ɛʆɛɳɑ giʆɓɛʀt (thediarist) wrote in valarnet, @ 2017-09-02 12:37:00 |
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Entry tags: | abigail hobbs, caroline forbes, elena gilbert, katherine pierce, scott mccall |
Dear Diary,
I had a strange dream last night. It felt so real. I actually fully believed the Elena in that world was me. We were really a lot a like. Her parents are dead too and Jer is my brother still, but there is no Kat. It's strange not to have my "other half" around at that age, but then again, that isn't me no matter how similar are lives seem to be at the moment. She lost her parents too. I felt the pain as if it was as fresh as when I lost my own parents. It was the first day of school for her, Junior year, she was trying to be strong. It's funny. She writes in a diary like I do...she's done it since she was kid too. Jeremy was doing drugs, I chased after him into the Men's Room and when I came out, I bumped into Stefan. It was weird seeing him in my dreams and yet it felt like fate, you know? I don't understand it fully yet, but he made me feel hope. I was happy for a brief moment. He said I would not be sad forever and I believed him. It sounded so much like something Stefan would say to me anyway.
It wasn't all good though because Vicki was attacked in the woods and my brother, already damaged was unfortunately the one to find her. They say it was an animal attack, but it was strange. Why would an animal only have bitten her neck and no where else? It's scary and I don't believe them really, but what else could it be? Well, a crazy person with a vampire fetish, but I don't think so. The good thing? Stefan came to my house to check on me, I invited him in and we talked all night. It was...wonderful. I don't know what these dreams mean. It could be random. Maybe it is random, but it feels like it's real somehow. Some way...
Irony be thy name. You end up dreaming of a version of yourself or something and her parents are dead too. I guess I'm always meant to lose them...in any life or whatever.