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Henry Townshend (guyin302) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2008-06-30 11:21:00

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ava bashlik, henry townshend, solvei samuels

...Sometimes I hate this universe so much.

I checked, the thing is not legally binding somehow, so I think we can just pretend this weekend never happened with no consequence.

Please tell me that I somehow lost all sense of judgment and spontaneously started doing LSD this past weekend. Please. ...Although now that I think about it, I think...I think this actually caused me to get over Eileen.

Erase all records of me marrying a man. That wasn't normal, that was the weirdness that occasionally pops up in this universe, like the time-shifting I mentioned. The less I have to remind me of getting married to a man, the better.

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Solvei

guyin302
2008-06-30 04:34 pm UTC (link)

This is actually weirder than the time shift. And coming from me, that's saying a lot.

I don't know. I don't think glad is the right word, per se. I just can't keep hoping she's going to show up, because let's be honest, she's not. Every day, it gets harder and harder for me to keep up the hope, and eventually I'm going to snap under the strain. So I have a choice. I can either move on, or I can continue to hope and probably end up...in a really bad way, let's put it that way.

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Henry

solvei
2008-06-30 04:51 pm UTC (link)

I think you know that I pretty much know exactly what you mean. Even though I'm with Kyle now I still wonder about the Dean and my world and hope that he's okay. Moving on for me has been a good thing.

If you think that you're ready for it then it's time. Being in a bad way is not a healthy place to be. I've been there.

Since we've all been thrown together in this world with all of the weird things, we just have to make the best of it. You deserve to be happy Henry. That, I am certain of.

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	Solvei guyin302 2008-07-01 12:54 am UTC (link)
	So have I. It's part of why I took the vacation. I was falling apart. Of course, acknowledging that I'm over Eileen is terrifying in it's own way. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Henry solvei 2008-07-01 05:51 pm UTC (link)
	So, are you feeling more together then? 'Cause you can always talk to me, y'know? Why is it terrifying? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Solvei guyin302 2008-07-01 11:49 pm UTC (link)
	I know, thanks. And yeah, I'm getting it together. Because it means I need to start dating again. And I suck at dating. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Henry solvei 2008-07-01 11:53 pm UTC (link)
	Everyone sucks at dating Henry. It's a fact of life. At least at first they do. The awkward getting to know ya stage. Do you have anyone in mind yet that you're gonna ask out? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Solvei

guyin302
2008-07-02 02:02 am UTC (link)

You ever run into that guy in high school that could never work up the nerve to ask somebody out? That was me. I got over that, but I still have a hard time expressing my feelings. Not because I think it makes me weak or any of that idiotic macho crap, but because I just...can't seem to. ...Plus I can never come up with creative date ideas. There's that too.

...Not really. I mean, maybe. It's sort of confusing.

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	Henry solvei 2008-07-02 03:27 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, I know that sort of guy. Dates don't really need to be creative. Dinner, dancing, movie, going for a walk are all simple ideas. With the port keys the possibilities are pretty endless. Why confusing? And, do I know her? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Solvei

guyin302
2008-07-03 01:52 am UTC (link)

It was easier when I was a photographer. "Hey, I'm going on a shoot to New York. Wanna come?"

I don't know, maybe you do. And confusing because...I don't know, it just sort of is.

Dealing with monsters is simpler. You don't have to worry about how you feel, you just need to shove it all inside and focus on bludgeoning the freaky thing in front of you with a steel pipe. I know that sounds bad, but...

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	Henry solvei 2008-07-03 02:06 am UTC (link)
	Spill it Henry. Tell me who. I've told you things that I don't tell anybody. Just kidding. You can tell me, only if you want to. As for the steel pipe? Never used one but I definitely can related to the bludgeoning thing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Solvei guyin302 2008-07-03 02:32 am UTC (link)
	Well, uh... I met someone on my vacation... It was actually one of the more effective weapons I got my hands on. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Henry solvei 2008-07-03 02:35 am UTC (link)
	Ooooo. That's kind of romantic. Does she have a name? Or am I sposed to guess? Might have to try one then. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Solvei guyin302 2008-07-03 02:42 am UTC (link)
	Oh, sorry. Her name's Ava. It could be some big psychological deal. The monsters were from Walter's mind, and the pipe was from the room, and considering he believed the room was his mother... I don't know. The golf clubs were better, but they broke so easily. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Henry solvei 2008-07-03 02:47 am UTC (link)
	That's a pretty name. So what's stopping you from asking her out then? That's gotta be annoying. I hate it when my stakes break. That's usually my fault though. When I skitter the stake off of a rib they sometimes break into a bunch of pieces. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Solvei guyin302 2008-07-03 03:07 am UTC (link)
	There's sort of a... Okay, the truth? The truth is that she deserves somebody that's not so fucked up. I tried to kill myself! I actively tried to get a possessed ghost to kill me. I'm still trying to pick the pieces of myself up. Yeah, it really was. Eventually I got a fire axe. That was fun. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Henry

solvei
2008-07-03 03:13 am UTC (link)

I didn't know about that. Shit. You could've told me. I was stuck dying myself that day though.

But, guess what? We're all fucked up Henry. Every last one of us on Earth. Yeah, I know that you've been through some hard shit. You deserve to try though. Try for happiness. If anyone deserves it? You do. I'm really not partial or anything even if you are my best friend here. And I'm really glad that you didn't succeed.

A fire axe? One that is on fire or the kind that firemen use?

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	Solvei guyin302 2008-07-03 03:22 am UTC (link)
	I'm sorry. I just didn't want to worry you. I'm glad too. It was just everything piling up. The kind firemen use, although an actual axe on fire would've been cool. Hard to handle, though. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Henry

solvei
2008-07-03 03:26 am UTC (link)

You don't have to be sorry and you don't have to worry about worrying me.

I didn't scare you with the me telling you that you were my best friend here, right?

Hmm, I wish that I was good at designing stuff or magical stuff. Just fire on the blade of the axe would be sweet. For vamps, I could start to decapitate and set them on fire at the same time! Sorry. That sounds really gruesome once I type it out.

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	Solvei guyin302 2008-07-03 03:51 am UTC (link)
	No, you didn't scare me. It's good for me to hear that right now. It might sound gruesome, but it also sounds pretty cool. And effective. I'm sure there are people around here that could make you magic weapons, if you asked. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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