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Tweak says, "I think I love you"

Antigone Grace Winchester - Princess of Troy (antigone_grace) wrote in utr_logs,
@ 2008-05-11 15:38:00

Current mood:	worried
Entry tags:	antigone grace, sam winchester

Who: Anne and Sam Winchester
What: She said dinner and a movie.
When: Tonight.
Where: Anne's place
Warnings: Impossible to tell at this point. Probably less sex than usual.

In her own house, it was easier to prepare an entire meal with a thought here or there and a wave of the hand. Her nerves were a bit on edge because she intended on telling Sam a bit about herself tonight. Stuff that she'd confided in Dean, more or less, when she should have confessed all to his brother.

Tonight was the night, considering everything else they'd shared. He needed (read: deserved) to know who and what she really was. Not just some happy-go-lucky goddess, but everything (almost) about her past.

The house, however, had picked up on her mood and was reacting accordingly. As she walked through the rooms, the furnishings darkened and she couldn't get them to lighten again. It was something she hadn't always despised about the place, but some days...

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	wnchestrgeekboy 2008-05-12 09:37 pm UTC (link)
	"Why didn't you tell me...that night. When I told you...everything." He asked, not accusing, just needing to know. He leaned forward, forearms on his knees. "Did you think...it was going to change how I feel for you?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

antigone_grace
2008-05-12 09:46 pm UTC (link)

"Yes."

Promising herself that she wouldn't cry, she blinked and met his eyes again. "I wanted so desperately to make you feel better that night that I didn't want this to happen. I didn't want to argue or fight or-" She blinked faster to stop tears from falling. "You've been through so much and I wanted to make it better-"

Shaking her head, she drifted off, feeling like she'd completely failed to make her point. "You won't go to jail, Sam. I won't tell anyone how old I am or that we ever slept together or-" She choked up and the tears spilled over.

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wnchestrgeekboy
2008-05-12 10:19 pm UTC (link)

"Hey...hey." He reached for her hand and squeezed it. Girls crying made his heart hurt all funny inside. "Don't cry, sweetheart. I....I understand, I do. And I don't want to you to...not tell anyone about us. I really...Anne. I. I...care about you, so much. So much and, I... Thank you for telling me."

He swallowed hard, tucked a strand of hair behind her ear.

"Maybe you're right about the age thing, and...that can stay between us. Just between us, but. Anne? I want everyone to know how much I like you, how much I care about you."

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antigone_grace
2008-05-12 10:28 pm UTC (link)

When Sam was done speaking, Anne looked down to where he was holding her hand and felt even worse, if that were possible. He'd called her 'sweetheart' and been gentle and she felt like the worst goddess in the world. Being vindictive, while she had been in the past, seemed so foreign when it came to Sam.

"I'll be twenty-two," she murmured quietly, partially interrupting him while he spoke about her age, but looked up at him when he talked about liking her. "You want people to know?

With her free hand, she wiped at her cheeks. "Sam, I-" Her breath hitched and yet another tear fell, guilt returning. Unable to tell another lie, she confessed all. "I'm falling in love with you."

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	wnchestrgeekboy 2008-05-14 01:50 am UTC (link)
	"Oh, Anne." He squeezed her hand gently. "Don't cry, please. Please." He didn't know if he could tell her yet that he knew he was falling for her, too. He just needed to process all of this in his own way, on his own time. He pulled her gently towards him, and hugged her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

antigone_grace
2008-05-14 02:51 am UTC (link)

Anne nodded and sniffled into his shirt, and after a moment, she was absolutely horrified by the display of tears. Her mother would have never. The last time she, herself, had made a scene like so had been years ago. She hadn't even cried at James' funeral and this- Well...

Clearing her throat, she sat up again and used her fingertips to wipe her tears. A bit on the frozen size, she said, "I'm sorry." She removed her hand from his and clasped hers in her lap.

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	wnchestrgeekboy 2008-05-14 03:21 am UTC (link)
	"It's okay." He reached for her again. "I appreciate your honesty...I just need some time to process, okay?" Sam shifted a little bit, unsure of what to do now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	antigone_grace 2008-05-14 03:26 am UTC (link)
	Not sure why he was reaching for her, she eased into his arms, still a bit stiff. "I understand, Sam. It's a lot to take in." After another awkward moment passed, she asked, "Did you still want to stay for dinner or-?" (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wnchestrgeekboy 2008-05-14 03:30 am UTC (link)
	Awkward was never easy. "Uh...I could if you wanted me to, and I don't want you to think that I don't...it's just...you understand, right? That...what you told me was alot to...hear. And...I think I should go. Just for right now, and we'll have a do-over date tomorrow. Sound good?" He fussed with his hands, not knowing what to do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	antigone_grace 2008-05-14 03:34 am UTC (link)
	"I do understand," Anne responded, automatically slipping into the formality that was familiar as she eased to a standing position. With a 'Gracious Hostess' smile, she held out her hand to help him to his feet. "That sounds like a perfect idea to me." (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	wnchestrgeekboy 2008-05-14 03:42 am UTC (link)
	He saw the way she almost switched personas and it unsettled him a little bit. "Alright. If you're sure." He got up and placed a little kiss on her forehead. This was weird. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

antigone_grace
2008-05-14 03:48 am UTC (link)

It was easier for Anne to be her mother when her heart was aching. More than anything, she didn't want to hurt Sam and yet, it seemed she had. He said he'd be back the following day, but Anne wanted nothing more than to curl up and sleep for a hundred years. For a being that didn't need to sleep...

"I'll see you tomorrow," she whispered, her facade nearly cracking when he kissed her forehead.

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	wnchestrgeekboy 2008-05-14 03:49 am UTC (link)
	Sam knew if he didn't leave at that moment, he never would and he really just needed some space to process. "Tomorrow." he echoed, before moving towards the door and leaving. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

antigone_grace
2008-05-14 03:52 am UTC (link)

She watched as the door shut behind him and with a wave of a hand, closed up the downstairs.

In her room, she sat at her vanity, the motions old to her and yet, not to someone like Sam. She brushed her hair, then let it twine itself into an intricate design that would leave her hair curled and gorgeous. Her clothing changed into the ancient dress and while she couldn't go home, she could feel as close to it as possible.

Then, she lay down on her bed and cried.

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