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Richard Castle ([info]writeswrongs) wrote in [info]toboldlyrpg,
@ 2017-08-13 19:04:00

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Entry tags:! fornax, ^ log, kate beckett | castle, richard castle | castle

WHO: Richard Castle and Kate Beckett
WHEN: 226408.13
WHERE: A bar on Fornax, post pod-race.
SUMMARY: Caskett enjoy some drinks after a successful race.
WARNINGS: Probably none


Castle walked into the bar after the race with his arms raised high in victory. No, he hadn't won. He was somewhere in the middle of their pack of racers, but that wasn't what mattered. The important thing was that he'd beaten Kate. By like one foot, but, again, didn't matter. It was the principle of it.

When Castle learned that he had the opportunity to race one of the pods that he had seen at the track, there was absolutely no way he was letting that offer pass him by. He'd driven a lot of fact cars in his time and had even raced a few, but that was nothing compared to these pods. They seemed to zip around the track faster than the eye could even see them. He was so ready to get in the driver's seat.

Kate wanted to race too, which of course meant that they had to make it into a mini competition. The two of them always tended to lean in that direction when they played a game. Even though they were racing other people as well, Castle wanted to make beating her a priority.

And now post-race, he was celebrating his victory at a bar, where he let everyone know that Kate was buying because he had beaten her. He leaned back a bit on his bar stool, savoring his win. "That? Was awesome," he said, and that time he was talking about more than just beating her.


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[info]katebex
2017-08-15 01:38 am UTC (link)
"It tastes horrible," she said, still grimacing as her taste buds protested whatever she had just put into her mouth. The description - like a money that peed in battery acid - that popped in her head was one that Castle had used nearly a decade ago, horrified by the coffee that the precinct had on hand. "What in the hell did you order anyway?"

She hadn't paid attention, just passed over the money because she had bet him that the winner would purchase the drinks afterward.

Kate had just expected something more palatable.

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[info]writeswrongs
2017-08-15 11:22 pm UTC (link)
"The local stuff," Castle replied. "It's really that bad?"

What was it about a person saying that something tasted horrible that always made another person have to try it for themselves? Castle took a tentative swig of the whiskey and immediately made a face.

"Wow, that's... strong," he commented, being a bit nice about it.

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[info]katebex
2017-08-16 12:15 am UTC (link)
"That's one word for it," Kate said, turning her head to see if she could catch the eye of anyone that might be working. "You want to try something else?" she asked once she had caught the eye of someone. Even if he didn't, she did.

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[info]writeswrongs
2017-08-16 11:10 pm UTC (link)
"Yeah, I'll just have a beer," he said. No joke, that rye whiskey might have been able to take paint off of walls.

After she ordered, he waited for Kate to turn back around towards him. "Listen, all bragging aside, how cool was today though?" Castle grinned at her. Getting to race a car was awesome. Getting to race an alien pod was even better.

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[info]katebex
2017-08-17 12:22 am UTC (link)
"You know the scene in The Phantom Menance when Anakin is racing?" Kate asked, well aware that Castle would know exactly what he was talking about. She knew a good deal about the movies, but anything Kate knew, Rick could blow out of the water. "How excited he gets when he's on the course? Not even counting the results and all....." she gave him a grin across the table. "That was me,"

"I mean, that wasn't on my bucket list or anything, but it's one of the best experiences I've ever had."

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[info]writeswrongs
2017-08-17 11:40 pm UTC (link)
"The whole thing was so 'Phantom Menace', wasn't it?" Castle loved that Kate had gone there without him even prompting. She was such a nerd. It was awesome.

"I don't think I've ever piloted anything that moved that fast," he continued. "Definitely a top 5 life experience right there."

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[info]katebex
2017-08-19 12:25 am UTC (link)
"Top five, really?" Kate asked with a laugh, one eyebrow curving upward as her curiosity got the better of her. She and Castle had known one another for a long time, and while she thought she could pick out two or three of the biggest moments in his life, she wasn't so sure she could get all of them. "So what are the others then?" she said, more of her trying to guess than expecting Rick to answer her.

