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Rikku is aggressively cheerful. (justrikku) wrote in valarnet,
@ 2014-05-11 19:23:00

Entry tags:

!trigger warning, derek hale, kitty pryde (shadowcat), rikku, yuna

Sorry if I'm not around much today or tomorrow. It's been seven years and I still miss Mom so much that I can't get out of bed. I wish Pops hadn't insisted on scattering her ashes. Sometimes I wish I had a place where I could go and talk to her.

E secc oui, Momma. Translation: I miss you, Momma.

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	shadowcat 2014-05-12 12:59 am UTC (link)
	Do you have a special place, Rikku? Some place that was just for you and her? Maybe you could talk to her there. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	justrikku 2014-05-12 01:06 am UTC (link)
	In Kyoto, yeah, but that's far. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	shadowcat 2014-05-12 01:24 am UTC (link)
	I've got a super sonic jet. Want to take a flight later? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	justrikku 2014-05-12 01:39 am UTC (link)
	... you'd do that? I do, yeah. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	shadowcat 2014-05-12 01:58 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, we can totally do that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	justrikku 2014-05-12 02:04 am UTC (link)
	Thanks, KittyKitty. You're a good BFF. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	shadowcat 2014-05-12 02:10 am UTC (link)
	If you say so! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	justrikku 2014-05-12 02:19 am UTC (link)
	I always will. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	shadowcat 2014-05-12 02:22 am UTC (link)
	I hope that guy you like sees how awesome you are. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	justrikku 2014-05-12 02:37 am UTC (link)
	I'd settle for him seeing me at all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	shadowcat 2014-05-12 02:41 am UTC (link)
	That can be fixed. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	justrikku 2014-05-12 03:06 am UTC (link)
	With time, sure. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	to_zanarkand 2014-05-12 03:08 am UTC (link)
	I know it's better that I have a place that I can go and visit, to talk to my parents. We never... really got that chance, in the dream world. The Farplane just isn't the same. Do you want me to bring you something? You should eat... (Reply to this) (Thread)

	justrikku 2014-05-12 03:14 am UTC (link)
	I'm glad I never went in. The Farplane seemed kind of scary, you know? Like ... echoes. But not real. I'd take a hug. Or ice cream. Or both. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	to_zanarkand 2014-05-12 03:39 am UTC (link)
	I know I believed in the Farplane, in the dreams. I haven't actually dreamed of any of that yet, but I can't really say that I believe in it, here. I don't know if that makes sense. I'll bring you ice cream AND hugs, and dog treats to give to Mako, who no doubt is cuddling you right this very moment! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	justrikku 2014-05-12 04:07 am UTC (link)
	I didn't in the dreams, or here, but that doesn't make it easier. It totally makes sense, Yunie. Yeah, she's under the covers with me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	to_zanarkand 2014-05-12 04:44 am UTC (link)
	I just think... I know it's blasphemy. But I think the Al Bhed had it more right the whole time. But I don't know enough yet. I'll bring you both something to cheer you up, then. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	justrikku 2014-05-13 02:46 am UTC (link)
	I think what we went through changed what we thought. All of us. To cheer you up too! (Reply to this) (Parent)

	suchsourwolf 2014-05-16 04:46 am UTC (link)
	After dreaming about losing my family, I've been clinging even tighter to mine in real life. I'm sorry you've lost yours. Let me know if I can do anything for you. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	justrikku 2014-05-16 04:51 am UTC (link)
	I'll be okay in a few days. But thanks for asking, Derek. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	suchsourwolf 2014-05-16 04:54 am UTC (link)
	That's what friends are for. If you ever need to rent some family, I could get you a decent deal on some cousins. Or a creepy uncle. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	justrikku 2014-05-16 04:59 am UTC (link)
	Eh, your uncle thinks I'm creepy 'cause I told him I think you're hot once. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	suchsourwolf 2014-05-16 05:02 am UTC (link)
	As in I was hot at some previous point in time, or that you told him previously I was hot. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	justrikku 2014-05-16 05:04 am UTC (link)
	I previously told him. It's not like you magically un-hotted oh poopie (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	suchsourwolf 2014-05-16 05:11 am UTC (link)
	No that's -- that's fine. You're allowed to think that. Un-hotted is not a word though. Spell check tells me so. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	justrikku 2014-05-16 05:19 am UTC (link)
	I'm sorry! I can try not to? Pfft, spell check doesn't think my name is a word, so screw that thing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	suchsourwolf 2014-05-16 05:28 am UTC (link)
	No it's okay. I don't mind. Maybe if you change the language settings? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	justrikku 2014-05-16 05:35 am UTC (link)
	Still! Sorry. But I'm sure it's not like I'm the first one or something. To what? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	suchsourwolf 2014-05-16 05:37 am UTC (link)
	I've had a few people tell me, over the years. I have no idea. I'm not sure where your name comes from? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	justrikku 2014-05-16 01:52 pm UTC (link)
	No awkward between us? It's Al Bhed in my dreams. Here, I think Pops just mashed up some letters. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	suchsourwolf 2014-05-25 01:29 am UTC (link)
	No awkward, I promise. (Reply to this) (Parent)