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Tweak says, "Do you like Special K?"

Raleigh Becket (nuclear) wrote in thedisplaced,
@ 2018-05-29 14:39:00

Entry tags:

brooke maddox, clarke griffin, john murphy

Got some new memories while I slept. It's ... a really weird feeling. How do the rest of you deal with these?

the 100
I have some stuff to tell you. If you want to know.

Bellamy Blake
In the memories, I saw you again. It was different than it was here. You made it back home.

I radioed you every day for six years. Kind of embarrassing to mention now.

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	The 100 uprise 2018-05-29 11:55 pm UTC (link)
	Oh so you believe what Clarke is saying? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	The 100 dontblowup 2018-05-29 11:56 pm UTC (link)
	I trust Clarke. And I know what it’s like to have memories shoved into my head without warning. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	The 100 uprise 2018-05-29 11:58 pm UTC (link)
	~~That goes without sayi~~ Alright. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Murphy dontblowup 2018-05-29 11:59 pm UTC (link)
	Talk to me. This is clearly bothering you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Raven

uprise
2018-05-30 12:05 am UTC (link)

What doesn't bother me? This is all fucked up. People come and go at a drop of a dime. You leave and you come back, but you're not the Raven that was here before. You've been to different places. Have different friends.

And last thing I remember I was holing myself up on the other side of the ship away from you and everyone else. Because I am fucking useless, Raven.

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Murphy.

dontblowup
2018-05-30 12:25 am UTC (link)

You’re right. It’s fucked up and it isn’t fair, but we can try to be better about it. I get that it’s weird, okay? I know that I’m not the person that was here before, and it’s strange for me, too. You and Clarke and Bellamy are different than you were before I came here.

I’m not saying that as an excuse, seriously, that’s just the reality. We’re all stuck here so we can either resent those facts or accept them and move forward with who we’ve got.

I don’t think you’re useless, but I know that I can’t make you feel that you’re not just by saying it.

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	Raven uprise 2018-05-30 01:43 am UTC (link)
	I just don't want to be told shit I don't want to hear, I guess. Not too useless. Someone had to stay behind on that mining ship with you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Murphy. dontblowup 2018-05-30 01:48 am UTC (link)
	That’s not abnormal. Thanks for staying. I wouldn’t be able to handle whatever shit storm is happening back there without you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Raven uprise 2018-05-30 01:52 am UTC (link)
	You're always sacrificing yourself, Raven. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Murphy. dontblowup 2018-05-30 01:56 am UTC (link)
	Sometimes there’s no other choice. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Raven uprise 2018-05-30 01:58 am UTC (link)
	You think we kill those people in cryosleep? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Murphy. dontblowup 2018-05-30 02:01 am UTC (link)
	I think that if we do it’s to save ourselves and our friends. And I won’t be sorry for that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	The 100 defying 2018-05-30 06:03 am UTC (link)
	Why shouldn’t we? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	The 100 uprise 2018-05-30 04:45 pm UTC (link)
	You can do whatever the hell you want. Or did you forget that already? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	The 100 defying 2018-05-31 05:16 am UTC (link)
	We only made it up there because of Clarke in the first place, Murph. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	The 100 uprise 2018-05-31 05:20 am UTC (link)
	Here I thought it was a team effort. I think Raven deserves just as much credit. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	The 100 defying 2018-05-31 05:29 am UTC (link)
	It was. You know as well as I do though that if she hadn't made that sacrifice at the end, all our efforts would've been for nothing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	The 100 uprise 2018-05-31 05:31 am UTC (link)
	What does this have to do with her vivid dreams? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	The 100 defying 2018-05-31 05:31 am UTC (link)
	Have faith in her. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	The 100 uprise 2018-05-31 05:32 am UTC (link)
	Okay, Jaha. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	The 100 defying 2018-05-31 05:59 am UTC (link)
	Murphy. Get over yourself and give her a chance. People get memories here. It happens. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	The 100 uprise 2018-05-31 06:15 am UTC (link)
	I was never on myself to get over myself. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	The 100 defying 2018-06-01 04:21 am UTC (link)
	What's going on with you now? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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	The 100 nuclear 2018-05-31 05:32 am UTC (link)
	It wasn't a goddamn dream. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	The 100 uprise 2018-05-31 05:33 am UTC (link)
	Memories. Whatever. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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