InsaneJournal

I'm glad that my dreams took a break for awhile cause the last thing I would have wanted two months ago would have been to dream about my perfect, nothing like Brian boyfriend, cheating on me. Asshole cheated on my with a fan when he was picked up my an agent to tour. They wanted him to pretend he was straight and he wasn't gonna do it, but it was a big chance. So he went and I went to surprise him only to find out that he cheated and then when he was trying to apologize, he brought up the fact that I always took Brian back, except that Brian had never promised me anything. Ethan had. Cut up my hands really good from ripping up the roses I'd brought him and of course I woke up with all these cuts all over my palms.

So now I'm not only single in real life, but in the dreams too.