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Tweak says, "What's up homesicle?"

Rogue (absorbs) wrote in thedisplaced,
@ 2018-09-25 19:13:00

Entry tags:

clint barton / hawkeye (mcu), napoleon solo, peter parker (94), rogue (616), snow white

[Young kids group]

Who all have we got left wanting to continue on with this? And is there anyone else we should go about inviting?

[Napoleon Solo]

Ya doing any better? And when are we resuming our wine days cause I'm in need of them.

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Re: ROGUE/NAPOLEON.

outlawthief
2018-09-25 06:41 pm UTC (link)

It's hell of a thing, let me tell you.

It was different, with Illya not being there. I think we're still trying to learn how to be around each other without him in the middle. I confessed to her that there's a very real chance I love Quentin too, before we left, so that's been an elephant in the room. But not necessarily in a bad way? We're...seeing how things go, doing what feels right, being honest with each other every step of the way. It's been a very new experience for me.

There's a good chance you know the most about me, about who I really am, so you're probably the only one that I can stand to be around without worrying what I will say. So please don't leave. Stay with me, drink.

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Re: ROGUE/NAPOLEON.

absorbs
2018-09-25 07:04 pm UTC (link)

I'm all sorts of happy it didn't go hitting me.

That is a good thing. And I reckon that being able to do so with this openness and honesty is probably gonna be what makes it better moving forward too. I really hope y'all manage this. Watching you stranded on the outside and not being able to move further or backward--it wasn't right.

Alrighty. I'll stay then and we can drink and chat as much as you're wanting to or as lil as you're wanting.

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	Re: ROGUE/NAPOLEON. outlawthief 2018-09-25 07:12 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know, I think I'd enjoy watching you vomit pearls... It...it wasn't going well, I'll confess. I think with Illya being sent back, we've been forced to confront and face some things we didn't want to, before. But it's not been a negative experience. Let's see where this afternoon takes us then. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ROGUE/NAPOLEON. absorbs 2018-09-25 07:14 pm UTC (link)
	No, ya really wouldn't. Sometimes ya need that push to do something you're wanting. Alrighty. I'll drop Anka Irene off with her nanny and then head over to your place. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ROGUE/NAPOLEON. outlawthief 2018-09-25 07:27 pm UTC (link)
	Are they real pearls? I haven't seen one of them yet. I still want her. That hasn't changed. So I'd say it's going fairly well considering we had sex. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ROGUE/NAPOLEON. absorbs 2018-09-25 07:34 pm UTC (link)
	Far as I know that ain't which is disappointing. I'm real jealous of your sex life at this point. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ROGUE/NAPOLEON. outlawthief 2018-09-25 07:36 pm UTC (link)
	My inner thief is crying at the waste of it all. It was really good sex. And not just because I've been drier than a nun for three months now. Go have sex. You have nannies and there's plenty of good looking people around. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ROGUE/NAPOLEON. absorbs 2018-09-25 07:40 pm UTC (link)
	I'm afraid my hangups ain't gonna allow that for me. Intimacy of any kind is a struggle with anyone, even those I'm close to. People shaking my hand still makes me twitchy. Don't mean I don't miss what I used to know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ROGUE/NAPOLEON. outlawthief 2018-09-25 08:03 pm UTC (link)
	So what do you need to do to get over those hangups? Because that sounds miserable. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: ROGUE/NAPOLEON.

absorbs
2018-09-25 08:13 pm UTC (link)

Not have lived 3/4 of my life trapped in my own skin.

When I finally gained control I still wore gloves and long sleeves. It took over a year for me to stop doing that and some days it still feels awkward not to be doing so. I didn't go jumping into a relationship right away and when I finally did the Erik in my world let me set the pace. Which was a combo of fast and slow but sex meant something to me with him. Just like it did with Remy and later with my husband here.

Finding someone I think is hot and simply sleeping with them don't really satisfy nothing for me.

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	Re: ROGUE/NAPOLEON. outlawthief 2018-09-25 09:51 pm UTC (link)
	So you need an emotional connection before you sleep with someone. So what you're really missing is that, isn't it? Or am I reading this wrong? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ROGUE/NAPOLEON. absorbs 2018-09-26 03:26 am UTC (link)
	That's basically it, yeah. It's fine. I'll survive. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ROGUE/NAPOLEON. outlawthief 2018-09-26 02:46 pm UTC (link)
	Surviving and being happy are two different things. I want you to be happy as well. You need to go out on dates. Not sex dates, real dates. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ROGUE/NAPOLEON. absorbs 2018-09-26 02:51 pm UTC (link)
	I am mostly happy. Just hating that aspect of my life. Which is pretty dang normal for me. With who? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ROGUE/NAPOLEON. outlawthief 2018-09-26 03:39 pm UTC (link)
	Well, is there anyone in the community that you can see yourself dating potentially? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ROGUE/NAPOLEON. absorbs 2018-09-26 03:48 pm UTC (link)
	Nope. And I'd rather not get involved with anyone non-Displaced cause that's just asking for trouble. It's fine, hon. I'll get over it in a day or two. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ROGUE/NAPOLEON. outlawthief 2018-09-26 03:54 pm UTC (link)
	I'll be your platonic life partner then. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ROGUE/NAPOLEON. absorbs 2018-09-26 03:56 pm UTC (link)
	I'm pretty sure you're already being pulled six ways from Sunday, hon. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ROGUE/NAPOLEON. outlawthief 2018-09-26 04:02 pm UTC (link)
	You have no idea. But you're still stuck with me and our wine grading sessions. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: ROGUE/NAPOLEON. absorbs 2018-09-26 04:06 pm UTC (link)
	I'll happily take what I get. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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