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Lysander Mountford-Miles ([info]lysandermm) wrote in [info]toujoursliberer,
@ 2008-06-09 19:43:00

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Entry tags:eward_mountford-miles, lysander_mountford-miles, plot

Brotherly Bonding time.
Subject: Lysander is depressed. Eward attempts to bond with him.
Where: library @ Mountford-Miles Manor
Who: Lysander Mountford-Miles
Warnings: Perhaps some cursing, crude talk.
Open to: Eward Mountford-Miles


Lysander sat in a large chair, a tumbler full of brandy in his hand and the half empty bottle in the other. Staring into the fire, he thought about the events of the last couple of weeks. He had returned home, scared the shit out of his brother, attended a funeral of an old mentor.. But nothing gave him more grief than asking Amandine to move in - with her husband. How IDIOTIC was he to allow this? He was more sensible than that! It wouldn't have been so bad had he not wanted her more than he wanted to breathe.

And she had made a complete ass of him at the funeral. He had been upset and she had gave him the look.. the look any other red-blooded woman gave him when they wanted him to rip their clothes off and have his way with them the remainder of the day. He had kissed her and she had kissed back.. but then had said "No."

At any rate, Lysander had attempted to talk to her the past few days but she had acted odd towards him. How was he supposed to live like this? He certainly couldn't go back on his offer to allow them to move in - not that he cared what happened to Oliver.



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[info]lord_eward
2008-06-10 12:05 am UTC (link)
Eward entered the library quietly, noticing his brother was there by the distinct smell of the brandy he was drinking. That, and the fact he had been nowhere else in the house. Strolling towards him he only spoke when he was at his side and slumping into the opposite chair.

"I've been looking for that brandy for an hour. I might have known you'd stolen it." It was a poor attempt at being lighthearted, but Eward was feeling more than sombre today; he had seen Katherine, taken care of his little 'problem' of being far too aroused without any end and was now looking for a drink. It could be with his brother... he seemed very depressed.

"What's wrong?" he asked, the first time he had said the question since his brother had reappeared.

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[info]lysandermm
2008-06-10 12:11 am UTC (link)
Lysander only glanced at Eward. He wasn't sure if he could handle any talk with Eward right now, but he didn't have the energy to tell him to go away so he would tolerate him. Handing over the bottle of brandy, he lifted the tumbler to eye level and inspected it, really just looking at the brownish color of the flames through the liquid.

Shaking his head, Lysander sighed loudly, "What makes you think anything is wrong?" His voice was deep and raspy, obviously he hadn't talked in quite some time. "It's the normal stuff, isn't it? Women problems. I know you've had your share of them.." Perhaps this conversation with Eward would turn out to be fruitful.

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[info]lord_eward
2008-06-10 12:15 am UTC (link)
Eward opened his mouth and then shut it again. He'd not had many conversations like these with Lysander, in fact he doubted they'd have any at all. Wondering which was the right way to respond, he instead took a deep breath before sighing out of his nose. "I have - so I know a troubled man when I see one. Its not every day you are skulking alone in the library drinking yourself into a silent stupor..."

He swigged some of the brandy and almost coughed at the rought taste but managed to hold it down. "What is... the matter?"

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[info]lysandermm
2008-06-10 12:23 am UTC (link)
Lysander smirked menacingly as he stared at the colors through the brandy at the sound of Eward nearly choking on the rough liquid. Dandy he thought to himself but the smirk faded and he took a deep breath and downed some of the brandy. "Never in my life, Eward.. never has a woman ever sent me such mixed signals.." he grunted and shook his head, now looking at his brother. A heart to heart. How odd for them.

"I fear I made a mistake by allowing Amandine and Oliver to move in.. Atleast I did it for the wrong reasons."

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[info]lord_eward
2008-06-10 12:26 am UTC (link)
Ha! He knew it. Trying to keep his glee firmly downplayed, Eward tried to turn his look of amusement into one of deep concern. Not hard to do, with all the practice he'd had. With a grave frown he raised one eyebrow momentarily.

"Amandine... oh the spritely little French fancy?" he said, chuckling at the thought of his brother being in love with her. "Yes she does seem the type. If you fear you've offended her or she's offended you then just send her away, she'll have no trouble finding work."

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[info]lysandermm
2008-06-10 12:35 am UTC (link)
"No!" he roared, standing and stepping towards the fire. He was quiet and seething with anger at the suggestion that he should send her away. After several moments, Lysander looked over his shoulder at his brother and shook his head. "I could not do that to her. I don't give a rat's arse about Oliver. He could rot for all I care," he spoke, his words slurring. He wasn't sure if he was angry at Eward or at Oliver or at himself for all of this.

"Usually, I would move on to the next woman.. But I can't seem to do it. I suppose I am just ready to settle down..." he paused and, obviously not in his right mind, rhetorically suggested to himself, "I wonder if Kitty is still betrothed to that old fart.."

