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Tweak says, "i am so high right now"

Ophelia/Ophelia Jensen (love_remember) wrote in undertherainbow,
@ 2008-11-06 20:02:00

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ophelia, soren skwigelf

I had a first meeting with the person who would be trying to find me.

I...think it did not go so well.

I got upset.

I'm still sort of groggy from the sedatives.

I am so ashamed of myself.

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	love_remember 2008-11-06 09:02 pm UTC (link)
	They said only that I'd been very upset. I know that it was about my father. I find it very difficult to talk about him. Like now, for instance. I'm already crying. But I know my name is Ophelia Jensen. I have the same first name. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	superstrange 2008-11-06 09:07 pm UTC (link)
	I am sorry. That's a start, right? Knowing who you are supposed to be here and now? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	love_remember 2008-11-06 09:09 pm UTC (link)
	It is. I hope that I may become used to all of this. The woman's name was Ms. Torres. She was a very lovely woman and she looked nice. I only wish that I hadn't become so very upset. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	superstrange 2008-11-06 09:10 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe we can find out more. I will try, before I visit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	love_remember 2008-11-06 09:15 pm UTC (link)
	I would appreciate that. I think, perhaps, that I should begin keeping a journal. The doctors have suggested such and maybe I could keep better track of my whirling thoughts if I write them down. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	superstrange 2008-11-06 09:17 pm UTC (link)
	This could be done, I think, either in writing, or here, on the computer. I-- I kept one, sometimes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	love_remember 2008-11-06 09:18 pm UTC (link)
	I was thinking to write one for now. You did? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	superstrange 2008-11-06 09:20 pm UTC (link)
	Yes. When I first arrived. It was a very confusing time. I needed... something to express myself. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	love_remember 2008-11-06 09:27 pm UTC (link)
	Did it help? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	superstrange 2008-11-06 09:30 pm UTC (link)
	Some. Sometimes I'd think stupid things, or get mad because of what had happened. And I would just want top express it. So I did, in writing, and it helped. And later I could look back and see what and why I was feeling and acting, at a particular time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	love_remember 2008-11-06 09:34 pm UTC (link)
	Ah. That does sound very helpful. I know I have a notebook around here somewhere. Hopefully, that will help a bit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	superstrange 2008-11-06 09:36 pm UTC (link)
	I hope so. And I hope you enjoy it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	love_remember 2008-11-06 09:41 pm UTC (link)
	Thank you. I hope so too. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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