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Evie Frye is the intrepid sister ([info]thesilentknife) wrote in [info]valarnet,
@ 2017-08-23 18:56:00

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Entry tags:alex, billy batson (captain marvel), evie frye, freya mikaelson, furiosa, maia amell (the warden)

My father was right. I'm a bloody fool

I wish those demons were still around. I could use something to hit right now.


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[info]frelsi
2017-08-24 12:05 am UTC (link)
Good to know the demons were useful for something? Though I'm guessing a punching bag at the gym is not the kind of hitting you want to do right now.

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[info]thesilentknife
2017-08-24 12:18 am UTC (link)
A punching bag could help, but I also need more than that.

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[info]frelsi
2017-08-24 12:20 am UTC (link)
Fair. I mean, I can help with holding a punching bag or going to the gym, but unfortunately that's about it.

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[info]thesilentknife
2017-08-24 12:29 am UTC (link)
I'm not even certain what will completely help. Punching things will only go so far, but I refuse to devolve to drinking because that won't solve anything.

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[info]frelsi
2017-08-24 12:33 am UTC (link)
Well if you want to go the better than nothing route, at least there's that. But no, drinking won't solve anything in the long run.

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[info]thesilentknife
2017-08-24 12:56 am UTC (link)
I'll take you up on that offer. Maybe punching something and venting will help.

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[info]frelsi
2017-08-24 01:04 am UTC (link)
Where shall we meet then?

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[info]thesilentknife
2017-08-24 01:23 am UTC (link)
[Address] I sometimes spend too much time there, but it's also a bit less crowded than some other gyms around here.

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[info]frelsi
2017-08-24 01:29 am UTC (link)
I'll see you there then.

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[info]originalmarvel
2017-08-24 12:35 am UTC (link)
What's wrong, ma'am?

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[info]thesilentknife
2017-08-24 12:58 am UTC (link)
A lot of things are wrong.

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[info]originalmarvel
2017-08-24 03:20 am UTC (link)
Anything that can be helped by company or conversation? Or a chocolate malt?

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[info]thesilentknife
2017-08-25 12:41 am UTC (link)
I very much doubt it.

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[info]originalmarvel
2017-08-25 02:50 am UTC (link)
Okay. I hope things get better for you.

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[info]thesilentknife
2017-08-25 03:11 am UTC (link)
Time will tell.

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[info]originalmarvel
2017-08-26 01:12 am UTC (link)
Yes, ma'am.

Good luck.

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[info]thesilentknife
2017-08-31 11:58 pm UTC (link)
Thank you.

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[info]originalmarvel
2017-09-01 01:05 am UTC (link)
You're welcome.

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[info]the_warden
2017-08-24 04:00 am UTC (link)
Bad day?

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[info]thesilentknife
2017-08-25 12:42 am UTC (link)
More like a bad couple months, but yes.

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[info]the_warden
2017-08-25 01:38 am UTC (link)
I'm sorry to hear that luv. A feeling I know well.

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[info]thesilentknife
2017-08-25 02:36 am UTC (link)
It's been a shite summer.

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[info]the_warden
2017-08-25 03:01 am UTC (link)
Look on the bright side. It could be worse!

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[info]thesilentknife
2017-08-25 03:12 am UTC (link)
That's not going to work this time.

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[info]the_warden
2017-08-25 03:24 am UTC (link)
What, you'd rather be dead?

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[info]thesilentknife
2017-08-25 03:38 am UTC (link)
In some cases it is preferable.

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[info]the_warden
2017-08-25 03:52 am UTC (link)
I actually know those feelings.

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[info]thesilentknife
2017-08-25 03:57 am UTC (link)
At least someone does.

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[info]the_warden
2017-08-25 03:58 am UTC (link)
I've been there. Still am there sometimes. But my dreams give me voices that mean very bad things.

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[info]thesilentknife
2017-08-25 04:05 am UTC (link)
Ah, I understand. I don't have anything like that in my dreams, but my line of work both in my dreams and in this life are very dangerous. I wouldn't be surprised if I woke up dead one day.

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[info]the_warden
2017-08-25 04:07 am UTC (link)
Being the Hero of Ferelden is almost as dangerous as being a professor.

You probably wouldn't die. Plenty of people die in their dreams and still wake up, whether they want to or not.

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[info]thesilentknife
2017-08-25 04:25 am UTC (link)
How's that?

That is what I meant by wake up dead.

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[info]the_warden
2017-08-25 04:29 am UTC (link)
Get a particularly difficult student. I'd rather face a Darkspawn.

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[info]thesilentknife
2017-08-25 04:37 am UTC (link)
Ah, I understand now.

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[info]dunkirkalex
2017-08-24 10:48 am UTC (link)
I swear they were saying 'Mmm baby'.

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[info]thesilentknife
2017-08-25 12:43 am UTC (link)
I wasn't paying close attention. I was more focused on killing them.

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[info]dunkirkalex
2017-08-25 11:36 am UTC (link)
So was I, but hearing is part of that focus. If I ever hear it again, I know they're back, or I have PTSD.

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[info]thesilentknife
2017-08-31 11:56 pm UTC (link)
Let us hope you never have to wonder which of those scenarios is the truth.

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[info]imperator
2017-08-24 12:22 pm UTC (link)
I've had days like that.

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[info]thesilentknife
2017-08-25 12:44 am UTC (link)
I think we all have.

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[info]imperator
2017-08-25 01:39 am UTC (link)
Sometimes they're more common than not.

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[info]thesilentknife
2017-08-25 02:37 am UTC (link)
They really need to be punched in the face.

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[info]imperator
2017-08-25 03:01 am UTC (link)
Life in general usually.

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[info]thesilentknife
2017-08-25 03:13 am UTC (link)
Perhaps. I am in support of that right now.

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[info]imperator
2017-08-25 03:23 am UTC (link)
The weeks and months where we have tough goes of it usually mean there's something good coming. Just have to be patient.

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[info]thesilentknife
2017-08-25 03:37 am UTC (link)
Someone else can have the something good. I know understand what I should truly be focused on, and that's what I will do from now on.

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[info]imperator
2017-08-25 03:51 am UTC (link)
Leave some time for yourself. Focusing on one thing to the exclusion of everything else isn't healthy.

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[info]thesilentknife
2017-08-25 03:55 am UTC (link)
It also isn't healthy to be something you are not, and my job is who I am.

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[info]imperator
2017-08-25 03:59 am UTC (link)
Fair enough.

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