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Tweak says, "wolf whistles aint cool"

Oerba Dia Vanille | FFXIII (sparkofhope) wrote in thedisplaced,
@ 2017-10-19 15:50:00

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damian wayne / robin, noctis lucis caelum, oerba dia vanille, oerba yun fang, prompto argentum, willow rosenberg

I've only had this job for two days, but I can tell I'm really going to enjoy it. Animals are amazing!

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	Away from Fang extraflamey 2017-10-20 05:02 pm UTC (link)
	Oh. Oh no. :( That's really sad. I'm sorry you're having to deal with that. May I ask what happened that makes you think that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Away from Fang sparkofhope 2017-10-20 05:11 pm UTC (link)
	She just [...] it was something she said. It was more forward than usual, and it just... she's never expressed that desire before. At least, not like that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Away from Fang extraflamey 2017-10-20 05:24 pm UTC (link)
	But.... she has expressed that desire before with you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Away from Fang sparkofhope 2017-10-20 05:28 pm UTC (link)
	Not like this. I'm used to some flirting, but not this forward. I just don't know if she's being serious. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Away from Fang extraflamey 2017-10-20 05:58 pm UTC (link)
	You could ask her? Or maybe if you don't want to ask but you're feeling brave I'm a different way you could try flirting back and see how she responds? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Away from Fang sparkofhope 2017-10-20 06:08 pm UTC (link)
	I don't know. I'm awkward at flirting. If it ever happens it's completely unintentional. [...] Maybe I'll just get drunk... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Away from Fang extraflamey 2017-10-20 06:18 pm UTC (link)
	Is she someone you know well? Or are you just getting to know each other? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Away from Fang sparkofhope 2017-10-20 06:19 pm UTC (link)
	Known her since we were kids. She's my best friend. So yeah, I know her really well. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Away from Fang extraflamey 2017-10-20 06:25 pm UTC (link)
	Oh, that can be big time scary. Feelings for best friends is super hard, but will you regret it if you don't say something? And if she's your best friend, and you've known each other for so long wouldn't she be understanding? I'm not sure drinking is the answer even if I'd really like to join you lately. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Away from Fang sparkofhope 2017-10-20 06:29 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah! I don't know. I don't think she would hate me or anything. I just don't want things to be weird. But I also want to stop feeling this way. I mean, like a drink or two to give me some courage. I'm not going to down a bottle. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Away from Fang extraflamey 2017-10-20 06:36 pm UTC (link)
	Is some probably temporary weirdness worth having all the funky wonky feelings you do? Do you thin e' de want you to be so upset and distraught like you are? ~~Maybe i should take my own advice~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Away from Fang sparkofhope 2017-10-20 06:43 pm UTC (link)
	~~Yes- NO- Yes~~ I don't think so. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Away from Fang extraflamey 2017-10-20 06:46 pm UTC (link)
	Then you're doing her a favor if you tell her too! :) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Away from Fang sparkofhope 2017-10-20 06:48 pm UTC (link)
	I guess I'll find out. Thanks for listening. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Away from Fang extraflamey 2017-10-20 06:52 pm UTC (link)
	Anytime! I can get having weird relationship issues. :) (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Away from Fang sparkofhope 2017-10-20 06:55 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Vanillow

extraflamey
2017-10-20 07:02 pm UTC (link)

Yeah. I'm..... Apparently future me is ~~gay, and in a gay~~ in a relationship with another person who is also here but ~~where~~ when I'm from I haven't even met this person yet. So, they know me, like really really know me. Like know me in the kissy-make-out-sharing-a-bed-and-being-giggly-lovely kind of way and.... That person is a stranger to me. A really sweet, smart, nice stranger.... but a stranger. Sort of. They know my best friend and my best friend knows them, but I don't know them, and it's just.... Really frustrating... and confusing.

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	Vanillow sparkofhope 2017-10-20 07:32 pm UTC (link)
	That's... [...] Wow, that's really tough. So you think this person is really sweet and smart and nice, do you like this person maybe a little more than that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Vanillow extraflamey 2017-10-21 02:57 am UTC (link)
	But I didn't even know I was gay?!?!??! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Vanillow sparkofhope 2017-10-23 04:32 am UTC (link)
	It can be pretty surprising when you realize you're into other girls. I've known for a long time, though. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Vanillow extraflamey 2017-10-23 04:36 am UTC (link)
	What was How did you How can I But I didn't What was your first clue? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: Vanillow sparkofhope 2017-10-23 04:44 am UTC (link)
	There was this time we were talking, just talking, and I looked at her and suddenly thought it would be great to kiss her. Then I kind on freaked out a little inside and tried to ignore it. Clearly, it didn't work. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Vanillow extraflamey 2017-10-24 07:06 am UTC (link)
	But, like, that was it? Not to say what you experience wasn't a completely legitimate and vulnerable moment of realization and coming of age into a new piece of yourself while growing into a better understanding of self, but.... Like, were there no other clues? It was just all Bang! Zing! Kerpow-y! Gay!!! ? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Vanillow

sparkofhope
2017-10-30 06:01 pm UTC (link)

I know it's not this big, romantic gesture or anything, but I just realized that there was something more there. It was kind of a fleeting thought at first, then it kept happening. There came a time when I realized it was a lot deeper than just an attraction, so I just try to keep it all buried because if she doesn't feel the same I really don't want to mess up our friendship.

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