"First one would definitely be Alexis' birth, and I'd hope that meeting me or marrying me or something involving me is in there, too. Publishing your first book, pod racing on an alien planet........that's only four, so what's number five?"

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[info]writeswrongs
2017-08-19 01:14 am UTC (link)
Castle smirked as she managed to guess most of his biggest moments with zero effort. It was a testament to how well they knew each other. Honestly, he wasn't sure if he had a defined top 5 list, but everything Kate said would be on it.

"Probably waking up here. I mean, I'm living in Star Trek. That's pretty damn cool."

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[info]katebex
2017-08-19 01:28 am UTC (link)
It made complete sense because Castle was such a sci-fi junkie that anything of that nature would automatically be ranked highly. But she was also curious as to what it would have been before he ended up on the Enterprise, before pod racing and phaser guns and all of that stuff. What would have made up his top five moments when they were just living a normal life where he wrote books and they solved murders together?

She couldn't really think of anything else, beyond maybe Derrick Storm becoming a runaway success or perhaps publishing the first Nikki Heat novel. There were things that might have qualified for other people - like meeting their father - that probably didn't in Castle's world, which was just more proof of the life he had lived and that even now, Rick wasn't the sort to share all that much about his life before she was roped in.

"So, what about a top ten?" Kate asked, pausing with her question as the waiter came back with their drinks and placed them both on the table. With a murmured thank you, she turned her gaze back to her husband. "There have to be some things that I don't know about already."

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[info]writeswrongs
2017-08-20 11:52 pm UTC (link)
Castle shrugged a little. It wasn't necessarily that he didn't like to talk about his life before Kate, though if there was anyone he'd talk about it with, it was her. It was more that he found it to be incredibly boring. Who would want to hear about him going to school or taking the subway to Times Square? To him, his life got so much more interesting once he became famous.

But, Kate was different. She might actually be interested in his pre-Hollywood life. "Once I met William Shatner backstage at The Tonight Show."

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[info]katebex
2017-08-21 12:17 am UTC (link)
"And that made the top ten in your life?" There was a certain measure of surprise in Kate's voice, though there probably shouldn't have been. Shatner was one of Castle's idols, the guy that had brought space and aliens and pretty much everything involved in their life now into his living room as a kid. And though Rick rarely talked about how hard his childhood was, the significance wasn't lost on her. "Did you ask him to sign your chest?" She asked with a smile.

Of course, in that sense, Kate was kidding. Poking a bit of fun at all of the hardcore groupies who fawned over him. She knew some women still did, but she liked to think that sort of behavior had been dramatically reduced since they had gotten married.

Though she didn't usually attend many of Castle's signings, preferring not to be thrust into the spotlight more than she already was.

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[info]writeswrongs
2017-08-21 11:15 pm UTC (link)
"Uh. Yeah," Castle said, giving Kate a look. Like meeting Shatner wasn't amazing. He was pretty cool about it too, probably because Rick was a kid. He laughed about the chest signing, knowing what Kate was getting at. His own signings had been toned down ever since he and Kate had started going out, but he still didn't blame Kate for not wanting to attend them.

"No, he signed one of my comic books," Castle continued. "It was pretty amazing. What about your top 5 though? Making detective? Being immortalized in a classic work of detective fiction?" He smirked slightly.

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[info]katebex
2017-08-22 12:23 am UTC (link)
"Well, I think it depends," Kate answered honestly, pausing long enough to raise her drink to her lips and take a sip. Unlike the whiskey from before, this tasted much better. "Making detective is one, marrying you would be another...."

Being accepted to Stanford was one, as was going to study abroad in Kiev for a summer. Her first arrest, her first solved homicide, the day she arrested Bracken....

"My mom's murder isn't a good one, but it changed my whole life so it's got to be there. The day we arrested Bracken was another huge one..." But number five? She wasn't sure. Castle creating Nikki Heat was a big deal, but more so for him than for her, and there were so many other things that were right there in the running....

"I don't know," she sighed, "Maybe the first homicide I solved."

