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[Jul. 12th, 2008|02:29 am] |
This is.. unexpected. |
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[Jul. 11th, 2008|09:39 pm] |
I LIKE a look of agony,
Because I know it ’s true;
Men do not sham convulsion,
Nor simulate a throe.
The eyes glaze once, and that is death.
Impossible to feign
The beads upon the forehead
By homely anguish strung.
( O'Brien ) |
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[Jun. 6th, 2008|09:49 pm] |
My house is completely trashed and Bree has locked herself in her room.
I shouldn't have left her alone. I'm such a bad father. I shouldn't be here. I shouldn't be responsible for a child. I'm not supposed to be a father. |
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[May. 28th, 2008|11:10 pm] |
I'm so happy the bombs are gone.
Please don't let them come back...
( O'Brien ) |
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[May. 15th, 2008|09:26 pm] |
I bought a pet parakeet today. His name is Poe. Poe the parakeet. I figured I just sort of needed a pet and since I'm actually allowed to have pets here...well, I went and bought on.
He's adorable and he sits on my shoulder and sings. It's amazing, really. He's green and blue and, well...amazing.
Certainly makes this house feel more like a home. |
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[May. 3rd, 2008|12:44 am] |
The one thing that truly bothers me is the fact one can be so ultimately alone in this world.
I'm not complaining. At least, not completely. I have to say being able to say what I want and think what I want is a nice perk in the world but I suppose I still have some serious adjusting to do. Here I am, sitting in my room on my bed...alone. There are no telescreens, no big brother watching, no microphones...nothing. Just me. I'm free to think 'Down with Big Brother' without fearing helicopters coming, or that I'll be taken to the Ministry of love.
And even though there is something freeing about that...it still frightens me. I feel almost like a child again - scared of the dark.
( O'Brien ) |
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[Apr. 27th, 2008|03:42 pm] |
What does one do once they've finished writing and editing a book? |
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[Apr. 19th, 2008|05:34 pm] |
( Julia )
I guess this place...isn't so bad. I'm getting used to it? |
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[Apr. 14th, 2008|07:29 pm] |
( O'Brien ) |
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[Apr. 14th, 2008|07:29 pm] |
...huh.
This is ungood. |
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[Apr. 13th, 2008|10:15 pm] |
( Private )
:/ |
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[Apr. 13th, 2008|09:29 pm] |
I am bored.
If anyone would like to fill my lonely days, please don't feel afraid to tell me so. |
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[Apr. 12th, 2008|09:30 pm] |
I'm...fake?
How can this...there is a book. A book. It documents what happened! With me, with Julia, the torture, the rats...everything.
It's...it...how?
What? |
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[Apr. 12th, 2008|05:30 pm] |
What is this? Who is responsible for this? |
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[Apr. 11th, 2008|01:23 pm] |
So. TVs...
People can't watch you through them? You can only watch the people? |
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[Apr. 10th, 2008|08:11 am] |
What's going on?
Is this a new Party device? I'm sorry, Big Brother, for not catching the bulletin if it is.
This isn't...1984, is it. There are too many...things around. |
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