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Tweak says, "I belong to the tin-foil cabal"

ᴍᴜʀᴘʜʏ ᴡᴀɴᴛs ᴀɴ (uprise) wrote in thedisplaced,
@ 2018-02-05 22:50:00

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!network post, bella hartley, bellamy blake, clarke griffin, john murphy, johnny storm / human torch (616), melissa gold / songbird (616), penny adiyodi, rick jones (616), ron weasley, tina cohen-chang

Who else does karaoke?

[Bucky (ph)]

I am freaking the fuck out. I think. I feel it in my chest.

[Johanna]

I'm going to be out for awhile.

[Bellamy & Clarke]

Okay. I am admitting right now I am not doing so well.

[Ron]

I don't think I'll be going to the suite tonight. You got free reign of the living area.

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	The Trio defying 2018-02-06 06:26 am UTC (link)
	No liquor, just walking. Whatever you need. I'm not gonna shit on you, Murphy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	The Trio uprise 2018-02-06 06:28 am UTC (link)
	I suppose not walking right off the boat either, huh? Yeah, I don't need it. Already do a damn good job all on my own. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	The Trio defying 2018-02-06 06:29 am UTC (link)
	Not gonna let you do that either. Know how that feels. You're not alone in this, alright? I'll be there, and if you don't want to talk about it after today ever again, I'd respect that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	The Trio uprise 2018-02-06 06:34 am UTC (link)
	That was a really bad joke, but thanks for not letting me jump off the boat. You felt this shitty before? Like you're going to jump out of your own skin? I mean. I don't know what the hell I'm talking about. It's not like I'm surprised. Maybe I am. I can't really tell right now. I probably won't. So yea, don't bring it up later. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	The Trio defying 2018-02-06 06:38 am UTC (link)
	Gotta know where to draw the line, man. Yeah, I have. After the hell we've all been through? It's hardest when things are this quiet. Deal. I won't. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	The Trio uprise 2018-02-06 06:41 am UTC (link)
	I really don't do lines. I always forget where they are, always cross them. I just figured you'd -- I don't know -- you're not like me. Good. I wouldn't even know what to say anyway. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	The Trio defying 2018-02-06 06:43 am UTC (link)
	That is true. My head hasn't been right since Mount Weather, Murph. Nothing's been right. It's fine. We deal, we move on. That's how it works. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	The Trio uprise 2018-02-06 06:48 am UTC (link)
	~~I just heard what happened.~~ Maybe none of our heads are right, you know? I just feel like something bad is going to happen. Like really bad and I can never do shit to stop anything. I only got one mode, Bell. Move on. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	The Trio defying 2018-02-06 06:50 am UTC (link)
	We're damaged. Doesn't mean we can't overcome it. You're gonna be fine. You're gonna be fine, and then you'll move on. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	The Trio uprise 2018-02-06 08:17 am UTC (link)
	Was I too damaged for Emori? Am I too damaged for Johanna? Is that why you're not with Clarke? Right because we don't have any other choice. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	The Trio defying 2018-02-06 08:31 am UTC (link)
	That's right. This whole thing is out of our hands. We can take five, but you've gotta get back up. And you can. Alright? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	The Trio uprise 2018-02-06 09:51 pm UTC (link)
	We can take a nice long five. You can kick my ass if I don't get back up. Johanna is coming by too. So you and Clarke can officially meet here. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	The Trio defying 2018-02-07 05:44 am UTC (link)
	Deal. Good. Looking forward to that. (Reply to this) (Parent)

the trio.

clarkegriffin
2018-02-06 01:33 pm UTC (link)

Hey. What's going on is an anxiety attack. They're perfectly normal with all of the trauma we've been through in our lives, and then getting here and getting into a war immediately. All the downtime makes it easier for all those fears to creep up on you.

The walk's a good idea, but the alcohol, like Bellamy said, will make it worse. Drink anything but alcohol.

We'll all move on together, okay? You, me, Clarke, Raven, Octavia. We'll bring Johanna with us. No one's going to get left behind, okay?

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uprise
2018-02-06 07:06 pm UTC (link)

This anxiety attack can fuck right off the boat. Yeah, maybe that's what been eating at me. We just always seem to get in the middle of shit. Big shit.

We're going to walk. Not walk off the boat, but walk around until I don't want to walk anymore.

You mean it? ~~I don't want to get left behind.~~ I won't leave Johanna behind. ~~I'll stay behind if it means being with her.~~

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clarkegriffin
2018-02-06 07:14 pm UTC (link)

It took me a long time to get used to it when I was here before. I had this generic apartment with my stuff in it. Not a lot because we never had a lot. You can't just scrounge for food in Tumbleweed. You have to buy it. So I had to get a job. There were days I couldn't get out of bed because all I kept thinking about were the things that I'd done. Things I can't take back.

Then we'll walk the length of the boat on every floor if we have to. I've been feeling cooped up myself.

Neither of you will be getting left behind. I promise.

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	the trio. uprise 2018-02-06 07:24 pm UTC (link)
	I was still looking for a job before we got tossed on the boat. I wouldn't even know what I'd do. I never had a job before. I don't have a resume or any redeemable skills. Least here I don't have to think about that shit. I can walk for days, Clarke. Just letting you know. Don't be annoyed when I keep asking for that reassurance. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

the trio.

clarkegriffin
2018-02-06 07:40 pm UTC (link)

If we get back there — and my experience says we will — then I'll help with that. There's plenty of work that's not mentally taxing that will pay enough for food and clothing.

Murphy? Don't try to sabotage yourself with this. You've got a habit of trying to push people away when they get too close, and I get why, but you don't have to do that with me and Bellamy.

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	the trio. uprise 2018-02-06 09:55 pm UTC (link)
	You really think someone is going to hire me and make me responsible over something? Don't hold your breath. It makes shit hurt less. ~~I let myself get close to Emori and look where that~~ People leave me behind, Clarke. It's what just happens. History repeats itself and blahblah. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	the trio. clarkegriffin 2018-02-07 03:39 am UTC (link)
	How are you at bagging groceries? I know we had a rocky start, and I don't blame you for hating me for it. But you're my people, and you know what I do for my people. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	the trio. uprise 2018-02-07 03:45 am UTC (link)
	Is that a trick question? I know how to put shit in bags. That's all I ever wanted, Clarke. Just wanted to belong to something. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	the trio. clarkegriffin 2018-02-07 03:51 am UTC (link)
	Then you can get a job. No problem. You've got it. That doesn't mean we're always going to see eye to eye, but we've got your back. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	the trio. uprise 2018-02-07 03:53 am UTC (link)
	If you say so. I guess we'll see if we ever get back to Tumblefuck. I got your back, then. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	the trio. clarkegriffin 2018-02-07 03:55 am UTC (link)
	I'm pretty sure we will. It's just a matter of when and how. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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