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[info]writeswrongs
2017-08-22 01:07 am UTC (link)
He nodded as she spoke. Somehow she had managed to come up with a lot more than he did, and much more quickly as well.

"There was the first time I wrote a decent story. I was in third grade." That had been pretty neat. It was also when he learned that he liked to perform for an audience.

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[info]katebex
2017-08-24 12:20 am UTC (link)
It was always interesting to hear Castle talk about his childhood, if only because it was so drastically different from the life that she had always known him to lead. "Did you stand up and read it to the whole class and get a standing ovation afterward?" Kate asked, and thought she was teasing him a bit, she was also completely serious. Martha had told her that Castle had been very talented as a child.

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[info]writeswrongs
2017-08-26 06:13 pm UTC (link)
Castle laughed slightly. "I did read it for the class, though I didn't get any standing O. The kids thought it was funny though. Kind of solidified my place as class clown."

He had embraced that role with glee. Better to have other kids laugh at the stuff you did then at who you were.

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[info]katebex
2017-08-26 11:14 pm UTC (link)
Oh, she could picture that well enough. Castle had plenty of his mother in him, with a flair for the dramatic and a certain theatricality to practically everything. Kate was pretty sure that if he had chosen to follow Martha's lead and go after a career on the stage, he would have been very successful with his looks, his charm, and the innate performance style that he could turn on and off almost at will.

"You were a mischevious thing," she said in reply, not really asking a question because she was fairly sure that she was correct with the statement. What Kare knew of Castle's childhood revolved around a boy that struggled with fitting in and finding his confidence, but it also was usually followed up by her husband finding himself in trouble, or causing a bit of it.

Becoming an adult hadn't changed much in that vein, Rick was forever getting himself into situations that she had to bail him out of and she could just imagine what it would be like if he ever had another child that could be roped in. The likelihood of another Alexis was slim. "God help me if we ever have kids," she said, well aware that was a subject that was still a bit dicey given her reservations about it. "I won't stand a chance."

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[info]writeswrongs
2017-08-27 12:49 am UTC (link)
She was absolutely right and he would not dispute that at all. Castle had no problem admitting what he was like as a child - and how glad he was that karma hadn't come back to bite him with Alexis.

He took a long drink of his beer before answering her. "Kate, you would be an amazing mother." He said that with complete and total confidence in her. A kid like him would never get away with anything with her. Honestly, any kid of his probably needed a mother like that.

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[info]katebex
2017-08-27 01:23 am UTC (link)
"I always use to worry about juggling work and being a mom at home," she told him, a little crease forming between her eyebrows as they drew together. "How would I have time for both? Could I do my job as it needed to be done and know that I was putting myself at risk when I had a kid at home..."

Kate have a shrug, swiping her finger through the condensation on her glass. "It always drew me up short because I had lost my mom and knew what that was like and couldn't imagine doing that to my child. But I also couldn't stomach the idea of giving up police work, either. And I took that as a sign that I just wasn't ready for it all."

There had been other reasons, too, but Castle knew them all already.

"But I have realized that doing what I do here, I don't have to be concerned about all that anymore, but for some reason I'm still not ready. And I don't know exactly why."

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[info]writeswrongs
2017-08-27 10:46 pm UTC (link)
Castle nodded seriously, understanding all of her reasons. Honestly, he didn't have to justify it to him. He understood what all of her hang ups about it were.

"This place feels... transient, you know?" he said. "People come and go. It'd be hard to raise a child if one of us could up and leave on any given day."

Part of him thought they should grab their happiness while they still could, but he knew it would be tough to have a baby with one of them absent.

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[info]katebex
2017-08-27 11:10 pm UTC (link)
"It is transient," she replied, heaving a long sigh. "Most of the time, I can ignore that part of it but then I will think about what we are going to be doing in a year, or two, or five and there it is."

Castle hadn't said it out loud exactly, but Kate wasn't usually as tactful about certain things. Chalk it up to her cop training and lack of tolerance for bullshit. "I mean, how do you make plans if you know that one day you might not be here anymore?"

