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Tweak says, "OOOOOO....SHINEY"

james buchanan barnes (whatthebucky) wrote in thedisplaced,
@ 2018-08-06 21:27:00

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bucky barnes / winter soldier (ph), cassie sullivan, jake stone, jason todd / red hood (au), kate bishop / hawkeye (616), natasha romanoff / black widow (mcu), steve rogers (au), tina cohen-chang, wanda maximoff / scarlet witch (mcu)

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	Re: Bucky/Raven whatthebucky 2018-08-07 03:25 am UTC (link)
	I think I'm at the point where it's like, why bother anymore? Everyone leaves. No one really cares. We're just passing time until the next tragedy. But I realize that's probably my depression talking. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/Raven dontblowup 2018-08-07 03:33 am UTC (link)
	That’s definitely your depression talking, Bucky. I think that it’s hard. Making a life isn’t the easiest thing to do in normal circumstance, but with all the uncertainty here, it’s even more difficult than normal. Tell Steve to come hang out with you. You don’t have to be alone. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/Raven whatthebucky 2018-08-07 03:42 am UTC (link)
	I know all of that and yet all I want to do is be alone. Wait until I'm numb to it all again. No. I can't be around him. Either of them. I can only see my Steve when I look at them. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/Raven dontblowup 2018-08-07 03:48 am UTC (link)
	How’s that going for you? Like. Do you think you deserve to be miserable? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/Raven whatthebucky 2018-08-07 05:03 pm UTC (link)
	Pretty shitty. I don't think deserve is the right word. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/Raven dontblowup 2018-08-07 05:12 pm UTC (link)
	You aren’t a burden on anyone that cares about you. You don’t need to carry it alone. So what is? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/Raven whatthebucky 2018-08-07 05:21 pm UTC (link)
	The thing is that emotions aren't logical. I know that much. I don't know if I can put it into words. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/Raven dontblowup 2018-08-07 05:48 pm UTC (link)
	They aren’t. They’re annoying like that, but. I don’t know. I’m not great at articulating this. I just know that allowing yourself to feel can suck sometimes. Hurting always blows. But trying to numb yourself to them isn’t a permanent solution. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/Raven whatthebucky 2018-08-07 06:42 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe not a permanent one, but it's what's working for me right now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/Raven dontblowup 2018-08-07 06:57 pm UTC (link)
	~not really~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/Raven whatthebucky 2018-08-07 07:31 pm UTC (link)
	I think I liked it better when you didn't call me on my shit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/Raven dontblowup 2018-08-07 07:36 pm UTC (link)
	Shocking. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/Raven whatthebucky 2018-08-07 07:37 pm UTC (link)
	Do you know if Murphy and Jo are still around? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/Raven dontblowup 2018-08-07 07:48 pm UTC (link)
	I think so. Kinda weird neither of them have chimed in (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/Raven whatthebucky 2018-08-07 07:53 pm UTC (link)
	I'm sure they'll get around to it. Probably not checking the network. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/Raven dontblowup 2018-08-07 09:04 pm UTC (link)
	You’re probably right. I’m not too worried. Take care of yourself, okay? I know it’s hard. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/Raven whatthebucky 2018-08-08 01:17 am UTC (link)
	I will, Raven. I know I'm giving you shit for it, but thank you for caring. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/Raven dontblowup 2018-08-08 01:29 am UTC (link)
	Gross, now I have to cleanse myself from the feelings. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/Raven whatthebucky 2018-08-08 01:29 am UTC (link)
	🖕 (Reply to this) (Parent)

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