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Tweak says, "If you strike me down..."

Ennis Del Mar [Brokeback Mountain] (quiet_cowboy) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2008-02-11 20:53:00

Entry tags:

alma del mar jr, andrew del mar twist, death, ennis del mar, jack twist, trindle thropp

Fuck.

M'little girl is here. Junior. She's here. With...her son. M'grandson. Calls me 'papaw'.

Ain't no mistake.

He's Jack's grandson too. Junior an' Bobby. I ain't never thought that. They ain't never ev'n met, last I knew.

Ain't possible, her bein' fr'm th' future an' all. Ain't possible.

Jack ain't dead. He's right 'ere an' we's owning this here ranch, th'two a'us. He ain't dead in th'grave. He ain't.

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	Ennis trindle 2008-02-12 01:58 am UTC (link)
	I'm sorry, Ennis. If you want some company or to get away, I've still got the flat in New York. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Trindle quiet_cowboy 2008-02-12 02:00 am UTC (link)
	I don't know. I can't think. Drowning. Feels like drowning. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ennis trindle 2008-02-12 02:01 am UTC (link)
	I can come and find you. It will be all right, Ennis. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Trindle quiet_cowboy 2008-02-12 02:05 am UTC (link)
	How y'figger that, Trindle? Ain't no goin' back from somethin' like 'at. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ennis trindle 2008-02-12 02:06 am UTC (link)
	Nonsense. There is always time to come back. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Trindle quiet_cowboy 2008-02-12 02:17 am UTC (link)
	She said he's dead, Trindle. Jack's dead. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	Ennis justafriend 2008-02-12 02:17 am UTC (link)
	I'm glad she's here. You're right. He isn't dead. He's here. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	DiDi quiet_cowboy 2008-02-12 02:20 am UTC (link)
	He's here, an' back there...back home...she won't but 13, last I recall. An' now she's...She ain't no teenager no more. It don't make no sense, DiDi. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ennis justafriend 2008-02-12 02:23 am UTC (link)
	This place doesn't always make sense. It's hard, but at least she's here. And he's here. That's what counts. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	DiDi quiet_cowboy 2008-02-12 02:37 am UTC (link)
	That's what counts. An' I'm just 'posed t'forget he's dead? Just like I'm 'posed t'embrace loving him, here? 'Twas bein' queer that got him killed, ain't nobody gotta tell me that. No god damn tire blew up in his face. More like a damn tire iron beat down on his face. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ennis justafriend 2008-02-12 02:41 am UTC (link)
	It wasn't being queer that killed him. It was ignorance and cruelty that killed him. People who couldn't understand him as a person and who'd rather beat away something different than try to understand. You shouldn't forget it. You should learn from it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	daddysliljunior 2008-02-12 02:37 am UTC (link)
	'm sorry. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	quiet_cowboy 2008-02-12 02:38 am UTC (link)
	'T ain't your fault, Junior, don't y'blame yourself no how. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Pa daddysliljunior 2008-02-12 02:44 am UTC (link)
	I done made things tough, me 'n' Jenny always said we'd never do that after th'way you an Mama used t'bicker. Gon' take Drew out t'night. Get outta th'house. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Junior quiet_cowboy 2008-02-12 03:13 am UTC (link)
	'S different with y'ma an' me. We jus... Tell me 'bout him. What'e's like with me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Pa daddysliljunior 2008-02-12 03:21 am UTC (link)
	I know it was. Drew? Drew may's well be my lil' brother. Bobby an' me never held a candle t'yer bond with'im. He loves you so much, wants'a' be jus' like you. Chases y'round all over th'place. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	Ennis rodeowithatwist 2008-02-12 02:43 am UTC (link)
	I'm right here. I'm not going anywhere. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Jack quiet_cowboy 2008-02-12 03:14 am UTC (link)
	I ain't never gonna let you go. Never again, Jack. never. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ennis rodeowithatwist 2008-02-12 03:16 am UTC (link)
	Never gon' leave. You an' me, Ennis. Nobody else gon' matter. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Jack quiet_cowboy 2008-02-12 03:29 am UTC (link)
	I ain't gonna let nothin' happen t'you never. Not now, we got this second chance. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ennis rodeowithatwist 2008-02-12 03:35 am UTC (link)
	I know. I trust ya, Ennis. S'gotta be better, Ennis. It happened for a reason. Y'gotta believe that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	daddysliljunior 2008-02-12 04:10 am UTC (link)
	Y'said the eff word, Papaw. That wa'n't very nice. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	quiet_cowboy 2008-02-12 04:13 am UTC (link)
	No, it weren't, youngin'. Y'jus' never y'mind 'bout that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	daddysliljunior 2008-02-12 04:17 am UTC (link)
	Awright. I jus' wa'n't sure if y'saw it. Mama said you weren't feelin' very good b'fore. Do y'feel better now? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	quiet_cowboy 2008-02-13 01:35 am UTC (link)
	'M all right as I c'n be. (Reply to this) (Parent)