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[info]lord_eward
2008-06-10 12:38 am UTC (link)
Eward was surprised at his brother's outburst, but tried not to show it. Instead he pretended that the brandy bottle hadn't almost just jumped out of his hand and watched Lysander curiously. He was really hung up on this one wasn't he? Eward was about to suggest that he was only prepared to settle down with that one woman when he mentioned Katherine and Eward rose instinctively to the defensive.

"Yes she is!" he snapped suddenly. "She is taken and his, so... you can't marry her and don't even think of it."

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[info]lysandermm
2008-06-10 12:52 am UTC (link)
Lysander's eyebrow peaked as he turned to look at his brother like he had just grew a second nose or something. "Alright.. Sorry you are obviously so touchy on that subject.." he blinked and cleared his throat, "What do you have a thing for her or something?... I was just saying.. She's certainly become a magnificent woman," he still looked at him with a suspicious face and sighed. "Her and Daphne.. but Daphne seems to be in love with that Doctor. Katherine has become a strong woman, where Daphne has... well.. filled out," he smirked for a moment but it faded.


"What do you do to get a woman? It's obvious she wants me.. she just feels obligated to her husband I think.."

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[info]lord_eward
2008-06-10 11:23 am UTC (link)
"I don't have a thing for her," Eward retorted rather quickly. Too quickly, if he were honest with himself. "I don't like the woman. If you were to marry her it'd make my life a misery. Besides she seems quite taken with the idea of living a life of honour with that pervert." There - that should do for now, until he slipped up again. He focused his attention on mention of Daphne. "She was always a bit... filled, don't you remember? Doctor Perkins is probably revelling in it - if he's man enough for the job." Which Eward highly doubted. Daniel was timid at best.

"What do I do or is that a rhetorical question? And what makes you think she DOES want you?"

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[info]lysandermm
2008-06-10 03:26 pm UTC (link)
Rolling his eyes at Eward's attempt to cover up his spaz attack over Katherine, he didn't really care to press on about her at the moment. And he decided not to comment on Daphne and Daniel's relationship, knowing that when Daniel is in the right mood, he can so whatever he wants.

"I just need some help. I've always found it easy to get women, married or not, but she is refusing me. And I know she wants me.. it's the way she looks at me.. she just seems to be devoted to that loser of a husband of hers," he growled that last bit and downed some more of his brandy.

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[info]lord_eward
2008-06-10 04:07 pm UTC (link)
"I see - " Eward began, but he didn't really. Apparently the ways of having women of all staures and relationships ran in the family. "I think it is quite admirable... sticking by the one she is betrothed too. You don't get much of that now, especially in the French. Why are you so hung up on her anyway? You have only known her a week!"

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[info]lysandermm
2008-06-10 04:13 pm UTC (link)
Lysander finished off his tumbler and turned and moved towards Eward and grabbed the bottle, pouring himself another helping, handing the bottle back to Eward. "I have not only known her a week, Eward. Her family took me in after I got back to France and took care of me. So really.. I've known her for six years, nearly seven.."

Thinking for a moment, his brows furrowed, "And I'm not hung up on her!"

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[info]lord_eward
2008-06-10 04:17 pm UTC (link)
Eward was stunned. So, she had taken care of him? What chance it was that they had found each other now! It all seemed too convenient but he let it pass.

"You are pining for her like a puppy! I have not seen you eat in days! Since the funeral, in fact, you look utterly miserable. Not that I would generally be concerned but as it's over a woman, well..." he laughed, shaking his head. "Maybe you should simply talk to her."

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[info]lysandermm
2008-06-10 04:19 pm UTC (link)
Huffing, Lysander collapsed in his chair, not spilling a single drop of his brandy and sipped it. Shaking his head and groaned, "No, I've already tried speaking to her.. all she does is ignore me. I've tried to move on but since we kissed she has acted like it's completely odd for her. So now I will simply just drink until I forget and everything will be fine again."

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[info]lord_eward
2008-06-10 04:29 pm UTC (link)
"Lysander... she is in our house. She dines with us. She lives with us. She is not exactly some servant you can forget. Amandine is here! You will see her everywhere - and I am afraid, Lysander, that you will not forget her. Not unless she leaves the country or something."

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[info]lysandermm
2008-06-10 04:36 pm UTC (link)
"..Or until her husband disappears.. then she will be mine. She won't have a reason to avoid me anymore..." he plotted, more to himself than to Eward. Gulping down the brandy, he cut his eyes to Eward and sighed. "I don't know why I am like this over her. I've never.. felt like this.. It makes me sick and I can't eat or sleep.. and I don't want to tell her this because she may think I am some kind of dandy or something.."

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[info]lord_eward
2008-06-10 04:39 pm UTC (link)
Eward's expression faltered and he realised that he was saying many things reflected in Lysander of himself. It was a prime example of what Eward hadn't realised, it was exactly the same... and he looked worried.

"I.. don't kill her husband," he said quickly, "she will never forgive you for that, not if she really honestly truly loves him and doesn't want you. But, miraculously, I - understand."

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[info]lysandermm
2008-06-10 04:47 pm UTC (link)
"I wasn't planning on killing him.." he answered fast but lazily. But on the subject of Eward understanding, Lysander looked up at him. "How on earth do you understand?.... Have I missed little Ewie's first infatuation?"

