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Abigail Hobbs is a survivor. (laniidae) wrote in valarlogs,
@ 2013-09-05 01:35:00

Entry tags:

!complete, abigail hobbs, hannibal lecter

Who: Hannigail.
What: Bringing him dinner.
When: Thursday evening, 9/5.
Where: Hannibal's office.
Rating: TBA; probably high considering their canon is one big trigger warning.
Trigger Warnings: Probably cannibalism, murder, older man / younger woman relationships, incest that's only incest in legal name only, swearing, and random deer metaphors.
Status: Complete!

Talking to Samandriel usually soothed her, but knowing he was in pain and she could do nothing made her stomach feel tight. And on this of all nights, her father was working late. She sighed a little to herself, figuring that she'd take dinner to him instead. He'd like that. She hummed a little as she made a nice pesto, spread it on some bread he'd made a few days earlier, then added turkey and some sun dried tomatoes. Add to that some crudites (because French for chopped veggies was so much better than calling them what they were) and a bottle of white wine to split completed the meal.

She could've gone to him in the jeans and button down shirt she'd gone to classes wearing, but what was the fun in that? She slipped into a dress her father had picked out for her, one they'd gotten tailored so it hugged her body even more perfectly, and a pair of black flats. Within ten minutes she was knocking on his door, tote bag with food at her feet.

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laniidae
2013-09-13 03:29 am UTC (link)

"Oh, nothing, just - Samandriel said that he bet I was already shopping for wedding dresses. I denied it, but - " But she'd bought one bridal magazine to look at on her iPad, deleting it immediately after flipping through it, cheeks hot with embarrassment.

"It's just a fantasy. You wouldn't - I mean, not that - " Her cheeks are red the same way they were that day, and she laughs at herself. "I just told him that I wouldn't ever speak for you."

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poisonlittleboy
2013-09-13 03:34 am UTC (link)

It doesn't surprise him as much as she thinks it might; she's a young woman, after all, and girls her age do tend towards fantasies of wedding bells. But he keeps the analysis to himself and simple smiles, cupping her face in his hands and kissing her adoringly.

"I think you would make a most exquisite bride, my dear Abigail. And you would make me a very happy husband, when the day comes that you are ready for such things."

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laniidae
2013-09-13 03:40 am UTC (link)

If she could shake her head, she would, but he's kissing her as deeply as he ever has and she thinks that maybe being silly won't bring the world crashing down around her.

"When you're ready," she corrects. "I don't know if - mentally, whenever I'm ready, I hope you'll ask. But you have to be ready too. All I know is, I'm going to wait for you." She leans in to nip at his lower lip, resting her head against his chest. "I instigated the relationship, you have to instigate the marriage. So there."

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	poisonlittleboy 2013-09-13 03:46 am UTC (link)
	"When we're both ready, I'll ask you. Properly, not merely in a hypothetical like we're discussing now." Hannibal strokes his fingers through her hair, studying her face for a moment before kissing her again. "I don't believe I've told you recently enough that I love you." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

laniidae
2013-09-13 03:55 am UTC (link)

"Good." She cups his cheek, her thumb finding its familiar object of fascination, stroking the scar near his eye. "You can never tell me recently enough that I love you. I love you too." She feels like the whole of the universe is there for her when she's in his arms.

"We should go somewhere for Christmas," she mumbles against his mouth. "Somewhere where we don't have to worry about people finding out." It'll be past her birthday, to be sure, but it'd be nice to not have the stigma of father-daughter on them.

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poisonlittleboy
2013-09-13 04:13 am UTC (link)

"I promised you France at some point, didn't I? If you're still interested, we can go for your Christmas break. The entire time, just the two of us. Where we can be with each other like we should be."

Even though her eighteenth birthday is fast approaching, and she promises to dissolve his guardianship, there are still social conventions they'll be defying once they become more officially a couple. It will be nice to start that somewhere he isn't as well known.

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laniidae
2013-09-13 04:19 am UTC (link)

Abigail nods, smiling. "Just because I want to see it with you. I like thinking of you there, when you were younger. So I want to see you there now, as you are." She runs her fingers through his hair, always surprised at how soft it is.

She's not scared of what people will think of them, because she knows what it is they'll think. Let them; she's found something that makes her happy in spite of messed up dreams and scars that appear like magic.

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	poisonlittleboy 2013-09-13 04:29 am UTC (link)
	"And you will make it all the more special. I want to show you everything. Start making your list now, and I'll make mine as well." Hannibal, for his part, is a little nervous, if only because of his reputation as a doctor. He might lose patients, it's entirely possible. But Abigail is worth it. Abigail is worth everything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

laniidae
2013-09-13 04:34 am UTC (link)

She cups his cheeks and kisses him again, hoping to ease the sudden tightness in his shoulders. She knows he'll have the worst of it, the people who think he's taking advantage of her. Which is absurd; if anything, she supposes it's the other way around.

"We'll do that another day. For now, let's just make some happier memories of you sitting in this chair than filing paperwork."

