Jonathan Reznick-Quinn (rezidentsk8er) wrote in tiberiusswann, @ 2011-06-05 20:32:00 |
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Entry tags: | lil adam, rez |
Friday - December 5th, 2008
who: adam and rez
when: afternoon
where: adam's dorm
what: rez wants answers
note: aim scene
rezidentsk8er (8:37:32 PM): *lets himself into adam's room without knocking* So.. you gonna tell me what the fuck happened or do I gotta play hardass with you?
liontameradam (8:38:34 PM): *looks up from paper honestly confused* Um. . . Door number 3?
rezidentsk8er (8:43:33 PM): *gives him a look and then sighs* I heard you got into it with that girl you went out with then disappeared for a while and... *flops down on the bed* What happened?
liontameradam (8:45:28 PM): *looks down obviously ashamed* I. . . Ari started to say shit about Dad. . . Then he told Cassidy and she came over and I didn't want to be around anyone and she wouldn't leave, so I got up to leave and she followed me and I kept telling her to leave me alone and she didn't, so. . . I got mad and pushed her.
rezidentsk8er (8:47:54 PM): *listens to him explain and then exhales a soft sigh* Oh. *quiet a moment* What did he... say about your dad? Do you wanna talk about that?
liontameradam (8:48:48 PM): *bites lip* He said he was molesting me and I got upset and left and he went and told Cassidy. He probably told other people, but I don't know.
rezidentsk8er (8:50:45 PM): Was he? I mean.. I... *exhales a breath* Adam, did he? You can tell me if he did.
liontameradam (8:52:21 PM): *shakes head* He never touched me like that. He'd. . . He just beat me up a lot.
rezidentsk8er (8:54:42 PM): Well that ain't much better but... If he did the other, you could tell me. Or you should tell somebody. That's.. I mean being... *exhales a sigh trying to find the words* Being victimized sexually is never a good feeling. And neither is getting hit so... *scrubs at his face with his hand* You know it wasn't right to push her though, right?
liontameradam (8:57:34 PM): *sits there quietly, looking at the floor* Yeah.
rezidentsk8er (8:59:21 PM): Co'mere... *moves to give him a tight hug* I understand. I get it. You get so pissed off sometimes and nobody really gets it and you can't make them understand and.. When people push, it's the worse but... You know it can't happen again, right? And you should prolly apologize, try to make it right.
liontameradam (9:01:31 PM): *hugs him back* I don't wanna be here anymore.
rezidentsk8er (9:03:37 PM): I know. I know, but you need to be. You gotta.. get a handle on all of this, Adam. You been through a lot and in a short period of time and.. the best people to help you with all this are right here, understand?
liontameradam (9:28:02 PM): Yeah, I guess. *chews on the inside of his cheek* I beat up Ari. . .
rezidentsk8er (9:28:30 PM): *resists the urge to chew him out* Did it make you feel better?
liontameradam (9:28:43 PM): Yeah. . . I broke his nose and gave him two black eyes.
rezidentsk8er (9:29:20 PM): You know you could get kicked out for that, right? If he tells or if someone else does. And then what happens, Adam?
liontameradam (9:29:42 PM): I don't know. *shrugs*
rezidentsk8er (9:30:29 PM): Do me a favor, man. Think about that shit next time. The last thing we need is for your folks to figure out where we are, ya know?
liontameradam (9:32:41 PM): Yeah. *chews on his lip* I feel like Dad. . . I. . . Everything he says pisses me off and I. . . I just went at him like Dad did to me. I don't wanna be Dad. . .
rezidentsk8er (9:33:54 PM): You ain't your dad, kid. You... That kid stepped out of line. I woulda done the same damn thing. It don't mean you're like him, it just means that.. we gotta start thinkin' before we act, ya know?
liontameradam (9:34:31 PM): Yeah. *nods*
rezidentsk8er (9:36:59 PM): When you're like us... shit like that is harder to control. I mean we got this.. *frowns, trying to figure out how to word it* We just got this beast inside us, ya know? And sometimes the instincts that come with that can be damn hard to control. So we gotta work harder, we gotta fight it, and it ain't easy, but that don't make us bad people, not even when we fuck up and let those instincts drive us.
liontameradam (9:42:43 PM): I went down to the tunnels for a bit after I got into it with Cassidy. My sponsor came down there too. Malakai Hardy. Think I found my new hang out for when I wanna be alone at least. Go down there and just run.
rezidentsk8er (9:44:51 PM): Well you know I'm around, right? If you ever need to just talk about anything, don't matter what it is, I'll listen. I just... *exhales a breath* I know how hard at least part of the shit you're dealin with is and... I just want you to make it through it as unscathed as you can, I guess.
liontameradam (9:47:03 PM): You weren't around though. I went by your dorm and you weren't there. That's why I went to the tunnels. I figured it was better than going off on someone else if I went around other people.
rezidentsk8er (9:47:47 PM): Yeah. Yeah, good call. I mean there's nothing wrong with takin' some alone time every now and then. *shrugs slightly* I know I do it enough.
liontameradam (8:39:51 PM): Yeah. I just like it a bit more now. Everything's been really hectic lately and I don't like it. I just want it to slow down.
rezidentsk8er (8:43:56 PM): I get it. Shit gets... crazy sometimes. I know. Sometimes you gotta just.. take some time to get back in your own head and shit. *pauses for a moment* At least winter break is up soon. Maybe we can go somewhere for part of it or somethin'.
