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Haymitch Abernathy ([info]drownmysorrows) wrote in [info]thereincarnates,
@ 2014-01-20 01:28:00

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Entry tags:!plot week, christian shipton, jessica williamson, ryder wilkinson, tomáš davydov

Who. Tomáš Davydov and open.
What. Sarajevo slash the Arena.
Where. DREAM WORLD.
When. First day.
Warnings. High for lots of stuff.


He'd been here before, every night since. But he still stood there, mute, deaf and paralyzed as the shattered glass and broken stone of the bombed building fell down on him like a hard rain born of war. Somewhere deep inside his brain was a little voice that told him that even if he couldn't hear it, the air was thick with the cries of the shocked and wounded, his sister's among them. And as he'd done every night since, the proverbial little angel and devil on opposite shoulders whispered in his ear.

'{I can't do it}' Because he'd tried so many times. And because of it, his dreams had been about himself being blown into pieces, digging through the rubble until his fingers were bloody little stumps and his lungs were full of dust. He'd been buried alive, he'd been shot point blank, but not once had he found his little sister.

{but maybe this time-} Hope. That little fucker didn't know when to quit. While hope could kiss his pretty little ass, it won him over every single time. And again and again, it would make him dig through the rubble until his fingers bled, except something was different tonight. He'd never heard anything before - the explosion had taken care of that and yet, he swore he could hear something permeate the silence.



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[info]shinyisfalse
2014-01-20 06:02 am UTC (link)
This was wrong. This was so very, very wrong, and Ryder wasn't entirely sure what was going on. It just felt like he really wasn't supposed to be here, as he walked through the rubble, hearing the crying and yelling. He'd been sitting in the office, the one he remembered from his childhood, waiting for his name to be called, when the sound of the crying had made him take notice. He'd gotten out of his chair, following the sounds instead of walking through the door he was supposed to go through.

Jesus, where was he? It made him flash back-- no, it wasn't him doing that, it wasn't him. It wasn't him. It's like this place becomes that place. There's too much death around here. Too much of it, and it was all very confusing. Who could figure anything out in here?

Ryder saw someone digging through the rubble, and ran over. "Let me help." He got down on his knees, grabbing pieces of rock and moving them out of the way. No questions asked on this one.

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[info]drownmysorrows
2014-01-20 09:44 pm UTC (link)
His ears still ringing, only Ryder's words went unheard. The shock of having someone else here, digging through rubble and actually helping him, the shock of being faced with a full mane of blond hair that he could only register as Peeta's for the moment - was much harder to ignore. "Pe-" No. No. It's Ryder now. Ryder. Ryder - Wilkinson? Yes, that sounded about right. "What the hell are you doing here?" And - and Ryder had no business being here.

"Is this real?" But he winced. Such a poor choice of words for this one. "You can't be here." He rose from the rubble, his sister forgotten and the sound of gunfire nearing. "We need to run."

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[info]nooneleft
2014-01-21 03:08 am UTC (link)
"Really? Is this real?" The sudden appearance of Jess standing over them became apparent, with hands on her hips and smirking her usual smirk while rolling her eyes. "You're both brainless."

She seemed completely unaware that it was a little strange, them all being here together in this unlikely scenario. Maybe she was just too used to gunfire, or maybe she was under the assumption that they were on some battlefield fighting the Resistance. Problem was, she couldn't remember how she'd gotten there in the first place. Hadn't she just been at the club?

She had been, she was asleep there now.

"Who the hell is shooting at us? We shouldn't run, we should shoot back!" Ever the fighter, she and Johanna weren't wired to run away from a fight. Unless there was water involved. "Now where the hell are the weapons??"

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[info]creptuponme
2014-01-21 04:44 am UTC (link)
Well this was new. Christian didn't usually have dreams about war like this. Normally his hellish nightmares revolved around the arena, or a more futuristic war--or, if he was really feeling masochistic, gigantic hissing lizards. Those were the good ones. This? This was out of his normal realm, and over the sound of gunfire and explosions, he could hear familiar voices.

"I swear to god, trouble always follows you guys," He spoke sarcastically as he moved closer to the group, stepping over what he assumed were dead bodies. It was pretty bad when you started getting used to seeing those; his nose wrinkled only slightly at the sight before he returned his gaze to the three familiar faces.

Inside he was itching for his rope, his fingers twitching anxiously against his outer thigh the only hint of any nerves. The grin plastered on his face created a mask that tried to prove the contrary instead; Christian was cool and calm, nothing to see here, no victor about to break down over war.

"Probably with all of the people who did the smart thing and ran," He answered Jess, stooping down next to Ryder to check nonchalantly for any signs of an impending breakdown. "Long time no see, Bread Boy."

