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Remus is still fighting it (fallingshort) wrote in thequest,
@ 2019-06-22 09:48:00

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!: journal, !: text, c: fabian prewett, c: florinda mcgonagall, c: gideon prewett, c: lily evans, c: remus lupin, c: sirius black

28 June: Friday night research
[WARD TO PREWETT TWINS ]
What do you two know about Dark Marks? The tattoo variety rather than the ominous one in the sky. And how it may or may not work with or against the Order Pact?
[/WARD TO PREWETT TWINS]

[WARD TO LILY EVANS]
Lily.

I really don’t mean to be dramatic, but the world hates, me doesn’t it? This is punishment for actually being happy. I am also still switching between wanting to rattle him and wanting to wrap him up and never let anything touch him.

This is also a very solemn question: am I a bad friend? Specifically have I been a bad friend to Peter?
[/WARD TO LILY]

[WARD TO FLORRIE]
As a general inquiry, what do you know about trauma? Mental rather than purely physical. What sort of treatment options are out there?
[/WARD TO FLORRIE]

[TEXT TO SIRIUS]
Peter is at the flat. Let’s try not to kill him. Please.
[/TEXT TO SIRIUS]

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	Gid disobedient 2019-06-24 03:46 am UTC (link)
	Are you reading what I'm reading and thinking about exactly how fucked we are? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Fab + Gid disobliged 2019-06-24 04:30 am UTC (link)
	Mostly I'm thinking about how fucked we've been and wondering how long we've been fucked in this particular war, but yeah. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Fab + Gid disobedient 2019-06-24 04:34 am UTC (link)
	I think we can do the arithmancy on this one and say since the autumn. Just so you know if he sold out Molly and her children I will lose my temper. I don't get to say that I won't be responsible because I know I always am, but we both know it's bad when I lose my temper. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Fab + Gid disobliged 2019-06-24 05:02 am UTC (link)
	That would be a very bad thing. And it would conceivably taint anything they've done to protect the children. Are you thinking about Mad-Eye's lectures on secrecy and security when we first joined? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Fab + Gid

disobedient
2019-06-24 05:09 am UTC (link)

I heard those lectures a long time before I was admitted into the Order.

This is the thing: you cannot truly trust a Death Eater. You can care very deeply about one but you cannot trust him. I never forget that. I know people think I do but I never let myself forget it.

I mean, really, he calls himself "the one who flies from death" so what do you think he's going to do when it comes to death or his minion? And if there are holes in the Order oath [...] then the dominating oath is going to be the one he took to You Know Who. And I'm not sure the other three are going to be willing to deal with that truth.

On the other hand, maybe we can use this to feed information back to them that'll short-circuit the lot.

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	Re: Fab + Gid disobliged 2019-06-24 05:23 pm UTC (link)
	Or even just a way to identify who has one. Merlin, just let it be known that we're working on that and they'll attack immediately or flee the country... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Fab + Gid disobedient 2019-06-24 08:09 pm UTC (link)
	I can do that. When and how do we tell Moody and Frank and Alice? It's not like we can sit on this. Not to mention the Headmistress. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: Fab + Gid

disobliged
2019-06-24 08:18 pm UTC (link)

We don't want to put Remus at Risk, which means both waiting and spreading the info need to be carefully considered. And not just Remus, of course.

Let's let him talk some more and see what he says. We should suggest that he goes to the Order with it if he doesn't suggest it first.

It's possible that he's also compromised, seeing as how he's had a Death Eater in his business for some time.

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	Fab + Gid disobedient 2019-06-24 08:25 pm UTC (link)
	Yes. Well, after I just lectured Remus on not getting your oaths crossed, I'm not letting mine get crossed if I find something out that really does need to go in McGonagall's hands, or Moody's. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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