Shouldn't have listened to that tape. It was bad enough in the dreams but I couldn't stop from listening in person. I've never heard a scream like that before. Hearing a person get their lips bitten off is something you can't ever not hear again.
I didn't even like the guy, but I feel guilty. He's not even a real person. Every time I think about it the nausea kicks in again. I am the reason this man got his fucking lips bitten off by a deranged serial killer and then set on fire.
Honestly, it seems sort of fitting that he used his final words to call me a fucking cunt.