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Tweak says, "I don't believe in love."

Ahsoka Tano (snipps) wrote in thedisplaced,
@ 2017-07-23 17:42:00

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!network post, ahsoka tano, alex danvers, anakin skywalker, betsy braddock / psylocke (616), clint barton / hawkeye (mcu), eliot waugh, ianto jones, leia organa (legends), liv moore, matt murdock / daredevil (mcu), megan gwynn / pixie (616), ororo munroe / storm (movies), quentin coldwater, remy / gambit (6706), rogue (616), sam wilson / captain america (616), scott summers / cyclops (616), warren worthington / angel (616)

We've got a problem.

Some recon into Sweetums has discovered that they've come down with a sickness. The symptoms? Purple pustules, green dots, and vomiting. Those of us who were in space, whether we caught it or not, are carriers and we've infected these people.

We've got to come up with a solution from our limited means here.

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	ahsoka/anakin. balancetheforce 2017-07-24 12:16 am UTC (link)
	You've become quite the leader, Ahsoka. [...] No, I'm not. And I know I haven't been okay for weeks now anyway. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ahsoka/anakin. snipps 2017-07-24 12:20 am UTC (link)
	I have you to thank for that. Your training got me through many a tight spot, being dropped onto a planet I had no information on. Do you want to talk about it? What's going on? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ahsoka/anakin. balancetheforce 2017-07-24 12:23 am UTC (link)
	Master Plo tried to get me to see that, but I was too worried about you. And no one else seemed to care. I don't know. Maybe. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ahsoka/anakin. snipps 2017-07-24 12:26 am UTC (link)
	This is why you and I should have left the temple together. I found compassion and lack of attachment to be two things that could not coexist. Tell me. You know I'll listen. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

ahsoka/anakin.

balancetheforce
2017-07-24 12:31 am UTC (link)

We really should have. I'm sorry I didn't.

Months ago, Padmé told me that I will kill my master. But she didn't tell me which master. And when I've pointed that out, she still hasn't said who she meant, Obi-Wan or Palpatine.

And I know that before I was brought to the ship, I was headed towards that battle with Obi-Wan. Trying to kill each other. So I know I have it in me to attempt to kill him, just as he tried to kill me.

What if he's the master she meant?

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	ahsoka/anakin. snipps 2017-07-24 12:36 am UTC (link)
	I'm sorry that I left you, but the way the Council treated me, throwing me to the wolves... Is this something you want to know? I have answers, but I do not wish to tell them if you do not really want to know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ahsoka/anakin. balancetheforce 2017-07-24 01:10 am UTC (link)
	You had to. It was the right decision. I can't stop thinking about it. The not knowing is already horrible. It was actually a relief when Obi-Wan told me about Mustafar, so I could stop the wondering. And the way you and Padmé won't just tell me makes me think it IS Obi-Wan. Why would you hold back if it was Palpatine? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

ahsoka/anakin.

snipps
2017-07-24 01:16 am UTC (link)

Mostly because it's not my story to tell. If I am sent back, I'm dueling to the death with Vader. I have no ship and no means of communication, and since I know that Vader goes on, the odds that I survive are very slim.

But if you wish to know. You destroy both of them. Master Obi-Wan sacrifices himself to get Luke and Leia off the Death Star. And then later, you kill Palpatine in order to save your son.

This is why I have faith that you can come back from this, especially surrounded by family and friends.

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	ahsoka/anakin. balancetheforce 2017-07-24 01:26 am UTC (link)
	Im going for a walk (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ahsoka/anakin. snipps 2017-07-24 01:34 am UTC (link)
	We'll make it a patrol. I'm coming with you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ahsoka/anakin. balancetheforce 2017-07-24 01:34 am UTC (link)
	That's not a good idea I could hurt you (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ahsoka/anakin. snipps 2017-07-24 01:35 am UTC (link)
	Anakin, we were always able to hurt one another. You didn't then, and I believe in you now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ahsoka/anakin. balancetheforce 2017-07-24 01:39 am UTC (link)
	Why would you? Im going to kill Obi-Wan, probably you, torture my daughter, maim my son. How many other people that I love are going to face horrors at my hand? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ahsoka/anakin. snipps 2017-07-24 01:45 am UTC (link)
	Anakin, you believed in me when no one else did. I believe in you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ahsoka/anakin. balancetheforce 2017-07-24 01:50 am UTC (link)
	I don't feel in control right now (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ahsoka/anakin. snipps 2017-07-24 01:52 am UTC (link)
	You're afraid. You feel guilty. Running away solves none of that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ahsoka/anakin. balancetheforce 2017-07-24 01:53 am UTC (link)
	It gets me away from all of you. I can't hurt you if I'm not HERE (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ahsoka/anakin. snipps 2017-07-24 01:54 am UTC (link)
	Listen to me. I ran away every chance I got when the Empire was hunting down Jedi. You know what it took for me to stop being scared? Stopping. Standing up. Saying not today. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ahsoka/anakin. balancetheforce 2017-07-24 02:39 am UTC (link)
	And it still didn't save you from my destiny. Is that your argument? Why bother trying to avoid it when we already know how this ends? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ahsoka/anakin. snipps 2017-07-24 02:41 am UTC (link)
	It's different here, Anakin. You are not bound by that fate. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ahsoka/anakin. balancetheforce 2017-07-24 02:56 am UTC (link)
	How long is it before I get sent away like Obi-Wan was, right back to where I was? There is nothing good coming for me. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ahsoka/anakin. snipps 2017-07-24 03:06 am UTC (link)
	Then you have to use this time to live in the now, to do everything you can not to become that man. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ahsoka/anakin. balancetheforce 2017-07-24 03:24 am UTC (link)
	I know. I know that you keep telling me this. But it keeps getting worse and worse after it gets better. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ahsoka/anakin. snipps 2017-07-24 03:32 am UTC (link)
	You are the strongest person I know. You can do this. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	ahsoka/anakin. balancetheforce 2017-07-24 03:34 am UTC (link)
	No, I'm not. I'm really not. Not the kind of strong you really mean. How "strong" could I possibly be to willingly do all those things? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

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