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snowshadow (snowshadow) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2008-12-03 23:43:00

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So. I forgot what it's like, not having your day planned out for you.

Anyone looking for a hired hand? I need something to occupy myself, before I go crazy. Crazier.

[ETA] Anyone have a handle on dreams? Or the interpretation of them? I'll settle for a street psychic at this point.

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snowshadow
2008-12-04 11:20 am UTC (link)

Alright.

[Miss]
You can call me Shadow, by the way, if it... matters.

I've been having strange dreams lately. Supposedly, where I was from, the man I was working for, and his associates could all sense it. They're always about Native American imagery. Things I feel like I know, at the time, that I can't place when I wake up.

Relatedly, the days before I got here... I died. and I feel as though something important happened, between my death and getting here. But it's like the dreams, I don't remember it.

In case you didn't need that, and were just going to... look, or something, I'm sorry. I have'thad much of anyone to talk to for weeks.

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	Shadow nomorephoenix 2008-12-04 11:25 am UTC (link)
	I'm Jean Grey. Your case sounds fascinating, and I would like to hear more about your perspective of it before diving in. The more comfortable with me you are, the less your mind will rebel against me. I'd rather not damage you while I'm trying to help you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Ms. Grey

snowshadow
2008-12-04 11:34 am UTC (link)

Alright. It all started after I got out of prison. My wife had died, and I was released a few days early for her funeral. I met a man, on the plane home, who offered me a job. Knew way too much about me. And yet, being naive at the time, I drank the mead, and became his gopher. Somehow, my wife didn't stay dead, and was following me around the country while I helped this man and his bizarre friends on some mission I didn't entirely understand. Still don't, at least not now. I think I did, when I was dead.

Anyway, all the while, every few nights I would fall asleep, and be somewhere... it looked like a desert. And a man with a buffalo head would say things to me that seemed important at the time, but never made sense when I was awake. Wednesday, the man I was helping, always knew when I had those dreams. For a while, I thought they were his fault, but he wanted them to stop, and they didnt.

Wednesday died. He was... important, and old, and in the course of performing his wake, I died. I vaguely- very vaguely- remember losing things, when I was dead. My name, my coin. I remember choosing death. After everything, it made the most sense, to want the nothing. But then I was here. And I don't remember much of anything at all.

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	Shadow nomorephoenix 2008-12-04 12:12 pm UTC (link)
	Sounds like quite the adventure. I've died a few times myself. And I'm no stranger to dreams that don't make sense when you wake up. But all of these memories, unless they have been altered, should be in your mind. I can help you unlock them, over time. It seems like adding all of that at once would likely be an overload, after all of that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ms. Grey snowshadow 2008-12-04 03:38 pm UTC (link)
	I wouldn't want them all at once. But it feels like they were the reason I went through all of that. And all I want, is a reason. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Shadow nomorephoenix 2008-12-07 11:28 am UTC (link)
	Ah, I see. Then that will be what we work on. Are you someplace where you can comfortably lie down and relax? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Miss Grey snowshadow 2008-12-07 12:02 pm UTC (link)
	I'm at home. Give me a minute. Okay, set. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Shadow nomorephoenix 2008-12-07 12:04 pm UTC (link)
	Alright. Try to sleep, if you can. If not, relax as much as possible and let your mind wander. I don't know how long this will take. Tell me if you need a break or anything. I'll be able to hear. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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