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Tweak says, "Niles gotta have it!"

james buchanan barnes (whatthebucky) wrote in thedisplaced,
@ 2018-01-19 18:22:00

Entry tags:

bucky barnes / winter soldier (ph), gwen stacy (ph), james rogers, johanna mason (au), john murphy, maya lopez / echo (616), natasha romanoff / black widow (mcu), rogue (616), sam wilson / captain america (616), snow white, steve rogers / captain america (mcu), tina cohen-chang, wanda maximoff / scarlet witch (mcu)

Found the tavern. Someone come get me for when it's time for me to patrol.

[ FILTERED TO TINA COHEN-CHANG ]
So. I fucked up. Remind me to stop doing that, will you?

[ooc; Triggers for talk of death, depression, and suicide in comments.]

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	MURPHY/BUCKY. uprise 2018-01-21 06:29 am UTC (link)
	I tried to kill myself at my lowest, so whatever you're doing ain't too bad. What about the meetings? You're not going to go to them? I won't go if you're not going to show up. I don't say sorry a lot, so you should feel honored. [...] That was sarcasm. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

MURPHY/BUCKY. - TRIGGERS

whatthebucky
2018-01-21 06:39 am UTC (link)

I had some lows too. One day I went from being a soldier from the 40s stuck in some weird Hawaiian future, the next I had memories of being an assassin shoved into my brain along with my first set of memories. A whole other lived, a terrible one full of torture and murder. It fucked me up and I lost who I was. But before I could do something stupid, a foul mouthed preteen talked some sense into me and brought me back to who I was. Saved my life. So I've been there, but this isn't going to push me there. Steve and I, we always knew it might not be forever. We had learned to come to terms with that when we decided to get married. I just got to keep remembering that.

Anyway, I'm still coming to the meetings, so you're not getting out of it easy.

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	MURPHY/BUCKY. - TRIGGERS uprise 2018-01-21 06:48 am UTC (link)
	That doesn't sound like a fun ride at all. You been through a lot of shit, Buck. I know I don't even know the half of it. I see it in your eyes sometimes. You're a good boy, Buck. Remember that. Damn. Thought I got a get out of jail free card. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: MURPHY/BUCKY. - TRIGGERS whatthebucky 2018-01-21 07:03 am UTC (link)
	You're a good boy too, Murph. I won't burden you with more. You'll hear more about the Winter Soldier stuff at group anyway. Pick something to do while we're at port. I've been told in no uncertain terms by two different people that I can't lived in the tavern. (Reply to this) (Parent)

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