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[info]shinyisfalse
2014-01-21 05:01 am UTC (link)
Is this real? Is this real. That stupid phrase made Ryder always feel less in control of himself, because it made Peeta feel more in control. Like there wasn't enough to worry about in this place, now everyone was concerned about him freaking out.

Maybe he was freaking out a little, but he kept looking down at his hands. Had to control this, there was gunfire, and they had to run. Fight. Whatever they had to do, it wouldn't work if he was cracking up.

He glanced over, giving Christian a shaky smile. "Is it the wrong time to see if you have any sugar cubes?" The sound of crackling gunfire got louder, and he went to stand back up. His hands clenched into fists and then straightened out. Thank god Lana wasn't here right now.

"I don't know what's there, but we should run. Now. Right now." Ryder looked to Tomáš. Now?

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[info]drownmysorrows
2014-01-21 06:09 pm UTC (link)
He didn't even bother to listen to whatever his little band of merry Hunger Games survivors and reincarnates were talking about - because, because, because they were morons. "Jebote ti pričaš kocke šećera!" he yelled out in Bosnian, pointing at Finnick. Sugar cubes? That's what they were going to talk about in an active war zone? In his war zone? In an event that had happened during his youth? And what the hell had he been drinking? Wasn't vodka.

Wine was the drink that gave you nightmares like this, which was all good and well, but they were usually a whole lot more compliant in his dreams - as opposed to their real selves. Not so much now. A man could dream, but it was obvious now that he was going crazy, that was it. Crazy, crazy, crazy. He could kiss that promotion goodbye. Yup. "But this is my-" But surrounded by the rubble of Sarajevo, his standard American accent fell away and made way for something much thicker. "Dream."

But he grudgingly drew a deep breath and looked at both sides of the street, deciding that it probably didn't matter which way they went. They'd still have to go through the Sniper's Alley.

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[info]nooneleft
2014-01-23 05:11 am UTC (link)
Jess turned at the sound of more gun shots, ignoring Christian and Ryder for the moment in favor of Thomas's belligerent shouting. All jokes aside, why did this all feel so real? And why the hell were all of them in her dream? Was this even her dream? She wasn't so sure considering the unfamiliar surroundings, but that was just crazy. This wasn't some stupid Christopher Nolan movie, people didn't dream hop.

Unless you were a reincarnate with those kinds of powers, but none of them were! So what the hell was going on? She was going to ask just that, or at least reinforce the notion of moving to a safer location. That was when she saw it. The one thing she or Johanna Mason could absolutely not handle, and it wasn't death.

Water.

Seemingly out of nowhere, huge waves of it were rushing towards them from all sides, from every side street, and instead of running Jess immediately crumbled. Her legs shook uncontrollably before dropping to her knees, burying her hands in her hair and covering her ears as if to block it all out. All the while repeating - "NO-NO-NO-NO-NO!"

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[info]creptuponme
2014-01-23 05:56 am UTC (link)
Christian wanted to point out to Ryder that there was never a bad time for sugar cube discussion, but it was hard to with present company yelling in another language. Which made absolutely no sense whatsoever. If this was his dream, how was his subconscious speaking a language he didn't know? Normally when he tried to produce foreign languages in his brain during dreams it came out sounding like speech from the Sims. This was definitely an actual language.

"You know none of us can understand you when you stop speaking English, right?" He asked, already pulling himself to his feet. He was getting antsy for a weapon, something he'd been trained to do from hours of rambling on Finnick's part and his own unfortunate experiences. He squinted at the dream claim; things were making less sense the more they all talked. He was starting to think his friends weren't in his imagination.

And then he heard the rushing water. It didn't take much more to prompt his fast-paced reaction; Christian rushed forward and hooked his arms under Jess's and jerked her up enough that he could pull her onto his back. He tried to ignore the familiarity of the move, or the way Jess's image kept morphing with Mags in his mind. He needed to focus, as hard as that was. Water was descending upon them and there were still guns going off. This was far from a safe space.

"Run! GO GO GO!" He shouted behind him and took off. Having Jess on his back slowed him down considerably but he was determined not to leave her behind.

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[info]shinyisfalse
2014-01-25 05:19 am UTC (link)
Before Peeta, Ryder had never remembered any of his dreams. Oh, of course he remembered the feelings from it. Waking up terrified, or sad, or happy. He could remember that much from it. But this was something that he wasn't even sure what to make of it. He knew this wasn't his dream. Maybe he was the only one who really understood that. He didn't know how it wasn't, but it was.

Which meant that as soon as he accepted that it wasn't a real Ryder thing, but a real other persons thing, then he could do this. Stop questioning things and do something.

He saw Jess fall, Christian pick her up, and he looked at Tomáš before he started running. "Let's go! Run!" It was when he saw that he was passing everyone by that he knew this might not work. He slowed when he got to a building that had the road split up into two alleys.

"Left or right!?" He yelled behind him, the sound of water getting stronger as he played make-shift leader. "Going left!"

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