InsaneJournal

Tweak says, "I have a squeedily spooch"

𝐣𝐨𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐧 (ex_forestry998) wrote in thedisplaced,
@ 2018-02-17 23:44:00

Entry tags:

!network post, annie cresta (au), baelfire, bucky barnes / winter soldier (ph), eliot waugh, finnick odair (au), johanna mason (au), john murphy, megan gwynn / pixie (616)

~~I'm ready to go home now. Home home.~~
Edited that night
Lindon is pretty.

~~[BUCKY (PH)]~~

[BUCKY (PH)]
What do you do when someone says they broke up with you and you were not aware of that?

edit
[Murphy]

So you broke up with me?

(Read comments) - (Post a new comment)

	eliot/johanna ex_forestry998 2018-02-18 06:14 am UTC (link)
	I don't want to go home either, Annie, Finnick, and Katniss are far away there. And you're all right. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

eliot/johanna

highkingeliot
2018-02-18 06:18 am UTC (link)

Good. I'm glad that thought was more reactionary than serious. I'd have pouted, you know.

'Course I am. [...] You said you loved Cowboy the other day. I don't know how you feel on that subject now but I think you owe it to yourself to at least talk to him and figure out what the fuck is going on. Maybe it's a misunderstanding. I don't know. But [...] I don't like seeing you hurt. If it doesn't work, and I'm not saying that's what I want, just know we'll get you through it.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eliot/johanna ex_forestry998 2018-02-18 06:20 am UTC (link)
	Not the pout! It's only been a little over a month and he told me he loved me when he was drunk. But I said it back. I do love him. It's so stupid. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eliot/johanna highkingeliot 2018-02-18 06:23 am UTC (link)
	I like having my people close by. I'm just 2 shy of having everyone I want. I'm selfish. You stay. It can happen fast. Time is irrelevant. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eliot/johanna ex_forestry998 2018-02-18 06:25 am UTC (link)
	Unless this thing sucks me out into the portal again, I'm staying. He's talking to me now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eliot/johanna highkingeliot 2018-02-18 06:26 am UTC (link)
	Good, on all accounts. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eliot/johanna ex_forestry998 2018-02-18 06:27 am UTC (link)
	Who are the other 2? The wife and kid? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eliot/johanna highkingeliot 2018-02-18 06:30 am UTC (link)
	Yes. Fen and Fray. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eliot/johanna ex_forestry998 2018-02-18 06:31 am UTC (link)
	Pretty names. So even with Kylo, you still want them around? That's pretty decent of you, I don't think I could say the same. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

eliot/johanna

highkingeliot
2018-02-18 06:34 am UTC (link)

I intend to live my life here and, I don't know, I spent so long focusing on trying to have them get here, because I was worried about their safety, that even now that I know they are safe, I want them around.

And Fen deserves a chance to find someone who actually loves her. She could have that here in a way that she couldn't in Fillory. Unless she opts for a wife at some point. Guess that's possible.

(Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eliot/johanna ex_forestry998 2018-02-18 06:37 am UTC (link)
	It's so weird that people have children. Like, why?? You care about Fen. That's nice of you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eliot/johanna highkingeliot 2018-02-18 06:42 am UTC (link)
	Because you're friends made a deal with a knife maker for you to impregnate his daughter? That's pretty much the only reason I have one. She's got it worse than I do in this situation, even back home. So yeah, I care. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eliot/johanna ex_forestry998 2018-02-18 06:49 am UTC (link)
	That sucks, man. You're a good person. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eliot/johanna highkingeliot 2018-02-18 06:51 am UTC (link)
	Lay back and think of Fillory. I'm trying to be a better one at least. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eliot/johanna ex_forestry998 2018-02-18 06:52 am UTC (link)
	How do you not hate your self absolutely every moment? Not you, you, but like, me me? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eliot/johanna highkingeliot 2018-02-18 06:54 am UTC (link)
	Surround yourself with good people. That's what I did. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eliot/johanna ex_forestry998 2018-02-18 06:56 am UTC (link)
	I'm trying with Annie and Finnick and Katniss. They're good people. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eliot/johanna highkingeliot 2018-02-18 06:58 am UTC (link)
	I can't vouch about Katniss but Annie's certainly one. And the other two are her family, so I'm inclined to agree. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eliot/johanna ex_forestry998 2018-02-18 07:02 am UTC (link)
	Katniss is a good person. She volunteered for her sister. She started the rebellion. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eliot/johanna highkingeliot 2018-02-18 08:51 pm UTC (link)
	I know what she did and I suspect she is, it is just we don't talk on the regular. Cordiality and the like. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eliot/johanna ex_forestry998 2018-02-18 09:12 pm UTC (link)
	She doesn't really talk to anyone. She might now that Gale is here. Thank you, Eliot. You don't know me that well and you're sticking up for me. I'm an asshole, I don't deserve it. I started all this between Murphy and me because I'm insecure. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eliot/johanna highkingeliot 2018-02-18 10:01 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe. I get attached fast. It's a thing. [...] Maybe just having an outside perspective on things will help? If you feel insecure in the future? There might be an angle you don't see. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	eliot/johanna ex_forestry998 2018-02-19 02:15 am UTC (link)
	You mean come to you before I say something to him? (Reply to this) (Parent)

(Read comments) -