jem carstairs will be the light at your side (mizpah) wrote in valarnet, @ 2016-07-27 22:31:00 |
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Entry tags: | jace herondale, jem carstairs |
Filtered Away from Will and Tessa
I've spent the last couple of weeks trying to come to terms with the most recent change the dreams have bestowed on me and it's a slow process. My illness appears to have been put on hold as I've become, what is known in my dreams world as, a Silent Brother. They are former Shadowhunters who serve as archivists and medics of the Nephilim. Because of my illness though, I'm not a full Silent Brother. Either way, it's not something that is easy to adjust to and I want to feel horrible for putting Will and Tessa through this, but it's as if my feelings have been muted from the transformation. I can't even talk to my parents, because they would know something is wrong.