Got a break from seeing my brother killed a few nights ago, which was pleasant. He became leader of the Underground since everyone else was "on vacation". Didn't have the heart to tell them what really happened to them. Pap's making everyone spaghetti, we're all doing puzzles again, but people are still pretty down. A lot want to give up, from what I've been hearing. There's really no bouncing back from the important figures in your life being killed and all of your hope being lost, no matter how much someone tries to improve things. It's spagetting to Pap, I can tell.
He died again last night though. Pretty much everyone who could have ruled did. Spared a bunch of other people, though, which...doesn't make any sense. I think a dog is technically in charge now? People don't seem to mind so much, we're doing pretty good. As good as we can anyway.
I just wish the kid would pick up their damn phone. I keep trying to call them but all I get is voice mail. I don't know why dream me keeps trying. How can I not remember any of this? How does it all just go away? I guess I hope they can explain, or at least give me a reason for why they're doing this.