InsaneJournal

I don't...

God. I don't know what's up with me today, I just... feel like everything's gone grey.

I remember how I used to deal with this. Back in New York, I'd shoot up, in Milliways I'd lock myself in my room or sit by the fireplace and draw. But here, everything's just... full and loud. I can't quite find a place to lock myself away, even when I'm alone, and I don't know why, and so the only thing I know to do to deal with it is the one thing I can't do.

I hate feeling like this.