Kurt Hummel | Glee (hippobrooch) wrote in thedoorway, @ 2013-11-12 00:18:00 |
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Entry tags: | !network post, kurt hummel, rachel berry, santana lopez |
After a little introspection and soul searching, I think that this place, as horrible as it can be sometimes, does open up an unique doorway, allowing you to intermingle with people you ordinarily would never have met, if that's what you choose. And that's just one of the many possibilities that exist beyond the scope of our original home worlds.
Do I feel like I've completely veered off track? Yeah, of course I have. There's no going home here, no crawling back to what's comfortable. It feels like you're on your own, while technically you've always been just that. And coming here for me, felt like losing part of my identity as Kurt Hummel while also being confronted with how quickly my televised self gets into stereotypes. It's astounding, sobering. Depressing. Alienating.
And it's strange, being here for a while. The people from back home, they get stranger and stranger the longer they stay away and the longer you're here.
I'm trying to figure why that is.
I'm auditioning for a musical tomorrow, fingers crossed for me, please?