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	poisonlittleboy 2013-09-13 04:38 am UTC (link)
	Hannibal manages a soft chuckle and brings his hands down to stroke her thighs again, fingering a faded bruise or two he'd left the last time he'd had his mouth against her skin. He widens his eyes a little, expression innocent as he kisses her chin. "And whatever could you mean by that?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	laniidae 2013-09-13 04:42 am UTC (link)
	That makes Abigail chuckle darkly. "Isn't anything more interesting than doing paperwork?" Her lips run against his chest once it's exposed to her, and she looks up at him. It's not so much playing coy as being a bit sheepish. She still isn't used to being wanton with her sexual power, with what she can make men do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	poisonlittleboy 2013-09-13 04:45 am UTC (link)
	"I find you infinitely more interesting than paperwork." Her shyness is as sweet as the feeling of her lips against his skin, and he rewards the kisses by teasing his fingers against, but not yet into her. "Always so warm for me, my Abigail." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

laniidae
2013-09-13 05:52 am UTC (link)

"Do you mean my face?" She chuckles, running her nails gently up and down his chest. "Did you know I love watching you talk? I always used to daydream about it. You have the most perfect mouth," she murmurs against his lips.

It's good she didn't wear pantyhose or thigh-highs; it would only itch and trouble her skin. She feels so pale next to him, but she doesn't care. They're still mirrors of each other, his perfection making her shine a little brighter.

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	poisonlittleboy 2013-09-14 03:46 am UTC (link)
	"I mean everywhere." Hannibal shivers at the nails against his chest and slips two fingers into her and sucks at her lower lip with a sigh. "What shall I talk about? I could tell you how you're in my thoughts every waking moment. Distracting me from my work and making me long to be in your arms every minute of every day." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

laniidae
2013-09-14 04:08 am UTC (link)

He always makes her gasp. His hands are so damn soft, perfectly manicured and knowing - somehow they know all of her secrets, every way to make her moan that she hasn't even figured out yet.

Biting her lip, she can't help but smile a little as she rocks her hips down against his hand, watching him talk. But watching his mouth isn't as perfect as kissing it, so she cups his cheeks and kisses him again.

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	poisonlittleboy 2013-09-14 04:19 am UTC (link)
	"Is this what you were thinking of?" he murmurs against her lips, curling his fingers inside her and tracing his tongue over her lips. "Is this what you imagined might happen if you came here tonight?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	laniidae 2013-09-14 04:33 am UTC (link)
	"I'd been hoping," she teases. "But I did imagine we'd eat first." Her fingers reach down to his belt, smirking lopsidedly. "Are you saying you don't want to?" She loves that they talk the whole time they're together, that they're always trying to get as much love into every moment together as they can. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	poisonlittleboy 2013-09-14 04:43 am UTC (link)
	"I did manage to finish most of my sandwich," he points out, shifting back against the chair to give her more room to undo his belt. "I'd much rather have you than pesto and tomatoes." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	laniidae 2013-09-14 04:49 am UTC (link)
	"So did I," she murmured. Gently she nibbled on his earlobe, moving the zip on his trousers down slowly, more slowly than she thought that he'd like. "The feeling is mutual." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	poisonlittleboy 2013-09-14 04:52 am UTC (link)
	"Abigail -- " Hannibal sucks in a breath at the teasing, biting at his lip for a moment. Then he slides his fingers out of her to rest his hands against her thighs. "I've taught you to be a dreadful tease." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	laniidae 2013-09-14 05:28 am UTC (link)
	That makes her laugh, standing up for a moment to help him pull his trousers and boxers down. "You have, but you also taught me that it's very important to follow through." Returning to her seat on his lap, she looks down at him. "Integrity is everything." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	poisonlittleboy 2013-09-14 05:34 am UTC (link)
	"Thank goodness for that." His hands curve over her ass, pulling her close as he presses soft kisses to her throat. "Possibly one of the more interesting things I've taught you." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	laniidae 2013-09-14 05:37 am UTC (link)
	His lips graze over her scar and she whimpers quietly, wondering just how loud she can be before other people notice. If there's other people at all. "I can think of far more interesting things," she chuckles, rocking her hips against his, bringing him in delicious warm proximity. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

poisonlittleboy
2013-09-14 05:52 am UTC (link)

Carefully, he lifts her just enough to nudge inside her, guiding her onto him with a flutter of lashes and a quiet moan. Once she's fully seated, he wraps his arms tight around her and presses his face to her neck, savouring the feeling of her tight around him. It's always slightly overwhelming, when he first enters her. This feeling of being completed.

"My Abigail," he sighs, stroking a hand over her back, up through her hair.

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	laniidae 2013-09-14 06:03 am UTC (link)
	Sometimes she can barely breathe when he pushes into her. There's not pain, just warmth that pervades and fills her, just a sense that they're connected somehow. At first she remains still, meeting his eyes and smiling, taking a few more kisses from him, running her fingers through his hair. "My Hannibal," she murmurs. "My always." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)