since. My mind's racing, which is something I've never really known how to deal with--other than drinking it away. This time it didn't help. Woke up feeling much worse. Maybe I... I don't know. I just feel very sad about it.