Kate Beckett (katebeckett) wrote in valarnet, @ 2016-07-22 12:48:00 |
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Entry tags: | abigail hobbs, diana prince (wonder woman), kate beckett |
I had another one of those dreams. Once again, it mirrored my life in such a way that it's hard to reconcile that this isn't just my subconscious pushing something to the forefront. But it doesn't explain why, when I woke up in tears, that I scooped Lily from bed at 4 a.m. and drove over an hour to my parents house just to check for certain that my mom was fine. She was, though I certainly scared her and my dad, but the way she had died in my dream....
I still remember getting a phone call from my dad the day she was attacked, how scared he sounded when he told me that someone had stabbed her in an alley and they weren't sure she would make it out of surgery. She did make it, and even if she's now confined to a wheelchair, she's still here. But in my dream, she wasn't. Our family fell apart and I just needed to see for myself that it was all ok.
I don't know what this is, or why it's happening, but I understand the warnings from some of you that this experience can be rough. I can't get the picture out of my mind of her lying on a table, or my dad's blank face.