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Tweak says, "Let there be FOOD!"

james buchanan barnes (whatthebucky) wrote in thedisplaced,
@ 2018-07-18 09:45:00

Entry tags:

annabeth chase, bucky barnes / winter soldier (ph), cassie sullivan, gabrielle delacour, jake stone, johanna mason (au), john murphy, kate bishop / hawkeye (616), martin riggs, natasha romanoff / black widow (mcu), raven reyes, tina cohen-chang, wanda maximoff / scarlet witch (mcu)

[ FILTERED TO FRIENDS* ]
Hey, can everyone, for my peace of mind, check in?

[ooc; If they talk, they're friends!]

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	whatthebucky 2018-07-18 04:15 pm UTC (link)
	I'm good, I just had to do a check. There were a lot sent back this time. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	astique 2018-07-18 04:51 pm UTC (link)
	I know. I’m glad you’re still here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	whatthebucky 2018-07-18 04:53 pm UTC (link)
	It's a little weird, isn't it? Part of me wants to go, part of me wants to stay. Why can't we have it all? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	astique 2018-07-18 04:56 pm UTC (link)
	It is strange. There’s no way to know where we’d go, really. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	whatthebucky 2018-07-18 05:00 pm UTC (link)
	True. I'm not unhappy here, just...discontent? I had purpose before and now I feel like I'm listing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	astique 2018-07-18 05:02 pm UTC (link)
	No, I understand that. It’s been a very big adjustment from before and finding purpose can be a challenge. Not everything is transferable. What do you want to do? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	whatthebucky 2018-07-18 05:03 pm UTC (link)
	It's a bullshit answer, I get this, but I really don't know. My drive's gone. I'm not looking long term anymore, just the day to day. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bucky astique 2018-07-18 05:07 pm UTC (link)
	Do you want to look long term or does doing that make the fact that being here might be permanent more real? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky whatthebucky 2018-07-18 05:42 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah, it definitely makes it feel more real. Listen, don't worry about me. I'm just having a bad week. It'll be fine soon. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bucky astique 2018-07-18 05:49 pm UTC (link)
	I worry about everyone, but I don’t mind it. I didn’t leave a lot behind when I came through here, but there was a lot that I did leave when I decided to stay in Blackpoint before. That was voluntarily, and it was still a struggle. You’re allowed to grieve what was taken from you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/Gabrielle whatthebucky 2018-07-18 05:52 pm UTC (link)
	You can't take everyone's problems onto yourself. I learned that the hard way. But I appreciate you saying that. Logically, I know that, and I honestly thought I was over it, but then old feelings crop up again. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/Gabrielle astique 2018-07-18 05:56 pm UTC (link)
	It’s not taking your problems, it’s caring about you as a person. Therapy helps. Have you talked to anyone? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/Gabrielle whatthebucky 2018-07-18 05:58 pm UTC (link)
	C'mon, Gab. You know I can't talk to a therapist about all of this. They'd lock me up. And inside the community, the only real options are Xavier and Wilson and they already have enough on their plate. Plus, not really comfortable talking to either of them. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bucky/Gabrielle astique 2018-07-18 06:00 pm UTC (link)
	Well, then you’ll just have to talk to me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/Gabrielle whatthebucky 2018-07-18 06:07 pm UTC (link)
	Oooor you can come down to the studio and watch Magic Mike with Tina and me? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/Gabrielle astique 2018-07-18 06:09 pm UTC (link)
	As if I don’t live there. I will leave it for today, but you can’t bottle it up. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/Gabrielle whatthebucky 2018-07-18 06:15 pm UTC (link)
	#dowhatiwant (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bucky/Gabrielle astique 2018-07-18 06:18 pm UTC (link)
	I’ve lived with Tyler for years, that is not effective on me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Bucky/Gabrielle whatthebucky 2018-07-18 08:18 pm UTC (link)
	I'll talk to someone, I promise, just right now, I'm okay with not doing that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Bucky/Gabrielle astique 2018-07-19 12:39 am UTC (link)
	Thank you. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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