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[info]writeswrongs
2017-08-28 12:23 am UTC (link)
"And yet..." Castle continued, playing devil's advocate, "back home we really never truly know if we're going to see another tomorrow. Obviously we all hope for the best, but things happen."

That didn't stop people from falling in love, getting married, having kids. Loss was an unfortunate part of life everywhere. Why did it seem so much more serious here?

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[info]katebex
2017-08-28 12:34 am UTC (link)
Whatever the stuff in the bowl at her elbow was, Kate suspected it was Fornax's answer to the peanuts that you'd find in a bar on Earth. She wasn't going to eat one and find out what it tasted like, but it didn't stop her from dipping her hand in, picking up one of the kernel sized things, and flicking it across the table at her husband.

She knew what he was doing, tossing the opposite side of the situation at her. "You aren't helping with that kind of talk," she said, even as her lips twitched with the hint of a smile. "But you're right." How many years of her life had she spent working cases about people who had thought they'd have all the time in the world and it was suddenly cut short? How many times had she been put into situations with no promise that she would get another day? She had scars on her body and memories in her mind that would never, ever let her forget the truth of what Castle was saying.

"If we were home, we'd have a kid by now," Kate told him seriously, all too aware that there, much like here, Rick was just waiting on her to tell him she wanted a child. "Even if I had taken a test and it had been negative, I would have wanted to start trying."

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[info]writeswrongs
2017-08-28 10:55 pm UTC (link)
Castle exhaled slowly. "There are still pros and cons, I know. I honestly think we have less of a chance of dying here, though one of us could disappear at any second. If we did have a child here, they'd be brought up on the Enterprise, and we'd discussed the fact that having grass and fresh air would be at a premium for them."

He obviously really wanted a child with Kate, but he also wanted to make sure that they had fully hashed out everything and come to the best decision that they could make.

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[info]katebex
2017-08-28 11:19 pm UTC (link)
"But isn't that the thing?" she asked with a certain level of plaintiveness in her voice. "We could be sitting here five years from now and arguing about the same pros and cons. It's the sort of discussion that doesn't seem to get us anywhere."

Blowing out a frustrated breath, Kate leaned back in her chair, frowning slightly at him from across the table. "Maybe I'm just scared?" She wasn't really sure if she was asking the question hypothetically or not. "Logically, I know that there isn't ever going to be a perfect time. There will always be a reason that we should hold off, living on a spaceship being chief among them, but I also know that if I really wanted it then there wouldn't be much that I'd let get in the way."

Biting down on her bottom lip, her eyebrows drew back together. this time born out of the concentration she was applying to the jumble of thoughts in her head. "So maybe it's not really any of this stuff that's holding me back. Maybe it's just that I'm scared or, somewhere deep down, that I just don't think I'll ever be ready for it."

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[info]writeswrongs
2017-08-29 12:29 am UTC (link)
Castle reached out and took her hand, waiting until she looked up at him before speaking again.

"I love you and I know that you would make an amazing mother, but you have to believe that. I don't want us to have a baby until you're ready because... I wouldn't want you to regret it." He hoped she would never regret any child of theirs, but if she wasn't ready then who knew how she would feel.

"Do you know what it is you're scared of? The whole process or something specific?"

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[info]katebex
2017-08-29 12:53 am UTC (link)
"Rick, no," she said quickly. leaning across to place the hand he wasn't holding against his cheek. "I could never regret having a baby with you."

And on that Kate was certain. Having a baby with Castle would be one of the best experiences of her life. Planning a nursery, picking a name, swapping out nightly feedings and rocking a kid to sleep. They would be in it together, the first kid for her, the first time he had a partner to help carry the load.

"I think it's just.....change," she said, running her thumb along the line of his jaw before Kate dropped her hand back to her lap. "I had been by myself for so long and then it was just you and me. And the idea of being responsible for someone else? For being responsible for them and teaching them how the world works?"

"I could stare down a murder suspect or dangerous criminals and it wouldn't bother me, but raising a kid?" she gave a half-laugh. "Scariest thing in the world, I think."

