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Tweak says, "Immortals all, the Holy Five"

Ren Waugh-Solo (behindthemask) wrote in thedisplaced,
@ 2017-05-01 11:26:00

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!network post, anakin skywalker, cassian andor, eliot waugh, kylo ren / ben solo, padme amidala, rey (cl)

(011) Kylo Ren
You have got to be kriffing kidding me.

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Dramalords

balancetheforce
2017-05-02 05:09 am UTC (link)

I believe that the Jedi were deeply mistaken, and they ignored their fact that they were themselves attached to the Order and the Code and the Republic. I always felt like a hypocrite trying to teach my padawan not to have attachments knowing that I have plenty and would not easily give them up. My attachments to people give my life meaning.

But they can also bring pain. Is that why Snoke deemed it weakness?

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Dramalords

behindthemask
2017-05-02 06:28 am UTC (link)

Possibly. ~~He thought they were your weakness~~ I don't know exactly. He always cautioned against them, said they could destroy my chance to restore the galaxy to greatness.

I thought if I rid myself of ones that it would help make me stronger, but I don't think it worked, exactly, and... I just wondered.

I don't have many. I try to avoid them. And I've never been good with people so that makes it easier. But I guess there are still ones that I have.

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	Dramalords balancetheforce 2017-05-03 01:51 am UTC (link)
	Maybe he thought they could distract you. Or be used to manipulate you ~~like Palpat~~ How did you "rid yourself" of them? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dramalords behindthemask 2017-05-03 04:02 am UTC (link)
	Probably the distraction thing. Well mostly I left. I mean. More or less anyway. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dramalords balancetheforce 2017-05-04 02:25 am UTC (link)
	Like your parents? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dramalords behindthemask 2017-05-04 02:29 am UTC (link)
	Mostly. Yes. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dramalords balancetheforce 2017-05-04 02:30 am UTC (link)
	Mostly? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dramalords behindthemask 2017-05-04 02:35 am UTC (link)
	No, Not mostly. With my parents I just left. ~~and I wasn't attached to Luke~~ And there wasn't anyone else. ~~Hux~~ Everyone else has been just allies or relationships of necessity. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dramalords balancetheforce 2017-05-04 02:41 am UTC (link)
	Did you ever miss them? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dramalords behindthemask 2017-05-04 02:49 am UTC (link)
	I didn't think I would. Han and I never got along. He didn't understand me and mother had expectations that I felt I was constantly disappointing. I thought it would be a relief honestly. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dramalords balancetheforce 2017-05-04 02:52 am UTC (link)
	And now...? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dramalords behindthemask 2017-05-04 03:01 am UTC (link)
	I think I ~~made a mistake~~ was wrong. And I can't fix it at home. And I don't know how to fix it here. I think it's just what it is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dramalords balancetheforce 2017-05-04 03:07 am UTC (link)
	I wish I had the answer. If there's anything I can do to assist you or support you, I will be there. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dramalords behindthemask 2017-05-04 03:17 am UTC (link)
	It's all right. ~~I killed my fath~~ I'm not sure they can forgive what I've done. It's just awkward to be here with them now. But thank you Grandfather. I think im not going to worry so much about attachments right now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Dramalords balancetheforce 2017-05-04 03:37 am UTC (link)
	You're welcome, Kylo. We'll see you soon. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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