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Bela Talbot Winchester ([info]ltldropofpoison) wrote in [info]utr_logs,
@ 2008-06-17 19:46:00

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Current mood: uncomfortable
Entry tags:bela talbot, dean winchester

WHO: Dean/Bela
WHAT: Talking it out
WHERE: Bela's flat
WHEN: After Dean gets back from New York
WARNINGS: TBA. Maybe.


After reading Dean's last comment on the board, Bela headed straight for the shower. Her hair was combed, and she was dressed - she'd even tried to mask any lingering liquor smell with perfume. She figured whatever was about to happen, she could at least look the part. Whether he would take her back or dump her, at least she could look like a pretty woman. Now where the hell was he?



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[info]ltldropofpoison
2008-06-18 01:04 am UTC (link)
He was good, she had to admit. Bela was in tears by the time he finished talking, though it turned into laughter at the end - she couldn't hit him for trying to be funny at a time like this. She thought she understood - he was trying to make her laugh, to tell her he wasn't mad and she hadn't buggered this beyond repair.

Still, one last reservation twanged in her mind. "Before I answer, let me explain something." It might not fit the mood, but she owed him the explanation. He'd yelled at her that he knew nothing about her past - if he was going to marry her, well, Bela figured that he ought to. "Please?"

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[info]doubleup
2008-06-18 01:06 am UTC (link)
"You can, but I'm not getting up until you tell me yes or no. So hand me a damn pillow." Dean winced slightly, shifting his weight. "I'm doing this right, and I can't say romantic crap more than twice a day."

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[info]ltldropofpoison
2008-06-18 01:15 am UTC (link)
"That's fair." Bela looked over at him faintly apologetically, but figured she'd just speak fast. "You told me you knew nothing about me. You need to know one thing."

As she'd already thought, now or never. "When I was younger - about fourteen - I made a deal with a demon called Lilith for her to kill my parents." It landed in the room like a glob of spit, but she had to keep talking. He'd shown this much trust in her. "My father would - come to my room at night. And my mother did nothing." Her voice was flat, but she didn't get emotional. It had been too long. "Lilith killed them. I was free and got their money. Lived my life. But then the deal was coming due. And I was out of leads ... desperate."

She shrugged, looking down at him. "I stole the Colt. Figured I'd use it to kill her. Put the Feds on you to keep you occupied." She was trusting him not to throw her away, not to take it back. Her hands were shaking, and for once, she didn't care much if he saw. "Before the deal came due, though, I woke up here."

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[info]doubleup
2008-06-18 01:19 am UTC (link)
It explained a lot - why she kept thinking he'd bolt, why she'd been so nervous around Sam when he was little. He winced when she told him about her father, but raised his eyebrows when she told him about the things she'd done with him. And yeah, it made sense. If he hadn't known why she'd done those things and she'd done them to him here, he probably would've gotten pissed. Actually, he would've gotten filled with righteous fucking fury like he usually did.

But he didn't know that Bela. Maybe things would be different if he did, maybe he would never have loved her, but the Bela he knew would never do that to him. And the Bela he knew was scared on the inside, no matter how badass she tried to be on the outside. It made up for a lot.

He took her hand and looked into her eyes. "If that Lilith or your dad show up here, I'll kill them both. Thank you for telling me. Took guts."

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[info]ltldropofpoison
2008-06-18 01:32 am UTC (link)
Bela saw the look on his face, and by God, he was serious. She swallowed, nodding, smiling a little. "Given what you just said ..." In other words, that it didn't seem to affect his wanting to marry her, "I accept." She'd had to tell him, though. It had mattered. "And I'm sorry about your knee."

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[info]doubleup
2008-06-18 01:34 am UTC (link)
Dean stood up, his knee cracking loudly. "Don't worry about it," he hissed out, voice strained. He chuckled a bit afterwards, moving to kiss her. His palms cupped her cheeks, hand carrying the box careful not to knock her in the ear.