liontameradam (8:44:51 PM): Could we? *looks up curiously* Like where? I don't think we could get anywhere since I need an ID to fly and they're probably looking for me or something, right?
rezidentsk8er (8:45:56 PM): We can drive. I got a car. 'Sides, we can always fake an ID for ya. *shrugs slightly* Maybe we could go up North, do some snowboarding or some shit like that.
liontameradam (8:46:48 PM): Dude, that'd be cool. *perks up a bit more with a hint of a smile*
rezidentsk8er (8:47:35 PM): Yeah? *grins* A'ight. We'll go do that. But.. no more beating anybody up or shoving any girls, okay?
liontameradam (8:47:58 PM): Kay. I can do that. . . At least try really hard. *smiles sheepishly*
rezidentsk8er (8:57:51 PM): Okay. *reaches over to mess up his hair* Try hard. And take deep breaths when the bullshit hits. You'll make it.
liontameradam (8:58:44 PM): Okay. *nods* Maybe get through to some trip or something. Goals and shit like that.
rezidentsk8er (9:19:14 PM): And I still want you to start seein' someone, a doctor or whatever. To talk through some things, okay? As soon as break is over. I'll let you wait till then, if you want.
liontameradam (9:41:36 PM): *sighs, but nods* Fine. . . It doesn't have to be Riley does it?
rezidentsk8er (9:43:43 PM): No. No of course not. It'd be better if it wasn't. We'll... see who we can find. If we gotta go off campus, we can, I guess. Whatever you're comfortable with.
liontameradam (9:44:49 PM): I like him, it's just. . . He's too big. *scrunches up his face* Like. . . He kinda. . . Not creeps me out, but makes me nervouse cause he's kinda big.
rezidentsk8er (9:46:53 PM): *laughs* Uh... Okay. I'm not... Well that's weird but fine.
liontameradam (9:47:27 PM): *quietly* He's about the same size as Dad. . .
rezidentsk8er (9:48:56 PM): Oooohh. Okay. That.. makes more sense. *quiet a moment* Riley wouldn't never hurt you though. I mean it's cool that you're.. wary but... I just want you to know that.
liontameradam (8:58:42 PM): *nods* Okay. . . It's just more out of habit than anything. I mean, like. . . Gut reaction.
rezidentsk8er (9:02:17 PM): I get it. *nods and then ruffles his hair again* We'll find the right person. Cool? After break, we'll take care of that and then we'll really buckle down to find a place of our own.
liontameradam (9:11:26 PM): Cool. *grins and swats at Rez's hand playfully, grabbing it and trying to bend his thumb backwards in an attempt to wrestle him down* Really buckle down? Like REALLY buckle down, Uncle Jon?
rezidentsk8er (9:12:32 PM): *laughs, trying to get his hand out of the way before proceeding to thumb wrestle him instead* Yes, buckle DOWN! Hardcore.
liontameradam (9:13:15 PM): Hardcore bitch! *laughs using both hands to try and pin the older man's thumb*
rezidentsk8er (9:13:56 PM): Hey! That's cheating! *uses his hand to try to keep the other hand out of the way before resorting to poking Adam in the side*
liontameradam (9:14:57 PM): *cries out before letting out a war cry and taking his uncle down to the bed trying to wrestle him*
rezidentsk8er (9:15:44 PM): AHH!! Be careful of the family jewels! I may still have use for those!! *laughing and wrestling back, careful not to get too rough because he doesn't want to bring back any bad memories*
liontameradam (9:17:50 PM): You might? With what? Butt babies?" *laughs rolling around a bit before leg wrestling*
rezidentsk8er (9:19:12 PM): Hey now!! I.. er... It could happen!!! *wrestles him down and sits on his chest, raising arms up in a V* I win!
liontameradam (9:19:44 PM): Only because you're fatter!
rezidentsk8er (9:20:09 PM): I'm not fat, I'm fluffy. *pouts*
liontameradam (9:20:26 PM): Your hair is! *laughs like it's an actual insult*
rezidentsk8er (9:21:04 PM): And where you think you got your fro from? *roughs up his hair again, laughing as he rolls off of him and onto the bed, exhaling a breath* That shit wore me out. I'm gettin' fuckin' old.
liontameradam (9:21:25 PM): You ARE old Uncle Jon. You're like . . . 25.
rezidentsk8er (9:22:23 PM): *scowls at him* Not too old to take you out, fool. Better check yo' self. *grins*
liontameradam (9:48:12 PM): *rolls his eyes at him* You're so weird.
rezidentsk8er (9:48:52 PM): Speaking of weird... *stands up and stretches* I gotta go visit my bff in the nut house so... Catch you later?
liontameradam (9:49:20 PM): *looks at weird* Sure dude, don't let them catch you licking the wall though, they might keep ya.
rezidentsk8er (9:49:54 PM): Hey! *quirks a brow seriously* What they don't know won't hurt them. And they shouldn't make it taste good if they don't want it licked.
liontameradam (9:50:22 PM): They probably spray it with something just to hook ya. *snickers*
rezidentsk8er (9:50:56 PM): *grins* Prolly... *short pause* Stay outta trouble, kid.
liontameradam (9:51:10 PM): *sighs, but nods* Okay, will do.
rezidentsk8er (9:51:35 PM): See you on the flip side! *throws up the metal horns then takes his leave*
liontameradam (9:51:50 PM): *stares after before shaking his head and going back to his paper*