James Wilson (Med School) (wonderjimmy) wrote in utr_logs, @ 2009-01-28 19:40:00 |
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Entry tags: | greg house (younger), james wilson (younger) |
Who: Wilson and House
What: Ugh, Drama!
Where: Their apartment
When: Monday
Rating: PG for now
Studying for the night had been thrown aside after the conversation with House. The other man had returned to his young state - to the state Wilson loved - and now there was turmoil between them. It had made him feel sick. The idea that he'd admitted he loved House while the other man didn't love him back made him sick. Within the hour he'd already thrown up twice and had finally slumped down on the couch, laying out across it. On his forehead he had a cool cloth and on the coffee table, a cup of ginger ale. Wilson didn't take stress all that well and he never had however the thought of all the shit that had gone down with House over the past week had pushed him over the edge and he was having a bit of a breakdown.
He shouldn't have associated with House. He shouldn't have let the man fuck him, or talk to him, or get near him. Wilson should have kept the doors and windows locked so he would have never felt compelled to say "I love you". So he would have never screwed shit up so badly that he feared House would leave him or use his homosexuality against him. The 'being gay' thing was still new to Wilson and at first it had been only about sex. He couldn't even pin point the exact moment it had stopped being just sex and had moved to love but it had happened somewhere along the way and he was scared.
Swallowing he reached over and picked up the glass of ginger ale, taking a little sip.