"So," he grinned once their lips had parted, "you ready for jewelery?"

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[info]ltldropofpoison
2008-06-18 01:50 am UTC (link)
Oh, right. Ring. Bela chuckled, feeling for once like her heart was going to bloody dance in her throat instead of choke her with fear. "Feel free." How could she go from bitter and cynical to quite so bloody happy in the space of fifteen minutes?

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[info]doubleup
2008-06-18 01:59 am UTC (link)
Dean leaned back and opened the box for her. Nestled inside was the ring that the woman at Tiffany's had told him would get him at least a night of "oh my God thank you" sex. Dean just knew it was pretty, and he could afford it, so why not go big?

"You like?" He watched her face, studying for any sign of excitement.

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[info]ltldropofpoison
2008-06-18 02:03 am UTC (link)
Bela's eyes widened momentarily. "Good lord ... am I to summon airplanes with it?" But she was smiling, almost afraid to touch it. "It's amazing." She was still hung up in the reality. He loved her. He wanted to marry her. She held up a hand, figuring he'd want to put it on her hand. She had to ready it for the weight.

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[info]doubleup
2008-06-18 02:09 am UTC (link)
That made Dean laugh. "I almost got you a ten carat, be happy with this. And I figured as an ex-thief, you might want something to keep you on your toes. Other people are gonna want to gank it, you know." He took the ring and slid it onto her finger, pleased that it fit.

He kissed her knuckles and smiled up at her. "So. Bela Winchester. It's got a ring to it."

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[info]ltldropofpoison
2008-06-18 02:19 am UTC (link)
He knew her. Bela grinned boldly, feeling far less frightened, as well she ought. "That isn't my name, you know. My real name was something far more English and schoolgirl." There was a reason she'd left it far behind. "But I like Bela." It suited, somehow. Especially with a different last name.

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[info]doubleup
2008-06-18 02:21 am UTC (link)
Dean shrugged. People changed names all the time. "At least you didn't go the one name route. That would've been weird." He kissed her, wrapping his arms around her. "I'm gonna call Sam and let him know I'm spending the night here, 'kay?"

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[info]ltldropofpoison
2008-06-18 02:27 am UTC (link)
Bela kissed him back with gusto, but blinked. "Is that all right?" She'd talked to Sam, but who knew. "Is he with Anne?"

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[info]doubleup
2008-06-18 02:38 am UTC (link)
"Yeah, he's with Anne. It'll be fine, I already told him that I was gonna do this." He squeezed her hand and flipped out his cell phone, calling his brother to let him know.

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[info]ltldropofpoison
2008-06-18 03:00 am UTC (link)
Bela smiled, listening, then blinking as it belatedly occurred to her. After Dean hung up, she told him, "Sam and I had a discussion the other day, you should know. Apparently you two argued, or something made him seek me out. But we cleared the air a bit."

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[info]doubleup
2008-06-18 03:22 am UTC (link)
Dean blinked. "Did you? Well, good. I'm glad." He grinned and kissed her knuckles again, wrapping his arms around her. "I love you both, but damn, it was getting tough for a while there. I mean, I can love more than one thing. Just 'cause I'm takin' care of one of you doesn't mean I can't take care of the other one."

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[info]ltldropofpoison
2008-06-18 03:33 am UTC (link)
Bela shrugged. "Never really loved anyone. Certainly never loved anyone who loved anyone else besides themselves." She let herself burrow into his shoulder, closing her eyes and trying to hold the moment in her mind. It might never return.

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[info]doubleup
2008-06-18 04:17 am UTC (link)
"Well, yeah, but now you've got lots." He kissed her forehead, and rubbed her back. "How's your wrist?"

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[info]ltldropofpoison
2008-06-18 05:10 am UTC (link)
Bela chuckled. "It'll adjust." She cocked her head to one side. "What about a ring for you?" Men did wear engagement rings, at least until they got married. Nothing fancy, of course, but something.

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