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Ben Skywalker (alotlessdashing) wrote in timestreamic,
@ 2016-09-26 15:25:00

Entry tags:

!journal post, anakin solo, ben skywalker, leo fitz, padme amidala

~~I wish I was surprised.~~ If anyone was awaiting any negative commentary regarding last night's dream, you'll find yourselves disappointed.

FILTERED TO KYLO REN

You'll probably not even bother to answer this, but I'm sorry it had to come to that.

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	Ben+Anakin jedidestiny 2016-09-26 10:10 am UTC (link)
	I feel like our family is our own worst enemies. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Ben+Anakin alotlessdashing 2016-09-26 10:13 am UTC (link)
	Say that again, and it might come true. What the kriff, Anakin. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ben+Anakin jedidestiny 2016-09-26 10:25 am UTC (link)
	Considering the month I've had, I feel like it already has. Are you kriffing me or the surround sound dream scenario we were all invited to? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Ben+Anakin alotlessdashing 2016-09-26 10:29 am UTC (link)
	Is this what it's going to be like? Our side, their side, no matter how convoluted it gets when family's involved? Both. Or just the dream. I don't know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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jedidestiny
2016-09-26 01:54 pm UTC (link)

Darkness isn't something you can develop an immunity to exactly. It's always a choice, and it's inevitable probably that some of us will make the wrong ones, even if they're for the right reasons.

I don't either. I'm mostly glad Dad left before that happened. And to be honest, I can only deal with one brother gone dark side at the moment. And I'm still not sure how you get to the point where killing family feels like a viable option.

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	Ben+Anakin alotlessdashing 2016-09-26 02:22 pm UTC (link)
	Love. Come to think of it, it might be one of the more sound reasons. Perhaps also as a show of loyalty towards someone or someones. I [...] have seen people do it for that. But Padme's already asking me questions that I don't know the answer to, and I definitely wouldn't hold out hope that he'll talk to me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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jedidestiny
2016-09-26 03:52 pm UTC (link)

It's probably the only reason that is worth something. Even if it's not worth much to the people harmed by the decision making.

I suppose my question then is why would you assume that someone who asks you to kill for them deserves your loyalty? Sometimes I think I'm so far from beginning to understand that I'm not helpful.

He doesn't really have anyone here except that Imperial.

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alotlessdashing
2016-09-26 04:15 pm UTC (link)

Yeah. There's that.

You know Gejjen, correct? He turned out to be responsible for an assassination attempt on Tenel Ka. He, in turn, was assassinated. Guess whose order it was, and guess who killed him. [...] I guess what I'm saying is that sometimes, you don't get the luxury of questioning anything.

For better or worse, I guess he is family. But it needs to come from both sides, and if he wants to stay on his side of [...] whatever this is, who am I to drag him out of it?

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	jeditraitor 2016-09-26 10:49 am UTC (link)
	I expected it actually (Reply to this) (Thread)

	alotlessdashing 2016-09-26 10:51 am UTC (link)
	My lack of commentary, or something else? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jeditraitor 2016-09-26 10:53 am UTC (link)
	I expected commentary. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	alotlessdashing 2016-09-26 10:54 am UTC (link)
	It isn't any of my personal business, Jacen. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jeditraitor 2016-09-26 10:57 am UTC (link)
	No, not really. Still. I'm impressed (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	alotlessdashing 2016-09-26 10:58 am UTC (link)
	Really? Well, if only I'd been six years old right now, when your opinion of me still mattered. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jeditraitor 2016-09-26 11:00 am UTC (link)
	...fair enough. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	Ben secretwife 2016-09-26 12:08 pm UTC (link)
	Can you explain to me exactly what that was all about? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Padme alotlessdashing 2016-09-26 12:10 pm UTC (link)
	The details? Not really. I'm afraid that Kylo hasn't spoken to me. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	sciencebiatch 2016-09-28 11:39 am UTC (link)
	I....didn't actually know that happened. Are you guys alright? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	alotlessdashing 2016-09-28 03:12 pm UTC (link)
	Certainly we are. Why wouldn't we be? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sciencebiatch 2016-09-28 06:38 pm UTC (link)
	Umm, watching someone you care about killed? I mean, sure it wasn't your Han. But, it also was. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	alotlessdashing 2016-09-28 06:43 pm UTC (link)
	It's not my place to turn my namesake's actions into a public debate. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	sciencebiatch 2016-09-29 08:24 am UTC (link)
	Bloody hell, Ben. I didn't ask for an opinion, or a debate. Just, if you were alright. Most sane people would've been affected. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	alotlessdashing 2016-09-29 08:31 am UTC (link)
	I'd only repeat myself, and you'd still not believe me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	jeditraitor 2016-09-29 02:09 pm UTC (link)
	He was being nice Ben. ...why the kriff am I the one pointing this out? I (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	jeditraitor 2016-09-30 09:51 am UTC (link)
	I apologise for my cousin. Mostly because I'm being the sensitive one and it's been at least ten years since that's had occasion to happen (Reply to this) (Parent)