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𝐣𝐨𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐧 (ex_forestry998) wrote in thedisplaced,
@ 2018-03-06 19:35:00

Entry tags:

annie cresta (au), hermione granger, johanna mason (au), john murphy, ron weasley, selina kyle (gotham)

Well, I guess I'm going camping again and remembering to buy luxurious jewels in Agrabah.

[Baelfire]

You going to be all right, Old Soul?

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	Murphy ex_forestry998 2018-03-07 02:43 am UTC (link)
	Stop it, then. I said I was confused because you said life was bad. Then you said it's good. You would be. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Johanna uprise 2018-03-07 02:48 am UTC (link)
	Stop trying to make me feel like shit then. As what? The distraction. Sure. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Murphy ex_forestry998 2018-03-07 02:50 am UTC (link)
	I'm not trying to make you feel like shit. You ever think that reacting this way to me is going to make me feel like I have to fight with you? I didn't say that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Johanna uprise 2018-03-07 02:57 am UTC (link)
	I'm reacting how you and everyone else wants me to react. I'm not good in a fight. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Murphy ex_forestry998 2018-03-07 02:58 am UTC (link)
	Why the fuck would I want you to react this way? I'm not everyone else, I thought you ... nevermind. Okay. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Johanna uprise 2018-03-07 03:01 am UTC (link)
	Because that's what people usually do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Murphy ex_forestry998 2018-03-07 03:02 am UTC (link)
	So I'm just like other people to you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Johanna uprise 2018-03-07 03:03 am UTC (link)
	No, you're not. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Murphy ex_forestry998 2018-03-07 03:05 am UTC (link)
	Then stop treating me that way. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Johanna uprise 2018-03-07 03:07 am UTC (link)
	I don't. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Murphy

ex_forestry998
2018-03-07 03:10 am UTC (link)

You get defensive when I don't want you to drink. You don't talk nicely to me, you just attack when I have a complaint. Just because I do something, doesn't mean you should do it too. That's not how it works. We just went through this with me getting drunk with Eliot and them.

We're more than just fuck buddies, aren't we? Just because I'm not girly doesn't mean I wouldn't want to be treated like a girl you like.

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	Johanna uprise 2018-03-07 03:15 am UTC (link)
	Shouldn't you not do that something? It kind of sucks when you do. We're dating, not fuck buddies. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Murphy ex_forestry998 2018-03-07 03:17 am UTC (link)
	Then just tell me instead of being a jerk. We're living together. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Johanna uprise 2018-03-07 03:18 am UTC (link)
	I feel like you know you're doing it. That's why I get angry. We sleep together, too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Murphy

ex_forestry998
2018-03-07 03:22 am UTC (link)

I do it on purpose because I don't know how else to talk to you. Just tell me you're getting angry instead of just ... blocking me out or whatever it is you're doing.

That's kind of including in living together.

I want gifts and to be told I'm pretty outside of the times when we're naked, and to be told I'm loved and for you to stop drinking because we both know why you shouldn't.

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	Johanna uprise 2018-03-07 03:28 am UTC (link)
	Maybe just own up when you're doing something wrong like I do. Okay. I will. I know I shouldn't. Sometimes you don't try to understand how I...nevermind. I'll try harder not to drink. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Murphy ex_forestry998 2018-03-07 03:30 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, okay. I can do that. How you what? What don't I try to understand? This is me, trying. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Johanna uprise 2018-03-07 03:32 am UTC (link)
	Thanks. Like. You with water. I never brushed it off or didn't make it seem like it was a stupid thing to be scared about. Because I get it. You're scared and I'm scared of things too. I just feel like...you just don't want to deal with that. That's why I drink. I don't know what else to do. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Murphy ex_forestry998 2018-03-07 03:35 am UTC (link)
	Because when you get scared you go drink. When I get scared of water, you stay with me and you help me work through it. How can I do that for you if you're drunk and crying and not addressing what's really wrong? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Johanna uprise 2018-03-07 03:38 am UTC (link)
	I don't want to leave you alone when you're scared. I only cried the one time. You don't need to keep bringing that up. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Murphy ex_forestry998 2018-03-07 03:40 am UTC (link)
	Annie made you cry. I don't want to leave you alone when you're scared, either. But if you're going to get drunk-- what would you do if instead of taking a shower, I went and started drinking? What if I never told you why I was scared in the first place? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Johanna uprise 2018-03-07 03:45 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, I felt bad for her. I just don't want to bother people. I'm a fucking burden to being with. Like I'm natrually just a thorn in someone's side. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Murphy ex_forestry998 2018-03-07 03:47 am UTC (link)
	I don't see you that way. I'm not "people." Why are you allowed to help me but I can't help you? Nothing I do helps you. Should I even bother? Then what would this be? Completely one-sided. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Johanna uprise 2018-03-07 03:56 am UTC (link)
	I just don't want you to get sick of me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Murphy ex_forestry998 2018-03-07 03:58 am UTC (link)
	Don't you trust me? I said I wouldn't. That's like me saying I'm afraid you'll leave me for someone else. Someone you get along with better. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Johanna -

uprise, 2018-03-07 04:00 am UTC