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Tweak says, ""I'm Brian and so's my wife!""

✷ ✷ ✷ ɐılnɾ ✷ ✷ ✷ (hurlyburly) wrote in thedisplaced,
@ 2020-06-03 16:42:00

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julia wicker, margo hanson, penny adiyodi (23)

THE MAGICIANS

So I got an update from home. AMA. ...If you want to.

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	WW highkingeliot 2020-06-04 12:16 am UTC (link)
	Damn. Wasn't expecting that. This is a call for congratulations, yes? [...] Did you get a cliffhanger that makes you question that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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hurlyburly
2020-06-04 12:21 am UTC (link)

Yes. It's just... Penny is the father and I don't want to put him in an awkward situation if he's not ready for that to be public knowledge yet. I told him, it just wasn't something he was expecting.

No, nothing like that. I just really fucking miss her. And honestly, waiting for another update to see her or know she's okay is kind of torture. Logically I know she's okay, I know she's with me. I just wish she was with me.

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	WW highkingeliot 2020-06-04 12:26 am UTC (link)
	I'll keep my lips sealed. ~~Yeah~~ Unfortunately, in this circumstance, those updates take their sweet old time. We were all batting close to a year average. [...] What's her name? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: WW hurlyburly 2020-06-04 12:32 am UTC (link)
	Hope. Hope Quentin Adiyodi-Wicker. When you were a few years younger, Morgan aged up in her teens. She asked where HQ was. Part of me wants to believe that means she'll show up, but part of me knows it could just be some bullshit alternate timeline we never see. So... I guess there's nothing to do but wait. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	WW highkingeliot 2020-06-04 12:40 am UTC (link)
	Q would have loved that. You're right. We have no way of knowing for sure. But it's a small comfort knowing there's one universe where she got to be here, with the family you've built, isn't it? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: WW hurlyburly 2020-06-04 12:46 am UTC (link)
	It should be, but... it's not as close to actually having it. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

highkingeliot
2020-06-04 12:55 am UTC (link)

[...]

When we were searching for the keys, and Quentin and I went through the clock, I doubted if Fray was actually Fen and I's daughter. I had no way of being completely sure. It used to gnaw at me. Always in the back of my head. Even decades later, once Rupert was grown and had children of his own, sometimes I'd think about her and the what-if's would come crashing in.

And when Margo stopped all that from happening? We escaped living the Mosaic but the memories couldn't quite go away? I did my best not to think about Rupert. The Mosaic, Ari, Q. Any of it. But especially Rupert.

It hurt too much.

Q and I used to talk about him what we'd do if he ever showed. We might have had memories of a full life with our boy but I can tell you...memories are never enough. It'll never be enough.

And it'll still always be there until she is with you. You just [...] have to try to live with it.

And it's a bitch.

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	Re: WW hurlyburly 2020-06-04 01:20 am UTC (link)
	Yeah. [...] Pretty much. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	WW highkingeliot 2020-06-04 01:21 am UTC (link)
	I really hope she shows for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: WW hurlyburly 2020-06-04 01:31 am UTC (link)
	I really want you to meet her. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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