Winston Smith [1984] (isofthedead) wrote in undertherainbow, @ 2008-07-11 21:39:00 |
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Current mood: | depressed |
Entry tags: | winston smith |
I LIKE a look of agony,
Because I know it ’s true;
Men do not sham convulsion,
Nor simulate a throe.
The eyes glaze once, and that is death.
Impossible to feign
The beads upon the forehead
By homely anguish strung.
[O'Brien]: I believe I've fallen into a pattern of self loathing and I'm having trouble getting out of it. The loneliness I feel every night can not be solved by my dear pet parakeet. This flat I've moved into seems even more empty than the house did and the space of it all is suffocating.
I don't know what to do. I keep feeling like a failure and...it hurts. More than anything Big Brother ever did to me.
Save me?