[Filtered Away From Elena Gilbert]
I don't even know what to think about my dreams anymore. I've been trying to figure them out, but it's so confusing. Elena isn't really my sister in the dreams. She told me that she was actually adopted, but as far as I'm concerned she'll always be my sister. But it has me wondering now if maybe her and Katherine are really adopted in the waking world. I'd ask her except I don't know if she's had any dreams and if she hasn't then I have no way to bring it up. And if she doesn't know if they are or not then she'll just think I'm being a jerk.
Speaking of being a jerk, I've started being a real jerk to her in the dreams. After she told me she was adopted, I read her diary to find out if she knew more then she was letting on about vampires and it turns out she knew a lot. She knew what really happened to Vicki. What I'd suspected and apparently I witnessed it, but she had Damon wipe my memories or something. I knew there was something strange about that dream when they told me she left. Something I felt like I should have remembered, but couldn't.
Other highlights of my recent dreams included Anna enrolling at my high school, which I was surprised about. We also got pretty close. My uncle John showed up randomly, which I kind of wish he would here. I don't really trust him in the dreams. Then in the last one Anna showed up at my house after I was trying to find her for an entire day and said that her mother had been killed. Her mother was a vampire too and someone had killed her.