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[info]writeswrongs
2017-08-30 09:54 pm UTC (link)
That was relieving to hear, though he didn't doubt that her hesitance had nothing to do with him. Change was a scary thing, and he could acknowledge that this would be a huge change for both of them. It wasn't a decision that either of them could make on a whim.

"You don't have to decide this second," Castle said. "Take some time and think about it. We can talk about it again later."

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[info]katebex
2017-08-31 12:46 am UTC (link)
"I know," she said automatically, that line forming between her eyebrows again as they drew together. "But here's the thing, this isn't just about me. It's about us."

And that was maybe the most important point of it all. Castle was essentially waiting on her to be ready, meanwhile he was nearly a decade older than her. In everything else between the two of them, age didn't matter and it wasn't even a subject that they broached most of the time, but what if she waited another five years? She would be 41, Castle would be 51 and that meant that when any child was 18, he would be pushing 70 and Kate would be closing in on 60.

Even with the medical advancements that came with being in the future, getting older was something that couldn't be prevented. She wanted to be able to keep up with her kids, and for Castle to do all the things with them that he had done with Alexis.

"If it were up to you, if you had to decide right now, what would you want to do? Leaving me out of it completely."

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[info]writeswrongs
2017-09-01 10:16 pm UTC (link)
Castle exhaled slowly before answering. "If I'm being honest, Kate, if we never had children... I would be alright with that. I did get my chance to be a dad with Alexis and she was a wonderful kid - an experience that probably won't be repeated because even I'm not that lucky. Do I want to have kids with you? Yes, if that's what you want. Am I going to be devastated if we don't?" Here he shrugged. "Honestly, no. I love you and I'll be happy for our time together."

He did agree that she would have to make her decision soon. He'd rather not be 80 and still chasing a teenager around. Realistically, Castle knew that the burden of a child would fall more upon Kate as the mother. She would have to carry the baby for nine months, breastfeed, etc. It's not that he wouldn't help her in every possible way, but a mother was always so much larger than life to a child as compared to the father. Castle wanted her to be comfortable with and ready for that.

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[info]katebex
2017-09-02 02:07 am UTC (link)
It was odd how a few words could just sum everything up. Knowing that Castle would be alright no matter what - which was really something she already knew - was a relief, but there was also something very definite and determined that had sparked to life somewhere inside of her.

Usually, when talking about having kids, it was a matter of if though, inexplicably, that if was always hand in hand with when. And when was just some hypothetical date that she'd always get around to when the time was right.

And by right, Kate actually meant perfect, which was a paradox all its own.

But that was the thing, wasn't it? When it came down to it all, Kate wanted to have kids with Rick. Better yet, she wanted to see him as a father, letting a baby sleep on his chest, or answering all the questions that little kids tended to have about everything. And even if she was scared to death, she would never consider keeping something from Castle that he wanted.

Blowing out a long breath, Kate lifted her head to meet his eyes, opening her mouth to do something that she so rarely did in life - throwing caution to the wind. "Okay," she said quickly, feeling a little quiver of nerves shoot through her body even when all the pressure and anxiety seemed to lift from her shoulders. "Let's do it, Castle."

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[info]writeswrongs
2017-09-03 10:50 pm UTC (link)
That had really not been what Castle had expected her to say. His anticipation was that after he told her it didn't matter if they had a baby or not, she would determine that she did not actually want one. Instead, he was taken a little bit aback by her answer.

"Really?" he asked. "You're sure? On the ship and everything?"

He just wanted to make damn sure, even though he couldn't hide the smile that was starting to form on his face.

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[info]katebex
2017-09-06 05:16 pm UTC (link)
"Oh, I'm not sure of anything," she said with a half laugh, "Except that I do want kids with you, even if it scares me, and it's not like we can wait forever. I'd prefer you didn't break a hip trying to play in the floor with a toddler." And even if there was a measure of truth to the last part, Kate said it lightly, obviously teasing him.

"The ship is....." she shrugged a bit, "It is what it is. There doesn't seem to be a chance to leave long term or I think we'd have already been offered it, so it's just making the best of the situation."

"But yeah, regardless of all that, I think we should do this," Kate added, leaning over the table to press a quick kiss against his map.

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