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Tweak says, "easy now, fuzzy lil man peach"

Cassidy Turner (1stbornextreme) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2010-01-30 14:23:00

Entry tags:

cassidy turner, henriette stillman, miniver cheevy, soren skwigelf

[Miniver:] As nice as it was to finally hear all that from you, as much as I want to do what we planned, I just want to... not. I want to stay here for now. But thanks for your concern.

[Soren:] I hope dad didn't give you too much hell. I'll be home when you need me. If... if you need me.

[Dad:] Stop trying to play soldier of good will, I'm not up for it right now. I know you practically shoved Miniver out the door to apologize to me. Don't fucking say you weren't, he's so easily fucking persuaded into feeling guilty, that it was obvious that's what had been done. I don't need his fake concern or fake apologies.

[Henn:] I hope my energy isn't making you all gross feeling too, baby. I just... I don't know. I need to stop thinking for a while, I think.

I don't want any sympathy. Been doing well enough without it for several months now, thank you ever so much. Remember? I'm the bad guy.

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	Cass not_that_henri 2010-01-30 09:52 pm UTC (link)
	I'm good, shutting myself down before kind of taught me how to filter. Or something, I don't even know. Show tonight, but I don't have to be there, which means we've got the house to ourselves. I propose I kick your ass at Mariokart, like usual. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Henn 1stbornextreme 2010-01-30 09:55 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. I'm sorry about that, too. I made you have to do that. I just can't seem to stop hurting everyone. Not in a video game sort of mood, but thanks for the suggestion. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cass not_that_henri 2010-01-31 12:34 am UTC (link)
	Wasn't just you, wasn't even mostly you so don't even think it. How about I come sing you some Zeppelin? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Henn 1stbornextreme 2010-01-31 12:36 am UTC (link)
	Kinda was, though. Yeah, that'd be nice. Your voice is pretty. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cass not_that_henri 2010-01-31 12:39 am UTC (link)
	And it was kinda everyone's, but mostly mine for not paying attention like I should have. I'm on my way. Any requests? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Henn 1stbornextreme 2010-01-31 12:40 am UTC (link)
	Mostly mine. Nah, just don't be surprised if and when I fall back to sleep. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cass not_that_henri 2010-01-31 12:41 am UTC (link)
	Was not. That's fine, I'll probably take a nap too, could use one. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Cass twiceloved 2010-01-30 10:34 pm UTC (link)
	Of course I need you. Always have, always will. I just didn't want you feeling more guilty. I am so scared I'm going to lose you and it's all my fault. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Soren 1stbornextreme 2010-01-30 10:41 pm UTC (link)
	It's not your fault I'm a fuckup. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cass twiceloved 2010-01-31 12:43 am UTC (link)
	I sent her away, not you. She is my greatest regret. I am so sorry. I miss you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Soren 1stbornextreme 2010-01-31 12:45 am UTC (link)
	But I'm the one to blame, and the one at fault. You're the golden child again, and I'm the scapegoat. Story of our lives. It's not your fault. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cass twiceloved 2010-01-31 12:47 am UTC (link)
	I hate it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Soren 1stbornextreme 2010-01-31 12:49 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, it's a walk in the park for me, too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cass twiceloved 2010-01-31 12:51 am UTC (link)
	I hate how it affects you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Soren

1stbornextreme
2010-01-31 01:05 am UTC (link)

At least they still care about you. They don't blame you for things. They blame me and call me greedy and a sociopath and an asshole for months on end then all of a sudden, its in their best interest to apologize? It's a bunch of bullshit. Feeding their own egos and making themselves feel better, just so they don't think they've stooped to my level. I don't care anymore, Soren, if they don't want me, then to hell with it, I won't BE there.

It's just like they wanted. Me alone with you and Henn and nobody else.

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	Cass twiceloved 2010-01-31 01:38 am UTC (link)
	Honestly, I don't disagree with you. They treat you like shit. But you're giving up. Don't. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Soren 1stbornextreme 2010-01-31 04:24 am UTC (link)
	Why shouldn't I? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Cass twiceloved 2010-01-31 04:49 am UTC (link)
	I can't even cry anymore. My eyes are dust. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Cass miniver 2010-01-31 06:58 am UTC (link)
	You do what you want, nephew, but don't think I didn't mean it, and don't think I'm going to let you be alone and get hurt or whatever. I was straight with you about your dad talking to me, but he didn't make me come. I did that on my own. He didn't even know. All he did was point some shit out to me. I did mean everything I said to you. (Reply to this)