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[info]lord_eward
2008-06-10 04:51 pm UTC (link)
Eward scoffed, becoming grumpy. "No. And don't call me Ewie," he protested. "I am not infatuated with anyone I just understand you."

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[info]lysandermm
2008-06-10 04:54 pm UTC (link)
Lysander rolled his eyes and looked back at the glass in his hand. "Fine, Little brother, I was simply just asking. It's not like I have actually been around to witness your adult life so far."

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[info]lord_eward
2008-06-10 04:59 pm UTC (link)
Eward felt like crying all of a sudden, but looked away, sniffling subtly. "You will witness my first infatuation. Don't worry."

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[info]lysandermm
2008-06-10 05:01 pm UTC (link)
"Do you have anyone in mind so far?" it was an innocent question, and Lysander honestly had no plans to do anything to that person. At the moment, his plans for Eward had been delayed until whatever this was that had taken him over was cured and done for.

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[info]lord_eward
2008-06-10 05:04 pm UTC (link)
Eward shook his head and looked at his lap, trying to make those infernal fucking tears go away and so that Lysander wouldn't see them. "No..."

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[info]lysandermm
2008-06-10 05:11 pm UTC (link)
Blinking, Lysander focused his blurry eyes on his younger brother and crinkled his forehead. "Are.. you crying?.. Eward.. What is the matter?" His voice wasn't harsh or criticizing, it was gentle like a protective older brother should sound like.

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[info]lord_eward
2008-06-10 05:13 pm UTC (link)
"No I am not crying!" but his voice gave away that he was, nose already constricted by congestion. In the end he gave up and sighed, thoroughly annoyed. "I fucking hate this. I hate having to lie and sneak around and I hate the fact she isn't mine..."

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[info]lysandermm
2008-06-10 05:17 pm UTC (link)
Lysander sat forward, "Who?" Lysander's mind was racing... a million girls went through his mind. Daphne, Katherine, Ella, surely not Edith or Abigail. "Why would you have to lie and sneak around? You do understand what I am feeling, don't you?"

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[info]lord_eward
2008-06-10 05:20 pm UTC (link)
"Yes," he sighed, wiping his eyes and dropping his head with a growl. "It is Katherine, Lysander. Katherine Rochester, engaged to that fucking politician with the weird hair and horrid hygeine. Katherine..."

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[info]lysandermm
2008-06-10 05:26 pm UTC (link)
Lysander smirked knowingly. "I had a suspicion," he confessed and sighed. "Yes, you certainly have got yourself a situation there. But perhaps you can look at the brightside. The man is old. Not many years left in him.. When they are finally married it won't be long." He knew it wasn't going to help but it was worth the try.

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[info]lord_eward
2008-06-10 05:31 pm UTC (link)
"Those will be too many years!" he snapped, raising his face to him. He had not hugged him since the night Lysander appeared but he was hardly going to do it now. "She might have to have his children, she will not be able to go behind his back..." Eward sounded rather desperate which was unlike him. "I am sorry... we are both in a mess..."

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[info]lysandermm
2008-06-10 05:36 pm UTC (link)
"Perhaps she could simply tell him to bugger off. Who knows, perhaps he'll kick the bucket before they marry. Last I heard of the old fart he wasn't doing to well," he tried to cheer him up and felt he should hug him. But that would be a little to awkward, especially since Lysander was certainly not in his right mind at the moment. So instead, he reached over and patted his younger brother on the back.

"If you need me to do anything for you.. Cover for you or anything.. let me know. But I swear, Eward, on Father's name I will kill you if you hurt her. I can tell this isn't one of your childhood games that you used to pick on her with.. So the punishment will be more severe."

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[info]lord_eward
2008-06-12 02:27 pm UTC (link)
Eward sighed, stemming the flow of tears and managing to regain control of his composure and temper. "Brother I would try to move heaven and earth to stop anything hurting her," he said simply, sniffing hard. "I hope that you realise that. This isn't some mere game to me that's true. I love her."

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[info]lysandermm
2008-06-12 02:32 pm UTC (link)
"Wow, that is serious.." Lysander blinked and had to pick his jaw off of the ground. "Well.. she's definitly a brilliant young woman to fall in love with. Does she feel the same?" Lysander saw a lot of himself in Eward and that scared the shit out of him. Could he be in love with Amandine?

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[info]lord_eward
2008-06-12 02:46 pm UTC (link)
"No. I do not know..." he stammered, "it is far too silly of me to ask her or even confess my feelings. She is to be married! No good can come of this. She is so... stubborn with her principles! And I love her for it. I cannot deny it infuriates me but... never mind, I do.. I cannot keep thinking of it."

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[info]lysandermm
2008-06-12 05:11 pm UTC (link)
Lysander shook his head and grabbed a second tumbler for Eward and pointed to the brandy, "I'll get more tomorrow.. or I'll send off for it.. which ever. At any rate, I will be here for whatever you need, little brother." Lysander hoped it was some sort of comfort to him.

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