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Tweak says, "smack that!"

skye still believes in good (shakenup) wrote in timestreamic,
@ 2016-09-28 10:34:00

Entry tags:

grant ward, leo fitz, matt murdock / daredevil (mcu), phil coulson, skye / daisy johnson

[ Ward ]

Grant I know you can see this. Please come back so we can talk. I love you, don't shut me out. Please just talk to me.

[ Matt ][sent as a voice message]

He ran off after we woke up and I tried to talk to him. I'm worried he's going to get himself into trouble. I don't know what to do.

[ Coulson ]

He ran away. I'm scared for him, Coulson. I don't know what to do.

[ Fitz ]

Ward isn't with you, is he?

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	Skye notanazi 2016-09-28 06:00 pm UTC (link)
	I don't. You'll all say he... I don't want to talk about any of that. And I don't know how much. Some. I'm safe. And Paris, it won't happen again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ward shakenup 2016-09-28 06:02 pm UTC (link)
	I just said I wouldn't talk about it. That's too vague, Grant. Okay but what about me? I don't like not being there for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Skye notanazi 2016-09-28 06:05 pm UTC (link)
	Vague is all I got right now baby. I'm sorry. I know. But you have Matt, and Coulson and Fitz. I need that to be enough for you for right now. Okay? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ward shakenup 2016-09-28 06:07 pm UTC (link)
	Don't do this, please. But I want you. I love you. No, it's not okay. I'm sorry but it's not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Skye notanazi 2016-09-28 06:11 pm UTC (link)
	Skye... Stop. Please. Just for a while. Just let me have time (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ward shakenup 2016-09-28 06:13 pm UTC (link)
	I said don't shut me out and that's exactly what you're doing, ~~again~~. What's so wrong with me wanting to be by my boyfriend's side right now? I want to be there for you. Why won't you let me just be there for you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Skye notanazi 2016-09-28 06:17 pm UTC (link)
	~~It's not personal..I...no~~ I love you. Just, can't that be enough for a while. I'm not gonna hurt myself. I'm not gonna do anything like that. I just can't deal with people right now. I'm safe where I am. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ward shakenup 2016-09-28 06:21 pm UTC (link)
	And I love you. It is enough but you ran off and then you ignored me for the better part of eight hours. Do you have any idea how that made me feel? I mean this isn't about me but I was going out of my mind. I'm not just people though. I'm your girlfriend. I want to see you, I won't say a word. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Skye notanazi 2016-09-28 06:26 pm UTC (link)
	I'm sorry. I worried you and I'm sorry. I can't. Not yet. It'll be you I'll find first, and we will talk and I will make this up to you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ward shakenup 2016-09-28 06:28 pm UTC (link)
	Don't be sorry, just come back to me. Okay, take the time you need, just don't take too long. The bed is too big without you in it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Skye notanazi 2016-09-28 06:36 pm UTC (link)
	Thank you. And I will come back to you. You're my world, I just need a little time. And please don't talk about what...about that dream. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ward shakenup 2016-09-28 06:39 pm UTC (link)
	I love you, Grant. I love you a lot, don't forget that. Please don't be gone long. People are gonna ask me about it, you know they will. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Skye notanazi 2016-09-28 06:45 pm UTC (link)
	He saved me. That's what that was. But I looked...I was weak. And lost. I'd still be there if not for John. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ward shakenup 2016-09-28 06:48 pm UTC (link)
	Grant, you didn't look weak. You looked like a young man with no options who took what was offered by someone ~~who only had their own best interests at heart~~. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Skye

notanazi
2016-09-28 06:53 pm UTC (link)

I was there.

I know how I felt and he saved me, you heard him, my family were coming at me guns blazing. You can't deny that.

They were hard lessons but he never said they'd be otherwise.

I just can't have people tell me it was, whatever. He had his issues but he was good to me. More of a father than my biological one ever could have been.

So time, till it calms down

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Ward

shakenup
2016-09-28 06:58 pm UTC (link)

I'm not talking about this over here. And you said you didn't want to talk. So we're not going to talk about it.

You know this isn't going to calm down. As soon as you come back people are going to ask you about it. And then what? Are you going to run away from me again? Because that's what it felt like when you ran out this morning. I ran after you and you just...you left me.

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	Skye notanazi 2016-09-28 07:06 pm UTC (link)
	I won't run. I just needed to get out. I think better on my own sometimes. It's...there's a calm to it. People will ask, they'll think what they want. I need time enough that it won't bother me. I just wish you believed it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Ward

shakenup
2016-09-28 07:20 pm UTC (link)

You did run though. You ran and... you didn't let me know you were alright. You just ran away from me. You ran away and I didn't know where you were or if you were ever going to talk to me again.

I believe you, I do. I just... what about me? I don't like being away from you when I don't have to be because I know at any moment TARA could choose to send either one of us away and if that happens I could lose you forever.

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	Skye notanazi 2016-09-28 07:32 pm UTC (link)
	I know. I did, and I didn't think what it would do to you. I just, I didn't think. This place is all we have, our only chance for... I'll come back soon. Okay. Just give me a little more time and I'll come back to you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ward shakenup 2016-09-28 07:36 pm UTC (link)
	No, you didn't think about that. You know my biggest fears and you just... Can I not come to where you are? Just me, no one else? I mean you don't even have any clothes, just what you slept in. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Ward notanazi 2016-09-29 02:13 am UTC (link)
	Right now this isn't about... I can't. I have clothes. I have enough to last. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ward shakenup 2016-09-29 07:34 am UTC (link)
	Right, isn't about me. I know that but you need to know what it did to me, you running out like that. How? You ran out in what you slept in. And what do you mean you can't? You can't what, see me? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Skye notanazi 2016-09-29 07:50 am UTC (link)
	That's not how I meant that to sound. I stole them. It's fine. And of course I want to see you. I'm just not ready right now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ward shakenup 2016-09-29 02:15 pm UTC (link)
	Well that's how it came across. So you're shutting me out? Because... because of reasons you can't explain? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Skye notanazi 2016-09-29 03:58 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. I... God, you're way too good for me. I don't know why you love me. At all. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)